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Wish I'd died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds ------------------------- I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom of a bottle You always call me And ask me how I make it through the day I'm always fallin' I guess it's just God's way of making me pay But something makes me carry on It's difficult to understand, why I always wanna fly I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom of a bottle I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom of a bottle |
We all live in a yellow submarine A yellow submarine A yellow submarine And that my friends ... is how I feel right now |
I'm crying day and night now
What is wrong with me? I cannot fight now, I feel like a weak link Crying day and night now What is wrong with me? I cannot fight now, I feel like a weak link |
I'm a stitch away from making it
And a scar away from falling apart, apart Blood cells pixelate And the eyes dialate And the full moon pill's got me out on the street at night Cut it loose Watch you work the room Cut it loose Watch you work the room Cut it loose Watch you work the room Cut it loose Watch you work the room Oh, put love on hold Young Hollywood is on the other line Her nose runs ruby red Death's in a double bed Singing songs that could only catch the ear of the desperate Cut it loose Watch you work the room Cut it loose Watch you work the room Cut it loose Watch you work the room Cut it loose Watch you work the room Cut it loose I'm a stitch away from making it, And a scar away from falling apart, apart Blood cells pixelate And the eyes dialate Kiss away young thrills and Kills on the mouths of all my friends Cut it loose Watch you work the room Loose Watch you work the room Cut it loose Watch you work the room I'm a stitch away... |
it's Late At Night and The World's Alseep and I'm Trying Not To Think i Take Some Pills Cos My Mind Bleeds i'm Asking 'what Is Wrong With Me?' |
By now,
I should have been somwhere, or gone to school, or fixed my hair. Back down, tell it to someone else, who gives a **** and needs your help. 'cause i found what i needed and i don't need you to tell me how you feel and if i fall you are not the one that has to cope and deal all my problems are for me(all my problems are for me) go home and beat your kids so they don't turn out as bad as me 'cause i found what i needed and i don't need you to tell me how you feel and if i fall you are not the one that has to cope and deal all my problems are for me (all my problems are for me) i don't need your eyes to see (i don't need your eyes to see) i will be what i will be stop coming around cause you bother me stupid muther****er pull your head out your ass and see what don't you get, was i stuttering i don't need to take your **** get away from me stop coming around cause you bother me stupid muther****er pull your head out your ass and see what don't you get, was i stuttering i don't need to take your **** get away from me all my problems are for me (all my problems are for me) i don't need your eyes to see (i don't need your eyes to see) i will be what i will be (all my problems are for me) _________________ Tell me how to feel Show me what is real I tried to back away but everwhere's the same And in this over-conscious world all I want to do is dream I don't know what you held on to To get this far but I need some too Because I'm slipping from existence And there's just no resistence To stop this all from happening Today the pain It got so bad I had to scream I'm cutting myself Because I cannot face The world around me Is nothing I'm cutting myself Because there's no way out Dispersing what I feel So I feel nothing I don't know what to do To be as numb as you I must be doing something wrong to always feel this down With an overwhelming urge to shout at those around I tried to reach out to the past But the lesson learned was to not look back The memories will just confuse An overwhelmed and frightened youth I've learned to accept it I know that that's pathetic I can't explain to to others I know that they'll reject it Today the pain It got so bad I had to scream Today the pain It felt so bad I had to scream I'm cutting myself Because I cannot face The world around me Is nothing I'm cutting up myself Because there's no way out Dispersing what I feel So I feel nothing |
and you'll sleep till May and say that you don't wanna see the sun anymore
---------------------- what a shame we all became such fragile broken things, a memory remains, just a tiny spark ---------------------- |
