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I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say I just wanna break you down so badly in the worst way |
I'm having a day from Hell.
And it was all going so well. Isn't something missing? Please, please forgive me... |
But does anything matter....
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Shes upset
Bad day Heads for the dresser drawer to drive her pain away Nothing good can come of this. She opens it theres nothing there is only left over tears Mom and dad had no right she screams as the anger runs down both of her cheeks. Then she closed her eyes and found relief in a knife the blood flows as she cries All alone the way she feels Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief Bite the lip just forget the bleeding Curled up shes on the floor relief left her she had hoped for something more from it He leans down to comfort her She is weeping and He wraps His arms around and around and around and... The deeper you cut the deeper I hurt The deeper you cut it only gets worse Now shes slowly opening... new eyes... Then she opened her eyes and found relief through His life and put down her knives Then she opened her life and found relief through His eyes and put down she put down her life |
What's happening to me
I'm dying from the inside Body hurts too much to feel |
Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again We are so far from you Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate The lives of everyone you know And what's the worst you take from every heart you break And like the blade you stain Well I've been holding on tonight What's the worst that I can say? Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long and goodnight Came a time When every star fall brought you to tears again We are the very hurt you sold And what's the worst you take From every heart you break And like the blade you stain Well I've been holding on tonight What's the worst that I can say? Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long and goodnight And if you carry on this way Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long and goodnight Can you hear me? Are you near me? Can we pretend to leave and then We'll meet again When both our cars collide |
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Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard. I'm goin' back to the start. |
When you try your best, but you don't succeed When you get what you want, but not what you need When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone, but it goes to waste Could it be worse? Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you And high up above or down below When you're too in love to let it go But if you never try you'll never know Just what you're worth Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you Tears stream down your face When you lose something you cannot replace Tears stream down your face And I... Tears stream down on your face I promise you I will learn from my mistakes Tears stream down your face And I... Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you |
i know the right words to say... like i dont feel well, i ate before i came
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I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart Watching us fading and watching us fall apart You pulled me under so I had to give in Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone |
Well I tried
One more night One more night well I'm laughin' out, cryin' out, laughin' out loud I tried, well I tried, well I tried, 'Cause I tried, but I lied I lied |
i tried so hard
but in the end it doesnt even matter |
I'm dead inside
(I'm burning up) A hollow shell (My private hell) In my own misery You leave me to dwell |
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"Propped up by lies and promises" |
The shape of all my doubts... My fear
Come closer... Trust me Here I stand in the falling rain There is no joy inside these tears I see the world through a twisted and bitter stare To be where I have been... to see what I have seen Is it a dream? Or can I believe... The memories will haunt me for evermore |
I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue.
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And I'm thinking about
A brand new hope The one I've never known Cause now I know It's all that I wanted |
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies And you bleed just to know you're alive And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand |
Betrayal is a thorny crown.
You wear it well, just like a king. Revenge is the saddest thing. Honey, I'm afraid to say, you deserve everything. |
have i told you i ache for you?
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what can I tell you,
my brother, my killer? What can I possibly say? Hey, I guess that I miss you, I guess I forgive you... I'm glad that you stood in my way. |
And it's beginning to get to me
That I know more of the stars and sea Than I do of what's in your head Barely touching in our cold bed. |
Will darkness turn to light!?
(will darkness turn to light?!) Can someone wake me from this nightmare? Here we go, here we go The tank is empty, let it dry I'm suffering A passion ending, so the world ceases turning The tank is empty, let it dry So now I hope you see I'm nothing more than human! |
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost? |
He hurts me 'cause he cares He hurts me and it's all my fault Roaches and cigarettes, A sink of hungry dishes. Flies in the afterbirth, I miss you when you're timid. Loving you is nothing new, It's self mutilation. I crave the pain, I'm so ashamed But I love the stimulation. The last time I died The last time I died, wasn't nearly this much fun. Welcome... Welcome... Welcome to the family This drug addict, Sex fanatic, Alcoholic tragedy. Welcome to the family This drug addict, Sex fanatic, Alcoholic fantasy. I fell down some stairs... I ran into a wall... He hurts me 'cause he cares.. It's all my fault! He likes to kill small animals And blame it on the weather. Father was angelicous My secret name was terror. Loving you is nothing new, It's self mutilation. I crave the pain, I'm so ashamed But I love the stimulation. The last time I died The last time I died, wasn't nearly this much fun. Welcome... Welcome... Welcome to the family This drug addict, Sex fanatic, Alcoholic tragedy. Welcome to the family This drug addict, Sex fanatic, Alcoholic fantasy. He hurts me 'cause he cares He hurts me and it's all my fault. It's all my fault. It's all your fault. It's all your fault **** you, You insecure piece of ****. **** you, Now look what you made me do. **** YOU!!! If you TOUCH US AGAIN I will ****ING KILL YOU! I will make you pay. I WILL MAKE YOU PAY! Now you know how it feels. Now you know how it feels |
what if I wanted to break?
