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Do as I say not as I do because
The ****'s so deep you can't run away I beg to differ on the contrary I agree with every word that you say Talk is cheap and lies are expensive My wallet's fat and so is my head Hit and run and then I'll hit you again I'm a smart ass but I'm playing dumb Standards set and broken all the time Control the chaos behind a gun Call it as I see it even if I was born deaf, blind and dumb Losers winning big on the lottery Rehab rejects still sniffing glue Constant refutation with myself I'm a victim of a catch 22 I have no belief But I believe I'm a walking contradiction And I ain't got no right Do as I say not as I do because The ****'s so deep you can't run away I beg to differ on the contrary I agree with every word that you say Talk is cheap and lies are expensive My wallet's fat and so is my head Hit and run and then I'll hit you again I'm a smart ass but I'm playing dumb I have no belief But I believe I'm a walking contradiction And I ain't got no right I have no belief But I believe I'm a walking contradiction And I ain't got no right |
Welcome we love you
We hate you We love you We want you We need you We wish we were like you They say you're a saint You're a whore You're a sinner That he had you He made you He can't live without you. Would you confess if we asked That you nurture the urge To declare that it's time To settle down With a man of your own You want a baby A family A piece of security Shut your mouth Try not to panic Just shut your mouth If you can do it Shut your mouth Try not to panic Just shut your mouth If you can do it Just shut your mouth What's your opinion on the dire situation In our land here Our guest here Of course you'll be nice here How do you feel about god and religion Are you good people Bad people Guess it doesn't matter people. Your place My place Make her bring that famous face You got some You want some You wanna let me get you some We know your music but of course we'd never buy it It's too fake man Right man! (We don't give a ****ING DAMN!) Shut your mouth Try not to panic Just shut your mouth If you can do it Shut your mouth Try not to panic Just shut your mouth If you can do it I hear you say it Play it smart girl Win the game love Give 'em what they want What they want to see and you could be a big star You could go far Make a landmark What have you been reading you smart girl? Win the game love Give 'em what they want What they want to see and you could be a big star You could go far Make a landmark Make a **** load. And the world spins by With everybody moaning Pissing, bitching and everyone is shitting On their friends On their love On their oaths On their honor On their graves Out their mouths And their words say nothing Shut your mouth Try not to panic Just shut your mouth If you can do it Shut your mouth Try not to panic Just shut your mouth If you can do it Just shut your mouth I waited to say something Oh shut your mouth I wanted to say something Just shut your mouth I waited to say something Oh shut your mouth I wanted to be something Just shut your mouth |
Suicide, I've already died
You're just the funeral I've been waiting for Cyanide, living dead inside Break this empty shell forevermore Forevermore! Forevermore! It's just the funeral I've been waiting for! Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony Growing darkness taking dawn I was me, but now he's gone No one but me can save myself, but it's too late Now I can't think, think why I should even try Yesterday seems as though it never existed Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye, *Goodbye* |
When I think more than I want to think, I do things I never should do. I drink much more than I ought to drink, because it brings me back you...
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Somehow I ended up here in between,
Where there is always the comfort, Of knowing I'll never be seen. |
Life's gotta always be messing with me (You wanna see the light)
Can't they chill and let me be free (So do I) Can't I take away all this pain (You wanna see the light) I try to every night, all in vain...in vain |
I've cut out the bits that don't apply to how I'm feeling lol
"She's upset Bad day Heads for the dresser drawer To drive her pain away. Nothing good can come of this. Then she closed her eyes And found relief in a knife The blood flows as she cries. All alone the way she feels Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief Bite the lip just forget the bleeding. Then she closed her eyes And found relief in a knife The blood flows as she cries Wooah oh Then she closed her eyes And found relief in a knife The blood flows as she cries. Curled up, She's on the floor. The relief left her... She had hoped for something more From it Hoped for something more From it" "The deeper you cut The deeper I hurt The deeper you cut It only gets worse" |
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give There is nothing more for me Need the end to set me free Things not what they used to be Missing one inside of me Deathly lost, this can't be real Can't stand this hell I feel |
Trespassers William
Different Stars So you'd sing a lullaby to get me to sleep So it's no surprise my eyes are never heavy For i've not seen you in the flesh for so long That i'm not sure we would know each other at all Oh the weight it must be light wherever you are And i know you don't think twice wherever you are Oh the weight it must be light wherever you are And i know you don't think twice wherever you are So i will hum alone, too far from you All that i say now is nothing to you We will lie under different stars I am where i am and you're where you are, you're where you are. Oh the weight it must be light wherever you are And i know you don' t think twice wherever you are And i'd ask if you're all right wherever you are And do you think of me, you might, wherever you are. |