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace And now that I'm stronger I've figured out How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven It's ok. It's ok. It's ok. Seasons are changing And waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart Please don't throw that away Cuz I'm here for you Please don't walk away, Please tell me you'll stay, stay Use me as you will Pull my strings just for a thrill And I know I'll be ok Though my skies are turning gray I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven |
Tonight make me unstoppable
And I will charm I will slice I will dazzle them with my wit. |
Quote:
Liar, Liar, Pants on Fire. You Will Burn In Hell They Say. |
I never could have seen this far
I never could have seen this coming It seems like my worlds falling apart yeah Why is everything so hard I don't think that I can deal with the things you said They just won't go away |
Hold on to me love
you know i can't stay long all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid can you hear me? can you feel me in your arms? holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight i'll miss the winter a world of fragile things look for me in the white forest hiding in a hollow tree (come find me) i know you hear me i can taste it in your tears holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight closing your eyes to disappear you pray your dreams will leave you here but still you wake and know the truth no one's there say goodnight don't be afraid calling me calling me as you fade to black holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight |
I can fail before I ever try
Try to understand there's an old mistake that fools will make And I'm the king of them, pushing everything that's good away Wont you hold me now (I will not bend I will not break) Wont you hold me now (I will not bend I will not break) I am fairly agile I can bend and not break Or I can break and take it with a smile And I am so resilient I recover quickly I'll convince you soon that I am fine |
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long (Erase all the pain till it’s gone) I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along Somewhere I belong |
You rape me with your lies
You hurt me deep inside Some might say I'm not the fortunate one You love to break me down But I'll stay to hear you out Some might say that I'm the fallen one Lead me out from the dark and kill my pain Bring it on Tear me down May the world go round and round At the end of desire your world falls down and dies Bring it on How could you let me down And blame me for what you've done After all I think that you're the fallen one Fleeting touch in the dark Cause my pain Bring it on Tear me down May the world go round and round At the end of desire your world falls down and dies Bring it on Bring it on I gotta sell my Soul You rape me with your lies It hurts me deep inside Some might say I'm not the fortunate one You love to bring me down But I'll stay to hear you out Some might say that I'm the fallen one Free me now And crawl out of my soul Bring it on Tear me down May the world go round and round At the end of desire your world falls down and dies Bring it on Bring it on May the world go round and round (and round) The world go round and round (and round) The world go round and round (and round) The world go round and round |
You don't know a thing about my sins
How the misery begins |
I tried so hard
And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter |
And I wanna believe you
When you tell me that it'll be OK yeah I try to believe you But I don't When you say that it's gonna be It always turns out to be a different way I try to believe you Not today today today today today I don't know how I'll feel Tomorrow Tomorrow And I don't know what to say Tomorrow tomorrow Is a different day It's always been up to you It's turning around that's up to me I'm gonna do what I have to do Just don't Give me a little time Leave me alone a little while And maybe it's not too late Not today today today today today I don't know how I'll feel Tomorrow Tomorrow And I don't know what to say Tomorrow tomorrow Is a different day And I wanna believe you When you tell me that it'll be OK yeah I try to believe you Not today today today today today Tomorrow it may change |
Avril Laviiiiiigne! ^^ you're awesome
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aww thanx :)
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I'm so sorry for all that I've done, I'm so sorry for what I've become. I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time, I can't hold you back 'cuz I'm losing my mind. I'm so sorry for all that I've done, I'm so sorry for what I've become. I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time, I can't hold you back 'cuz I'm losing my mind. |
Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies.
(So I don't know what's real) So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not) Always confusing the thoughts in my head So I can't trust myself anymore |
Empty spaces - what are we living for?
