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RenewedHope 19-12-2007 12:55 AM

Never have been one to write it down
Now I think I can
I know I'm stronger now
Who's looking south
Not me I'm not looking back
I'm done denying the truth to anyone
Cause I'm alive

Ileana 19-12-2007 01:40 AM

Quiero cometer el error mŠs grande del mundo y navegar en kayak de Miami a La habana. Quiero tomarme un cafť viendo el Mediterraneo y despertar en Tulķn persiguiendo una estrella. Quiero decirle a Jesķs que si estŠ que aparezca y que me corten la luz pa' prender una vela, y soŮar. Quiero regalarle una flor al amor de mi herida. Quiero empezar otra vez y cambiarme hasta el nombre...

aklx 19-12-2007 02:49 AM

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, You gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby do you recognise me?
Well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me

(Happy Christmas!) I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I Love You" I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now I know you'd fool me again

A crowded room, friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice
My God I thought you were someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again

A
face on a lover with a fire in his heart
(Gave you my heart)
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Next year
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone special
Special
Someone
Someone
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone special
Who'll give me something in return
I'll give it to someone
Hold my heart and watch it burn
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone special
I've got you here to stay
I can love you for a day
I thought you were someone special
Gave you my heart
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone
Last christmas I gave you my heart
You gave it away
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone

Ileana 19-12-2007 07:14 AM

"...nothing's changed, I still love you. Oh, I still love you only slightly, only slightly less than I used to my love."


Wether alone or with The Smiths, Morrissey's got the soundtrack of my life.

Tears and Rain 19-12-2007 09:24 AM

There's no earthly way of knowing
What was in your heart
When it stopped going

The whole world shook
A storm was blowing through you

Waiting for God to stop this
And up to your neck in darkness
Everyone around you was corrupted
Saying somethin'

There's no dignity in death
To sell the world your last breath
They're still fighting over
Everything you left over

I saw you standing at the gates
When Marlon Brando passed away
You had that look upon your face
Advertising space


And
No one learned from your mistakes

We let our profit s go to waste
All that's left in any case
Is Advertising space

Through your eyes
The world was burning

Please be gentle
I'm still learning

You seemed to say
As you kept turning up

They poisoned you with compromise
At what point did you realise
Everybody loves your life
But you.


Aphelion 19-12-2007 03:24 PM

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.

You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.

We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?


I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way.
I used to listen.
You always had just the right thing to say.

I used to follow you.
Never really cared where we would go,
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I look around me,
And I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared.

Look around you.
It's empty, and you're sad
'Cause you miss the love that we had.


You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around,
The only one around.



Buttons. 19-12-2007 04:18 PM

I'm ALL ALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONE
there's no Heeeeeeeeeeeeere BESIIIIIIIIIDE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Zedebee 19-12-2007 04:41 PM

I could have been a better son...

Jayde 19-12-2007 06:10 PM

The more I scream
the more it seems
that now I'm through.
Now I'm through
with the new you..

RenewedHope 19-12-2007 09:22 PM

There's really no way to reach me
Cuz I'm already gone

Zedebee 19-12-2007 09:27 PM

Last christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

RenewedHope 20-12-2007 12:31 AM

My mouth is dry with words
I cannot verbalise
Tell me why
we live like this

Synthetisk 20-12-2007 01:00 AM

Lately Iíve been feeling the same
I've been loosing hope, resisting the pain
Itís cold outside, I wish it were clearer
Sometimes itís just easy to turn around and look in the mirror

aklx 20-12-2007 02:30 AM

There are things that used to make me smile
One of them was you for just a little while

You left me for dead so far away
I replaced you with fear and shame

You'll be happy on the day I die

There are things that used to make me laugh
But now they're deeply buried in the past
I left them there so far away
Replaced my humor with my pain
I'll be happy on the day it dies


Remember when I said I love you
Well forget it I take it back
I was just a stupid kid back then
I take back every word that I said


There are things that used to make you cry
One of them was me for just a little while
Why is it that you had to say
Goodbye in your special way