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort Suffocation, no breathing Don't give a **** If I cut my arm bleeding (This is my last resort) Cut my life into pieces I've reached my last resort Suffocation, no breathing Don't give a **** If I cut my arm bleeding Do you even care If I die bleeding? Would it be wrong Would it be right If I took my life tonight Chances are that I might Mutilation out of sight And I'm contemplating suicide Cause I'm losing my sight, Losing my mind, Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Losing my sight, Losing my mind, Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine I never realized I was spread too thin Till it was too late And I was empty within Hungry feeding on chaos and living in sin Downward spiral, where do I begin It all started when I lost my mother No love for myself And no love for another Searching to find a love upon a higher level Finding nothing but questions and devils Cause I'm losing my sight Losing my mind, Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Losing my sight, Losing my mind, Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Nothing's alright Nothing is fine I'm running and I'm crying I'm crying (I can't go on living this way) Cut my life into pieces This is my last resort Suffocation, no breathing Don't give a **** If I cut my arm bleeding Would it be wrong Would it be right? If I took my life tonight Chances are that I might. Mutilation out of sight. And I'm contemplating suicide. Cause I'm losing my sight Losing my mind, Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Nothing's alright Nothing is fine (scream) (I'm running and I'm crying) (I can't go on living this way) Can't go on Living this way Nothing's all...right! |
Every day's another test
Of fighting my addictions Placing myself in situations Will it ever go away? Before Their Eyes |
Welcome to the Soldier Side
Where there's no one here but me People all grow up to die There is no one here but me Welcome to the Soldier Side There is no one here but me People on the soldier's side There is no one here but me |
when i'm at the pearly gates
this'll be on my videotape mephistopheles is just beneath and he's reaching up to grab me this is one for the good days and i have it all here in red, blue, green you are my centre when i spin away out of control on videotape this is my way of saying goodbye because i can't do it face to face so i'm talking to you after it's too late no matter what happens now you shouldn't be be afraid because i know today has been the most perfect day i have ever seen (videotape by radiohead) |
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♫ Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around When I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again, oh no Once again ♫ |
I saw her laugh
Then she said, "Go away" I saw her laugh Then she said, then she said, "Go away, away" |
I woke up today
Woke up wide awake In an empty bed Staring at an empty room I have myself to blame For the state I'm in today And now dying Doesn't seem so cruel And oh, I don't know what to say And I don't know anyway Anymore... |
And hope is just a stranger wondering how it got so bad...
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You set it again
My hearts in motion Every word feels Like a shooting star I'm at the edge of my emotions Watching the shadows Burning in the dark. |
Between the lines are fear and blame...
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I may not seem quite right,
But I'm not f**ked, not quite. |
Safe! I Just Want To Be Safe!
Safe! I Just - Want To - Be Safe! Safe! Don't You Want To Be Safe? Safe! Why Can't You Let Me Be - Safe? |
No Cover Up No room for hiding No Cover Up My faith is sliding No Cover Up Just sharp reminding Of the fake I was There are faces that we should not know There are places we're not meant to go If you try to find me you will never win For behind each layer lies this other skin I'd love to let you near if you find a way in No Cover Up Just so much trouble No Cover Up I'm bent in double No Cover Up Just wreck and rubble Of the person I was I am broken and I stand accused Is there someone who can let me loose? If you find the answer make a careful note I could use your pardon and a lot of hope I'm coming to that part at the end of the rope No Cover Up And I feel the burning No Cover Up No time for turning No Cover Up I hope I'm learning Some Honesty Some Honesty |
I wish I may, I wish I might
Have this wish I wish tonight I want that star, I want it now I want it all and I don't care how Careful what you wish Careful what you say Careful what you wish, you may regret it Careful what you wish, you just might get Then it all crashes down And you break your crown And you point your finger But there's no one around Just want one thing Just to play the king But the castle's crumbled And you're left with just a name Where's your crown, King Nothing? |
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all my mercy down, down, down I want to see you try to take a swing at me, come on Gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground... Why are you trying to make fun of me? You think it's funny? What the **** you think it's doing to me? You take your turn lashing out at me I want you crying when you're dirty in the front of me... All my friends are gone They died (Gonna take you down) They all screamed and cried (Gonna take you down) I never forget Never forget I can't get no where I never forget Never forget (Gonna take you down) I can't get |
Why can't you ever back down?