Abandoned places - I guess we know the score.. On and on! Does anybody know what we are looking for? Another hero - another mindless crime. Behind the curtain, in the pantomime. Hold the line! Does anybody want to take it anymore? The Show must go on! The Show must go on! Inside my heart is breaking, My make-up may be flaking, But my smile, still, stays on! Whatever happens, I'll leave it all to chance. Another heartache - another failed romance. On and on! Does anybody know what we are living for? I guess i'm learning I must be warmer now.. I'll soon be turning round the corner now. Outside the dawn is breaking, But inside in the dark I'm aching to be free! The Show must go on! The Show must go on! Yeah! Ooh! Inside my heart is breaking! My make-up may be flaking! But my smile, still, stays on! Yeah! oh oh oh My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies, Fairy tales of yesterday, will grow but never die, I can fly, my friends! The Show must go on! Yeah! The Show must go on! I'll face it with a grin! I'm never giving in! On with the show! I'll top the bill! I'll overkill! I have to find the will to carry on! On with the, On with the show! The Show must go on. |
All I know is I'm Lost Without You,
I don't wanna lie! How am I gonna be strong without you? I need you by my side! If we ever couldn't be together And we ended with goodbye Don't know what I'd do.... I'm Lost Without You! I keep trying to find my way, Make all those feelings go away, I keep trying to face the day.. I'm Lost Without You. |
Here's my bright idea
I'll just disappear |
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way. For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took, Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor? I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay You wear me out What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems? (I'm not okay) I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means (I'm not okay) To be a joke and look, another line without a hook I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look! I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay You wear me out Forget about the dirty looks The photographs your boyfriend took You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed I'm okay I'm okay! I'm okay, now (I'm okay, now) But you really need to listen to me Because I'm telling you the truth I mean this, I'm okay! (Trust Me) I'm not okay I'm not okay Well, I'm not okay I'm not o-****ing-kay I'm not okay I'm not okay (Okay?) |
coffee lights my emptiness
it's self-inflicted pain i guess in this room my dreams are dreamt i can't remember where they went |
And now I wait for everyday to go away, just go away
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This is not a bruise from falling for you <3
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I hate your voice and I hate your face
Exterminate you from the human race Life’s a joke and the joke is on you Hey you, it’s true, you suck, **** you I hope and pray every day I’ll get the news that you passed away So take your life and turn it off Goodbye, so long, get lost, **** off [Chorus:] I don’t care, mother****er I don’t care I don’t care mother****er Suicides the only choice for you To see you dead would be a dream come true Slit your wrist and show God who’s boss Goodbye, so long, get lost, **** off Why don’t you do the whole world a favor Connect your throat to the nearest razor Or do you need it spelled out for you Well F.U.C.K.Y.O.U. [Chorus] Mother****er I don’t care Mother****er I don’t care [Chorus] |
It all applies, the black just as much as the highlighted
my reflection, dirty mirror there's no connection to myself i'm your lover, i'm your zero i'm the face in your dreams of glass so save your prayers for when you're really gonna need 'em throw out your cares and fly wanna go for a ride? she's the one for me she's all i really need unless she's the one for me emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness and cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me intoxicated with the madness, i'm in love with my sadness bullshit fakers, enchanted kingdoms the fashion victims chew their charcoal teeth i never let on, that i was on a sinking ship i never let on that i was down you blame yourself, for what you can't ignore you blame yourself for wanting more she's the one for me she's all i really need unless she's the one for me she's my one and only |
Now come one come all to this tragic affair