You slashed the tyres on my car

Remember when I said I love you
Well forget it I take it back
I was just a stupid kid back then
I take back every word that I said


Remember when I said I love you
Well forget it I take it back
I was just a stupid kid back then
I take back every word that I said

aklx 20-12-2007 10:51 AM

Hearts dont break, they bend
And scars dont close, they mend
So how you feel about that?
I read your letter, said return to sender
Oh wait, that letter's from me
So I'll wait for you by the corner
The corner where we met and you left me
Waving goodbye as your tissue left the train

Pain won't cease to end, I've lost my closest friend
So how you feel about that?
Does the envy kill you like a knife still in you?
If not then can we pretend?
So I'll wait for you by the corner
The corner where we met and you left me
Waving goodbye as your tissue left the train

Maybe in your silent slumber, so sirene, so insecure
The colour in your face begins to dissipate, so soft
So should I save you?
Slit your wrists and pray
You will understand
Or should I save you for the taking?
So I'll wait for you by the corner
The corner where we met and you left me
Waving goodbye as your tissue left the train

Buttons. 20-12-2007 12:44 PM

she came just to hear about MY day

Neon. 20-12-2007 01:04 PM

I'm all alone now
In this hell I made
I'm all alone now
And it's too late.

Buttons. 20-12-2007 01:14 PM

**** piss cocksuck mother****er tits fart

green.eyes 20-12-2007 09:07 PM

I Cant Go On Living This Way.

J.K 20-12-2007 10:54 PM

If you got the money,
I think it'd be funny,
To take your girl and
Spend a bit of your cash for me.
'Cos then she might be happy.
No longer lonely.
And I could take her out the next day
For pretty much free.

green.eyes 20-12-2007 11:27 PM

notice me- take my hand.
-------------
i make believe that you are here.
----------------
evertyime i try to fly i fall. i guess i ned you baby.
-------
please forgive me. my weakness caused you pain

Simply_Complex 21-12-2007 12:04 AM

Drown You Out
-Crossfade-

Today was unexpected
Nothing here is how I left it
Each day that passes by just seems to feed the lie
Closing in around me makes it so hard to see
Now I'm standing on the ledge
My foot creeps closer to the edge
Friends all know what to say
To make me push them away
What they can't know about me makes it so hard to see

I'm not holding my tongue for you anymore
I'll scream so loud til I drown you out
Now you can't hold me down anymore
I'll scream so loud til I drown you out


So many days of silence
Too many destructive ways to vent

I hope they set something free
Didn't know they were out to kill me
Today I'll turn it all around
Pick myself up off the ground
Sweat all the sickness out
Force all the demons down

Stand up and set it straight
Get it right before it's too late
For now I'm feelin fine
Left all the pain behind
It's time to live my life
I finally got it right

I'm not holding my tongue for you anymore
I'll scream so loud til I drown you out
Now you can't hold me down anymore
I'll scream so loud til I drown you out


I can still taste the words on my tongue sayin we're okay
But when I raise my head up to see the darker side that isn't me
So now I raise my hands up so tired of giving in
Throw this all away and start again

I'm not holding my tongue for you anymore
I'll scream so loud til I drown you out
Now you can't hold me down anymore
I'll scream so loud til I drown you out

Bleeding Angel 21-12-2007 12:30 AM

Nothing good can come of this.

Tig 21-12-2007 12:40 AM

My mind is muddy but
My heart is heavy, does it show
I lose the track that loses me

And so I sent some men to fight,
And one came back at dead of night,
said "Have you seen my enemy?"
said "he looked just like me"
So I set out to cut myself
And here I go

I'm not calling for a second chance
I'm screaming at the top of my voice

Zedebee 21-12-2007 03:24 PM

I just don't know what to do with myself

aklx 21-12-2007 04:48 PM

Never seen the worst clean young mess.