Why can't you just shut your face? Oh god the feelings I feel Would get me thrown in a cage You're the one who's always screaming at me I'm the one that keeps your life so care free What the **** more do you want me to be? Why must you do this to me? Run away, I can't say Lead the way, make them pay |
Waiting on an Angel,
One to carry me home. Hope you come to see me soon, Cause I don't wanna go alone- I don't wanna go alone. Now Angel, won't you come by me, Angel hear my plea. Take my hand, lift me up, So that I can fly with thee; So that I can fly with thee. And I'm waiting on an Angel- And I know it won't be long To find myself a resting place In my Angel's arms- My Angel's arms. So speak kind to a stranger, Cause you'll never know- It just might be an angel come Oh, knocking at your door- A-knocking at your door. And I'm waiting on an Angel, And I know it won't be long To find myself a resting place In my Angel's arms, oh... In my Angel's arms. Waiting on an Angel, One to carry me home. Hope you come to see me soon Cause I don't wanna go alone- I don't wanna go alone, Don't wanna go... I don't wanna go alone. |
Cuts by Jann Ardin
There will be ice on the moon There will be glass in my eyes There will be thorns in my heart There will be broken bits inside There won't be sun on my face And not one smile to be seen There will be salty lemon cuts All over every inch of me Cause I am lost And I am used And I am desperately a wreck here without you I am deaf, too tired to sleep Oh I am horribly alone and incomplete There won't be fireworks or stars There won't be flowers anywhere It will be winter all year long And darling, I won't even care And all the movies will be sad And everybody will be drunk I'll smoke a million cigarettes And never talk to anyone Cause I am lost And I am used And I am desperately a wreck here without you I am deaf, too tired to sleep Oh I am horribly alone and incomplete There will be ice on the moon Glass in my eyes Thorns in my heart And broken bits inside |
All I wanna do!
(You are not my real mother) Is kill you (Should I beat and stab and **** her?) All I wanna do! (You are not my real mother) Is kill you (Should I beat and stab and **** her?) All I wanna do! (You are not my real mother) Is kill you (Should I beat and stab and **** her?) All I wanna do! (You are not my real mother) Is kill you (Should I beat and stab and **** her?) Looking back I was never ever right You were my step-mom who always wanted me out of your sight I would come walkin' in and I 'd say hello, but you slap me and you make some f**ked up comment about my clothes But I tried to let it pass, but the visions in my head were with you, with a knife up your ass, laying dead so I pop some more caps in your ass, Now your son is not so fun Motherf**king bitch! Never try to play me!!! |
I'll never take part in the growing population
Or waste my time with further education (hooha!) Forget what we know, it's just a big show What they want to control So jaded and frustrated It's all so complicated Fashion, no passion surrounds me All I know is I've heard this all before Reality's a bore (is a bore) You ask me to believe in something fake, well I can't bring myself to do what You want me to (want me to) This is who we are and (who we are) nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change I can't take part in the business man illusion, I'll take my chance in the real world confusion Don't blame us, who do we trust when they're so dishonest No patience, this nation's obsessed with exploitation Lying, denying surrounds me All I know is I've heard this all before Reality's a bore (is a bore) You ask me to believe in something fake, well I can't bring myself to do what You want me to (want me to) This is who we are and (who we are) Nothing's gonna change (what!) Don't think you can ignore us (ignore us) Don't tell me that we're to blame(we're to blame) Don't pick our future for us(for us) Or act like we're the same All I know is I've heard this all before Reality's a bore (is a bore) You ask me to believe in something fake, well I can't bring myself to do what You want me to (want me to) This is who we are and (who we are) Nothing's gonna change Thanks for nothing (I've heard this all before), Thanks for nothing (reality's a bore), Thanks for nothing (it'll never be the same), Thanks for nothing (and nothing's gonna change) |
The hurt inside is fading
This shits gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh I cannot grieve anymore For once inside awaking I'm done, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and, Oh I cannot give in anymore |
Everything you think you know baby
Is wrong And everything you think you had baby Is gone Certain things turn ugly when you think too hard And nagging little thoughts change into things you can't turn off Everything you think you know baby Is wrong It's all over but the crying Fade to black I'm sick of trying Took too much and now I'm done It's all over but the crying Do you really think I'm made of stone baby? C'mon! That we only love the things we own? Baby you're wrong |
Dreaming comes so easily
'Cause it's all that I've ever known True love is a fairy tale I'm damaged, so how would I know I'm scared and I'm alone I'm ashamed And I need for you to know I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away 'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away 'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me Healing comes so painfully And it chills to the bone Will anyone get close to me? I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know There's mending for my soul An ending to this fear Forgiveness for a man who was stronger I was just a little girl, but I can't go back |
Mirror, Mirror on the wall, Have I got it?