Wipe off that make-up what's in is despair So throw on the black dress mix in with the lot You might wake up and notice you're someone you're not If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see You can find out first hand what it's like to be me So gather round piggies and kiss this goodbye I'd encourage you're smiles and expect you won't cry Another contusion my funeral Jag Here's my resignation I'll serve it in drag You've got front row seats to the penitence ball When I grow up I want to be nothing at all I said yeah, yeah! I said yeah, yeah! C'mon c'mon c'mon I said (Save me!) Get me the hell out of here (Save me!) To young to die and my dear (You can't!) If you can hear me just walk away and (Take me!) |
please put the doctor on the phone
cos i'm not making any sense Blame everyone but me for this mess And my back has been breaking from this heavy heart we've never seemed so far |
Do you remember back then when we met
You told me this gets harder well it did Been holding on forever Promise me that when I've gone You'll kill my enemies The damage you've inflicted temporary wounds I'm coming back from the dead And I'll take you home with me I'm taking back the life you stole We never got that far This helps me to think all through the night Bright lights that won't kill me now or tell me how Just you and I your starless eyes remain Hip hip Hooray for me You talk to me But would you kill me in my sleep Lay still like the dead From the razor to the rosary We could lose ourselves And paint these walls in pitch-fork red I will avenge my ghost With every breath I take I'm coming back from the dead And I'll take you home with me I'm taking back the life you stole This hole you put me in Wasn't deep enough And I'm climbing out right now You're running out of places To hide from me When you go Just know that I will remember you If living was the hardest part We'll then one day together And in the end we'll fall apart Just like the leaves changing colours And then I will be with you, I will be there One last time now When you go Just know that I will remember you I've lost my fear of falling, I will be with you I will be with you |
"Save Me"
Had a bad day, don't talk to me, gonna ride this out, My little black heart, breaks apart, with your big mouth. And I'm sick of my sickness Don't touch me, you'll get this. I'm useless, lazy, perverted, and you hate me. You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wakeup call, And everything, everything's my fault. Went to the doctor, and I asked her, to make this stop. (whoa) Got medication, a new addiction, ****ing thanks a lot. I had to relapse, I'm bad at rehabs It ruins everything. (whoa) So point your finger, at the singer, He's in the pharmacy. You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wake up call, and everything's my fault. You can't save me, You can't blame me, Well I'm waiting here to take a fall, and everything, and everything's my fault. And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet, Baby why the wake up call I'm the bad boy tell the tabloids everything's my fault. Whoa whoa whoa yeah, write it write it, Whoa Whoa whoa everything's my fault, everything's my fault. I went to heaven, but couldn't get in, For what I have done. I said please take me, they said you're crazy you had too much fun. You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wake up call, and everything's my fault. You can't save me, You can't blame me, Well I'm waiting here to take a fall, and everything, everything's my fault. You can't save me, You can't change me, You can't save me, You can't change me, You can't save me, You can't change me,(everything's my fault) You can't save me, You can't change me, Everything's my fault. |
Standing alone with no direction How did I fall so far behind? Why am I searching for perfection? Knowing it's something I won't find In my fear and flaws I let myself down again All because I run Till the silence splits me open I run Till it puts me underground Till I have no breath And no roads left but one When did I lose my sense of purpose? Can I regain what's lost inside? Why do I feel like I deserve this? Why does my pain look like my pride? In my fear and flaws I let myself down again All because I let myself down again In my fear and flaws I run Till the silence splits me open I run Till it puts me underground Till I have no breath And no roads left but one No roads left but one In my fear and flaws I let myself down again All Because I run And the silence splits me open I run And it puts me underground But there's no regret And no roads left to run |
Inside i start to fall apart.