Laugh it al off in your face. What would you do? Come, break me down, bury bury, I am finished with you. What if I wanted to fight? Beg for the rest of my life? What would you do? You say you want it, what are you waiting for? I'm not running from you. |
I miss you sweetpea;
Now here I sit so far away
Remembering all our memories Well it's times like these when I miss you most Remembering when we were so close. __________________________________________________ Life ain't always what it seem to be Words cant express what you mean to me Even though you're gone, we still a team Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream In the future, can't wait to see If you open up the gates for me Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend Try to black it out, but it plays again When its real, feelings hard to conceal Can't imagine all the pain I feel Give anything to hear half your breath I know you still living your life, after death Every step I take, every move I make Every single day, every time I pray I'll be missing you Thinkin of the day, when you went away What a life to take, what a bond to break I'll be missing you It's kinda hard with you not around Know you in heaven smilin down Watching us while we pray for you Every day we pray for you Til the day we meet again In my heart is where I'll keep you friend Memories give me the strength I need to proceed Strength I need to believe My thoughts big I just cant define Wish I could turn back the hands of time Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks You and me taking flicks Making hits, stages they receive you on I still cant believe youre gone Give anything to hear half your breath I know you still living youre life, after death Somebody tell me why On that morning When this life is over I know I'll see your face Every night I pray, every step I take Every move I make, every single day Every night I pray, every step I take Every day that passes Every move I make, every single day Is a day that I get closer To seeing you again I miss you __________________________________________________ ___ Sorry I never told you All I wanted to say And now it's too late to hold you 'Cause you've flown away So far away Never had I imagined Living without your smile Feeling and knowing you hear me It keeps me alive Alive And I know you're shining down on me from heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together One sweet day Darling I never showed you Assumed you'd always be there I took your presence for granted But I always cared And I miss the love we shared Although the sun will never shine the same again I'll always look to a brighter day Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep You will always listen as I pray Sorry I never told you All I wanted to say |
"Razor cuts like a smile"
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I just need something that will take me away. I just need something that will give me the strength to get away from here.
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One more day that I've survived
Another night alone Pay no mind I'm doing fine I'm breathing on my own ... |
What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all of in your face What would you do? What if I fell to the floor Couldn't take this anymore What would you do do do? Come break me down Bury me bury me I am finished with you What if I wanted to fight Beg for the rest of my life What would you do? You say you wanted more What are you waiting for I'm not running from you Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you I tried to be someone else But nothing seemed to change I know now, this is who I really am inside. Finally found myself Fighting for a chance. I know now, this is who I really am. Ah, ah Oh, oh Ah, ah Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you, you, you. Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you |
There's someone else inside my head
Living there too fills me with dread This paranoia is distressing But I spend most of my night guessing |
Don't save me, don't save me, cuz I don't care
Don't save me, don't save me, cuz I don't care |
It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me We must free up these tired souls Before the sadness kills us both I tried and tried to let you know I love you but I'm letting go It may not last but I don't know Just don't know If you don't know Then you can't care And you show up But you're not there But I'm waiting And you want to Still afraid that I will desert you Everyday With every worthless word we get more far away The distance between us makes it so hard to stay But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe It hurts but it may be the only way A bed that's warm with memories Can heal us temporarily The misbehaving only makes The ditch between us so damn deep Built a wall around my heart I’ll never let it fall apart But strangely I wish secretly It would fall down while I'm asleep If you don't know Then you can't care And you show up But you're not there But I'm waiting And you want to Still afraid that I will desert you, babe Everyday With every worthless word we get more far away The distance between us makes it so hard to stay But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe It hurts but it may be the only way Though we have not hit the ground Doesn't mean we're not