Tears and Rain 21-12-2007 06:31 PM

Opened my eyes had a dream last night that both my arms were broken,
Evening time,
Help me now or hold me down, i feel the world is tumbling,
Spiralling down,
Oh my love i can`t let go,
Somethings wrong i can`t let go,
Natures cruel shes laughing,
As i feel my way through the century,
As i slowly turn to house dust,
Tumbling down,

The rain comes down like a victory,
In sheets of shining memory,

Over and over,
Circling around,
Oh my love i can`t let go,
Somethings wrong i can`t let go,
Natures cruel shes laughing,
Almost too much for my heart,
When it rains,
Oh tears my soul apart,
When it rains,
Almost too much for my heart,
In a dream,
Oh tears my soul apart,

The rain clouds move so slowly,
Above the city,
Where i'm from

Buttons. 21-12-2007 06:33 PM

if you don't expect too much of me
you might not be let down

xfallenangelx 21-12-2007 08:22 PM

take a look at me now


i'm just an empty space

Ileana 22-12-2007 10:26 AM

Endlessly, She Said"

[Whispering: "suicide, suicide..."]

Walked into our world and made
Horrible sounds. I can still hear them today (strangely they seem) Beautiful now, though they outlast my love.

Still each time I always meant, Every word, Every one. Though in time they finally bent, Every word, Every one. Every word.
"I will wait for you." She said, Endlessly. "I will wait for you." So spoke, Misery.
I returned to you but found, My empty home. The radio told me to stay.
As it burned down I sang alone. You will outlast my love.

Still each time I always meant, Every word, Every one. Though in time they finally bent, Every word, Every one. Every word.

"I will wait for you." She said, Endlessly. "I will wait for you." So spoke, Misery. Oh. I have been waiting for you, Biting as you taught me to.
I have come to relieve you, Of life and love.

I will wait for you.
I will wait for you.
I will wait for you.

I will wait.

I will wait.

"I will wait for you." She said, Endlessly. "I will wait for you." So spoke, Misery.

"I will wait for you" Wait for you, Endlessly.

"I will wait for you." So spoke. So spoke, Misery.

I will bite straight through. As I wait for you Dear, Endlessly.

aklx 22-12-2007 12:07 PM

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday dear Pembe
Happy birthday to you!

It's my birthday lolz :-D

Zedebee 22-12-2007 03:05 PM

^^ Happy birthday!!!!

Zedebee 22-12-2007 03:25 PM

I wanna sleep but there are nightmares when I try
----------------------
Give me something to hold onto
--------------------------
I can't stay sober.......
----------------------------
How do you hold the special victim?
When they push you away
When they've been
Raped on the inside
Torn on the outside
The dirt and ugly from the stain that they try to hide
Touched in private places
Embarassed faces
Too scared to ask for help

Oh would you be me?
Because I would be you
Oh you'd be happy
Only if you wanted to
And how would you treat me?
Because I would treat you
You'd be happy
Only if you wanted to
--------------------------------------------
I'm in pain but I won't let you band-aid the wound
I'm mad at a stage where I can't even handle my own

-----------------------------------------------
I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down

gypsyroselee 22-12-2007 09:00 PM

It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while
Since I first saw you
It's been a while
since i could stand on my own two feet again
and it's been a while
since i could call you
But everything I can't remember as ****ed up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

It's been a while
since i could say that i wasn't addicted and
It's been a while
Since I could say I love myself as well and
It's been a while
Since I've gone and ****ed things up just like i always do
It's been a while
But all that **** seems to disappear when i'm with you
But everything I can't remember as ****ed up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and ****ed things up again

Why must i feel this way?
just make this go away
just one more peaceful day

Its been awhile
Since I could lok at myself straight
and it's been awhile
since i said i'm sorry
It's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
It's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste
But everything I can't remember as ****ed up as it may seem
I know it's me
i cannot blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me


It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while since i said i'm sorry

RenewedHope 23-12-2007 02:20 AM

Save me!