And i'll pretend I'm holding on So i guess ill bleed in silence I guess i'll bleed in silence. |
Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills And please just save me if you can How did I get here And what went wrong |
Once more I say goodbye, to you
Things happen but we don't really know why If it's supposed to be like this, why do most of us ignore the chance to miss? Oh yeah... Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation Run away try to find a safe place you can hide It's the best place to be when you're feeling like.. Me...(me!) Yeah...(yeah!) All these things I hate revolve around Me...(me!) Yeah...(yeah!) Just back off before I snap Once more you tell those lies, to me Why can't you just be straight up with honesty? When you say those things in my ear, why do you always tell me what you wanna hear? Oh yeah... Wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe, I'm not feeling this situation Run away try to find a safe place you can hide It's the best place to be when you're feeling like.. Me...(me!) Yeah...(yeah!) All these things I hate revolve around Me...(me!) Yeah...(yeah!) Just back off before I snap and you'll see...(see!) Me...(me!) All these things I hate revolve around Me...(me!) Yeah...(yeah) Just back off before I snap... Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation Run away try to find a safe place you can hide It's the best place to be when you're feeling like me... It's the best place to be when you're Me...(me!) Yeah...(yeah) All these things I hate revolve around Me...(me!) Yeah...(yeah!) Just back off before I snap and you'll see...(see!) Me...(me!) All these things I hate revolve around Me...(me!) Yeah...(yeah) Just back off before I snap... |
I can feel the night begining
separate me from the living understanding me after all I've seen piecing every thought together find the words to make me better. |
You don't know me Don't ignore me You don't want me there You just shut me out You don't know me Don't ignore me If you had your way You'd just shut me out And make me go away |
Oh perhaps, perhaps if I was smaller Perhaps I could control myself Perhaps if I was Just little bit stronger just a little bit wiser just a little less needy and maybe I'd get there just a little bit pretty just a little more aware just a little bit.... .......and maybe I'd get there.....:ermm: |
When you're on your own When you're at a fork in the road You don't know which way to go There's too many signs and arrows You haven't laughed in a while When you can't even fake a smile When you feel ashamed The uniform don't make you brave All I can do is love you to pieces Give you a shoulder to cry when you need it When the day is long and the night is coming down on you All I can do All I can do All I can do When you forget your name and the pleasure can't disguise your pain and you don't feel the same I won't forget the love you made All I can do is love you to pieces Give you a shoulder to cry when you need it When the day is long and the night is coming down on you All I can do All I can do All I can do What a lovely day to shape your dreams And you don't even have to sleep You can make it what you want to be You can fly away You can change your name You can have a happy face It can be so real ohhhhhh All I can do is love you to pieces Give you a shoulder to cry when you need it When the day is long and the night is coming down on you All I can do All I can do All I can do Is all that I can do |
...CALL MY NAME AND SAVE ME FROM THE DARK
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I don’t know who to trust no surprise Everyone feels so far away from me Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet All I ever think about is this All the tiring time between And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me Take everything from the inside and throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you Tension is building inside steadily Everyone feels so far away from me Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet All I ever think about is this All the tiring time between And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me Take everything from the inside and throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you I won’t waste myself on you You You Waste myself on you You You I’ll take everything from the inside and throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you Everything from the inside and just throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you You You |
I've had the same jeans on
For four days now. |
This feeling never leaves you alone You pull the trigger on your own You're hiding in your safe place Hiding with your eyes shut tightly on the way to the hospital. Now will you ever rest your head? You end up feeling mostly dead, Pretending you're the last one, Hiding with your eyes shut tightly, all the way to the hospital. Before I cross my heart and hope to die at all Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars It never used to hurt before it isn't funny anymore Feeling so alone now, Funny how you wish some way that you'll die at the hospital You're quiet on the car ride home, You're waiting for your head to explode You're hiding in your safe place Hiding with your eyes shut tightly all the way to the hospital Before I cross my heart and hope to die at all Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars Before I close my eyes I'm gonna give it up Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars leave the lies to the liars Will you look them in the face? Could you look me in the face? Three cheers you fooled them all! Come on now, Hip Hip Hooray! Before I cross my heart and hope to die at all Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars Before I close my eyes I'm gonna give it up Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars Leave the lies to the liars |
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief Bite the lip just forget the bleeding |
I've made enough mistakes for this lifetime.
Now I'm here to make amends. Next time I'll try, For the first time in my life. It won't pass me by. |
I cannot take this anymore
Saying everything I've said before All these words they make no sense I find bliss in ignorance Less I hear the less you'll say You'll find that out anyway Just like before... [Chorus:] Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge I'm about to break I find the answers aren't so clear Wish I could find a way to disappear All these thoughts they make no sense I find bliss in ignorance Nothing seems to go away Over and over again Just like before... [Chorus] Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break Shut up when I'm talking to you Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up when I'm talking to you Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up I'm about to BREAK [Chorus] Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break |
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