still falling, Oh I want so bad to pick you up But you're still too reluctant to accept my help What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame But until then the fact remains Everyday With every worthless word we get more far away The distance between us makes it so hard to stay Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe It hurts but it may be the only way ---------------------- Close your eyes so you dont feel them, They dont need to see you cry I cant promise I will heal you, But if you want to I will try. I sing the summer serenade The past is done, we've been betrayed, its true. Someone said the truth will out I believe without a doubt, in you. You were there for summer dreamin', And you gave me what I need. And I hope you'll find your freedom, For eternity, for eternity. Yesterday when you were walking, You talked about your Mom and Dad. What they did that made you happy, What they did that made you sad. We sat and watched the sun go down, Picked a star before we lost the moon. Youth is wasted on the young, Before you know its come and gone too soon. You were there for summer dreaming, And you gave me what I need. And I hope you'll find your freedom, For eternity, for eternity. I sing the summer serenade, The past is done, we've been betrayed, its true. Youth is wasted on the young, Before you know its come and gone, too soon. You were there for summer dreamin', And you are a friend indeed. And I hope you'll find your freedom, For eternity. You were there for summer dreamin', And you are a friend indeed. And I know you'll find your freedom, Eventually, for eternity, for eternity. |
simple plan-no love
Staring out at the world across the street. You hate the way your life turned out to be. He's pulling up the driveway and you don't make a sound. Cause you always learned to hold the things you want to say. You're always gonna be afraid. There's only hate. There's only tears. There's only pain. There is no love here. So what will you do? There's only lies. There's only fear. There's only pain. There is no love here. Broken down like a mirror smashed to pieces. You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile. If these walls could talk, they would have so much to say. Cause everytime you fight, the scars are gonna heal. But they're never gonna go away. You're falling. You're screaming. You're stuck in the same old nightmare. He's lying. You're crying. There's nothing left to salvage. Kick the door cause this is over. get me out of here! |
this song jst basically sums up how i feel most days
face down Hey girl you know you drive me crazy one look puts the rhythm in my hand. Still I'll never understand why you hang around I see what's going down. Cover up with make up in the mirror tell yourself it's never gonna happen again you cry alone and then he swears he loves you. Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found. A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect every action in this world will bear a consequence If you wade around forever you will surely drown I see what's going down. I see the way you go and say your right again, say your right again heed my lecture Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down a new life she has. One day she will tell you that she has had enough its coming round again. (repeat) Do you feel like a man, when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the grown? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down, a new life she has. Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough.. (repeat) |
simple plan-i can wait forever
i thought id leave another one as how i feel has changed suddenly how weird!?
You look so beautiful today When you're sitting there It's hard for me to look away So I try to find the words that I could say I know distance doesn't matter But you feel so far away And I can't lie But every time I leave My heart turns grey And I wanna come back home To see your face tonight 'Cause I just can't take it Another day without you with me Is like a blade that cuts right through me But I can wait, I can wait forever When you call, my heart stops beating When you're gone, it won't stop bleeding But I can wait, I can wait forever You look so beautiful today It's like every time I turn around I see your face The thing I miss the most is Waking up next to you When I look into your eyes Man, I wish that I could stay And I can't lie But every time I leave My heart turns grey And I wanna come back home To see your face tonight 'Cause I just can't take it Another day without you with me Is like a blade that cuts right through me But I can wait, I can wait forever (I can wait forever) When you call, my heart stops beating When you're gone, it won't stop bleeding But I can wait (I can wait) I can wait (I can wait) I can wait forever I know it feels like forever (Feels like forever) I guess that's just the price I gotta pay But when I come back home To feel your touch It makes it better (Makes it better) Till that day There's nothing else that I can do And I just can't take it (I just can't take it) Another day without you with me Is like a blade that cuts right through me But I can wait (I can wait) I can wait forever (I can wait forever) When you call, my heart stops beating When you're gone, it won't stop bleeding But I can wait (I can wait) I can wait (I can wait) I can wait forever (Wait forever) I can wait forever I can wait forever (I can wait for the day, 'cause you're gonna come back to me now) I can wait forever I can wait forever I can wait forever  |