Tears and Rain 23-12-2007 03:01 PM

Once upon a year gone by
she saw herself give in

every time she closed her eyes
she saw what could have been

well nothing hurts and nothing bleeds
when covers tucked in tight
funny when the bottom drops
how she forgets to fight... to fight


and it's one more day in paradise
one more day in paradise

As darkness quickly steals the light
that shined within her eyes

she slowly swallows all her fear
and soothes her mind with lies
well all she wants and all she needs
are reasons to survive

a day in which the sun will take
her artificial light... her light

and it's one more day in paradise
one more day in paradise
it's one more day in paradise
one last chance to feel alright... alright

Don't pretend to hold it in just let it out
Don't pretend to hold it in just push it out
Don't you try to hold it in just let it out and
Don't you try to hold it in you hold it in


Once upon a year gone by
she saw herself give in
every time she closed her eyes
she saw what could have been

Buttons. 23-12-2007 04:35 PM

I'm giving up on everything
Because you messed me up
Don't know how much you
Screwed it up
You never listened
That's just too bad
Because I'm moving on
I won't forget
You were the one that was wrong
I know I need to step up and be strong
Don't patronize me


[Chorus:]
Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted
Do you forget it now
You never got It
Do you get it now

Gotta get away
There's no point in thinking about yesterday
It's too late now
It won't ever be the same
We're so different now

[Chorus]

I know I wanna run away
I know I wanna run away
Run away
If only I could run away
If only I could run away
Run away
I told you what i wanted I
I told you what i wanted
What I wanted
But I was forgotten
I won't be forgotten
Never Again


[Chorus (2x)]

____________________

Zedebee 23-12-2007 09:02 PM

we make believe every day
we make our lives seem like they're still worth living
when we find out in the end
it's only us that we've been kidding

so find the darkest place and
search under blankets for me
smothering myself in this darkness

------------------------
I'm weak like a one-armed boxer
Throwing punch after punch
After punch I, I give in
I'm so dumb, I'm surprised
When they duck

A scared pair of walking soldiers
We're all wounded anyway
In our respective ways

Scientists they couldn't fix me
I'm so tired of getting out of bed

But who would want to die as a cowardly little child?
When our time is up, will we be ashamed or proud?

You stretch the truth like a crooked salesman
Telling lie after lie
After lie, but where's the line?
You burn bridges, you're breaking down dams

Scientists they couldn't fix me
I'm so tired of getting out of bed

But who would want to die as a cowardly little child?
When our time is up, will we be ashamed or proud?

Let's take this train for one last stop, I know
It's not the end, but it can't be that far

Scientists they couldn't fix me
I'm so tired of getting out of bed
But who would want to die as a cowardly little child?
When our time is up, then our time is up

Zedebee 23-12-2007 09:17 PM

I'm suffocated with desire
I need to save me from myself
I ache for great experience
There's a riot in my senses

Time and space and hurt and tears are not enough
Love and light and faith and words are not enough

I'm not happy drunk til I'm drunken
Till you take all of me

You put me to the test and I understand
There's more and more and more to know
Don't take me halfway
I won't be contented that way

Time and space and hurt and tears are not enough
Love and light and faith and words are not enough

Time flies like my love for you and
Space grows like my envy for you
Hurt comes like my pain for you and
Tears pour like my lust for you
Love lies like my hope for you and
Light falls like my armour for you
Faith stays like my care for you and
Words wait like my crave for you

I'm not happy drunk till I'm drunken
Till you take all of me
I'm not happy waste till I'm wasted
Till you take all of me

Strawberry.Bananas 23-12-2007 09:29 PM

I just don't know how to go on anymore...

Queer Fringe 23-12-2007 09:35 PM

Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park
 
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
Iím picking me apart again
You all assume
Iím safe here in my room
(unless I try to start again)

I donít want to be the one
The battles always choose
ĎCause inside I realize
That Iím the one confused

I donít know whatís worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I donít know why I instigate
And say what I donít mean
I donít know how I got this way
I know itís not alright
So Iím
Breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

Iíll paint it on the walls
ĎCause Iím the one at fault
Iíll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I donít know whatís worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I donít know how I got this
Iíll never be alright
So Iím
Breaking the habit
Breaking the habit
Tonight

xx

green.eyes 23-12-2007 11:35 PM

Hold on slow down
Again from the top now and tell me everything
.
I know I`ve been gone for
What seems like
forever
But I`m here now waiting