They're taking our dreams And they tear them apart 'til everyone's the same I've got no place to go I've got no where to run They love to watch me fall They think they know it all I'm a nightmare, a disaster That's what they always said I'm a lost cause, not a hero But I'll make it on my own I've gotta prove them wrong Me against the world It's me against the world |
(I miss you miss you)
Hello there the angel from my nightmare The shadow in backround of the morgue The unsespecting victim of darkness in the valley We can live like Jack and Sally if we want Where you can always find me And we'll have Halloween on Christmas And in the night we'll wish this never ends We'll wish this never end Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders catching things and eating their insides Like indecision to call you And hear your voice of treason Will you come home and stop this pain tonight stop this pain tonight Don't waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head(6x) I miss you miss you(6x) *really really miss you Tom* |
So, is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with. Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish. I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids. Have another drink and drive yourself home. I hope there's ice on all the roads. And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt, and again when your head goes through the windshield. And is that what you call tact? You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back. So let's end this call, and end this conversation. and is that what you call a getaway? well tell me what you got away with. cause you left the frays from the ties you severed when you say best friends means friends forever |
Don't mean to scare you but
I, I've not been sleeping lately and phone calls aren't doing much to help. So if it's all the same I'd just as soon never have to offer explanation or excuse again. We make believe everyday we make our lives seem like they're still worth living we find out in the end it's only us that we've been kidding. So find the darkest place and search under blankets for me. Smothering myself in this darkness. |
I won't be satisfied 'till I'm under your skin
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Baby; did you forget to take your meds?
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Cause I’ve started falling apart I’m not savouring life
I’ve forgotten how good it could be to feel alive |
Let's get f**ked up and die..
I'm speaking figuratively, of course.. Like the last time that I committed suicide.. social suicide.. Yeah, so I'm already dead on the inside, But I can still pretend with my memories and photographs, I have learned to love the lie. I wanna know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent. I wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense.. yeah Let me in, let me in to the club, 'cause I wanna belong, And I need to get strong, and if memory serves, I'm addicted to words and they're useless. (In this department) Let's get f**ked up and die.. I'm riding hard on the last legs of every lie, And the BMX bike of my life is about to explode, I'm about to explode. I'm a mess, I'm a wreck. I am perfect, and I have learned to accept all my problems and short comings, Cause I am so visceral, yet deeply inept. I want to thank you for being a part of my forget-me-nots and marigolds.. And all the things that don't get old.. Is it legal to do this? I surely don't know. It's the only way I have learned to express myself through other peoples' descriptions of life.. I'm afraid I'm alone and entirely useless... (In this department) Let's get f**ked up and die. For the last time with feeling we'll try not to smile As we cover our heads and drink heavily into the nights That still shock and surprise. I believe that I can, overcome this and beat everything in the end But I choose to abuse for the time being, maybe I'll win, but for now I've decided to die. Sister soldier You’ve been such a positive influence on my mental frame If I could ever repay you, I would, but I'm hard up for cash And my memory lacks initiative. God damn the liquor store's closed, we were so close to scoring it hurts, it destroys 'til it kills.. I am tired and hungry and totally useless. (In this department)  |
Those painful times so alone, so ashamed
I'm not coming back, theres nothing to gain Caution! There's just no limit to the boundaries you push I've warned you but still you just **** with my mind There's no escape from this rage that I feel Nothing is real |
No more I care to live!
when I'm just born to die! |
"...I'd retrace the steps that led me here but nothing lives behind me so I lie in this field bathed in the light that loves me...with nothing left to loose, three tears I saved for you.
WILL YOU BE MY BELOVED? WILL YOU HELP, HELP ME TO GET THROUGH? WILL YOU BE MY DESTRUCTION? WILL YOU HELP, HELP ME TO BE THROUGH!?" |
"Beyond the lonely, I'll meet you. Tonight in the whispers where no one's around, nothing can stip us now. Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found, nothing can stop us!"
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