To convince you that I`m not
A ghost or a stranger
But closer than you think
She said just go on to what you
Pretend is your life but
Please don`t die on me

Wings won`t take me
Heights don`t phase me
So take a step
But don`t look down, take a step

Now I`m standing on a rooftop ready to fall (ready to fall)
I think I'm at the edge now but I could be wrong
I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall

Perpetual motion the image wont focus
A blur is all that's seen
But here in this moment like the eye of the storm
It all came clear to me
I found a shoulder to lean on
An infallible reason to live all by itself

I took one last look from the heights that I once loved
And then I ran like hell

Wings won't take me
Heights don't phase me
So take a step
But don't look down take a step

Now I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall (ready to fall)
I think I'm at the edge now but I could be wrong
I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall

I count the times that Ive been sorry (I know I know)
Now my compassion slowly drowns (I know I know)
If there's a time these walls could guard you (I know I know)
Then let that time be right now

Now I'm standing on a rooftop
Now I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall (ready to fall)
I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall
I think I'm at the edge now but I could be wrong

I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall
Now I'm standing on a rooftop(ready to fall)
Now I'm standing on a rooftop(ready to fall)
Now I'm standing on a rooftop(ready to fall)
Now I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall

Every action has a reaction
We've got one planet
One chance

ConcreteAngel 23-12-2007 11:40 PM

I hide my pain like the rest of them
That's why I'm always laughing
I'm troubled, I'm brilliant and miserable too
That's why I am so funny

RenewedHope 24-12-2007 12:40 AM

Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to
Answer again to anyone

aklx 24-12-2007 10:16 AM

If I could hold you close
Like you were never gone
If I could hear your voice
You'd tell me to be strong

But sometimes
I just can't
I just don't understand
Why you had to go
Why you had to go
I guess I'll never know

Ain't it funny how you think
You're gonna be OK
Till you remember things ain't never
Gonna be the same again

Ain't it crazy how you think
You've got your whole life planned
Just to find that it was never ever
In your hands

Change

If I could get to you
I'd be there in a minute
My world don't make no sense
Not without you in it

And sometimes
I just cry
Can't say I
Don't know why
But why'd you have to go?
And leave me here alone


Ain't it funny how you think
You're gonna be OK
Till you remember things ain't never
Gonna be the same again
Ain't it crazy how you think
You've got your whole life planned
Just to find out it was never ever
In your hands

Change

You don't see it coming
Change
When the future comes knocking
It changed
It can make you and break you too
You just have to make it through

Ain't it funny how you think
You're gonna be OK
Till you remember things ain't never
Gonna be the same again

Ain't it crazy how you think
You've got your whole life planned
Just to find out it was never ever
In your hands

Change

Change, change
Change, change


RenewedHope 25-12-2007 12:02 AM

This is my curse (time)

_KnightFoxx_ 25-12-2007 04:32 AM

I'd be thinner
I'd be taller
Go clubbing in my collar
With skin pale as a moth
Dressed in black, I'd go creepin'
While the normal folk are sleepin'
If I only were a Goth
With my hair up, I'd look fancy
Like Siouxsie and the Banshees
With silk or velvet cloth
Dressed in boots, never sandals
And the room would be lit with candles
If I only were a Goth

Zedebee 26-12-2007 03:12 PM

Everyone's looking at me
I'm running around in circles, baby
A quiet desperation's building higher

I've got to remember this is just a game

Zedebee 26-12-2007 04:57 PM

You fall away from your past
But it's following you now

Zedebee 26-12-2007 10:18 PM

I believe I can see the future
Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I really don't want them to come around

Oh, no

[Chorus:]
Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same

I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I lose myself again

Sometimes I think I'm happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
I can't remember how this got started
But I can tell you exactly how it will end


[Chorus]

I'm writing on a little piece of paper
I'm hoping someday you might find
Well I'll hide it behind something
They won't look behind
I'm still inside here
A little bit comes bleeding through
I wish this could have been any other way
But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do


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