'Cause Mirror you've always told me who I am I'm finding it's not easy to be perfect So sorry you won't define me Sorry you don't own me Who are you to tell me That I'm less than what I should be? Who are you? Who are you? I don't need to listen To the list of things I should do I won't try, I won't try Mirror I am seeing a new reflection I'm looking into the eyes of He who made me And to Him I have beauty beyond compare I know He defines me You don't define me, you don't define me |
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, Worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere, Going nowhere Their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, No expression Hide my head, I wanna drown my sorrow No tomorrow, No tomorrow And I find it kinda funny I find it kinda sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in circles, it's a very very Mad World Mad World Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday And I feel the way that every child should Sit and listen, Sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me, No one knew me Hello teacher, tell me what's my lesson Look right through me, Look right through me And I find it kinda funny And I find it kinda sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in circles it's a very very Mad World Mad World Enlarging your world Mad World |
you make me come
you make me complete you make me completely miserable |
Come and rescue me, I'm burning can't you see?
Come and rescue me, only you can, set me free. Come and rescue me. Rescue me. |
Now the world is gone I'm just one
Oh please help me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please go help me |
I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had... |
I, don't run around
Trying to be, what's not within me Look, into my eyes I am afraid You're just a wanna-be too late I'm dead precision planning extraction demanding the best psychiatrist psychic soothsayers (soothsayers) analysing my instincts you got it all figured out too late I'm dead too late I'm dead you should have said I would have hung around a little longer too late I'm dead you should have said I would have hung around a little longer too late i'm dead |
she says the carpet’s for sweeping stuff under
she says you don’t want to open the can who needs a naval if it’s not for gazing? well i’m doing the best that i can he’s such a happy boy cries every time he drinks beer he thinks too much not enough don’t leave me here cos i’m sick and i’m cold and i’m happy i’m naked and yours to devour but i’m not alone i always go crazy like that when i listen to winter i don’t think i want to go home he says you love her so don’t let her leave you he says there isn’t a question to ask no need to try to look into the future when you still haven’t dealt with the past he’s such a happy boy cries every time he drinks beer he thinks too much not enough don’t leave me here cos i’m sick and i feel like a cliche depressed and ecstatic at once but i’m not alone i would be embarrassed but shame was never my forte i think i had better go home I can’t make decisions any more i can’t write easily as before |
I've got 3 strong arms,
1 enormous nose, 9 left feet and 27 toes, i've got no brain but thats the way it goes, what you see is what you get W.I.S.W.I.G (cd) who needs hair ? whats the use of teeth ? mine all fell out, there's no more underneath, but if you love me, take me as i am :woot: what you see is what you get W.I.S.W.I.G ! (none of that ^^ is true x.x i just really love that song) |
My mind's done with this
Ok, I've got a question Can I throw it all away? Take back what's mine So I take my time, guiding the blade down the line Each cut closer to the vein (bleed, bleed) This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating all the ****ed up feelings again |
Used to be lovestruck, now I'm just ****ed up, pull up my sleeve and see the pattern of my cuts
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I'm just a teenage drama queen,
Throw my guts up for self esteem. |
Queen Adreena-razor-blade sky
i rip open clouds with no faces she undoes herself for a slice of your pie razor-blade sky razor-blade sky i quench your thirst i bleed you dry help you make your bed come undone razor-blade sky razor-blade sky identifying marks our history picked out in stars we rip open the firmament razor-blade sky razor-blade sky sky, sky, sky sky, sky, sky sky, sky, sky sky, sky... forever and ever and ever. |
You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains. I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain. Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity. Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be. But you're on to me and all over me. You loved me 'cause I'm fragile. When I thought that I was strong. But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone. |
I need somebody, someone
Can’t somebody help me? All I need is to be Loved just for me I look I sign I need Someone Inside To help Me out With what I'm trying I'm crying I'm frying In a pile of **** I'm dying I'm dying I'm dying |
Father (father)
Father (father) Father (father) Father (father) Father into your hands, I COMMIT my spirit Father into your hands, why have you forsaken me? In your eyes, forsaken me In your thoughts, forsaken me In your heart, forsaken me |
You are wrong, ****ed, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault This is the end of EVERYTHING You are the end of EVERYTHING I haven't slept since I woke up And found my whole life was a lie, mother****er This is the end of EVERYTHING You are the end of EVERYTHING Shallow skin, I can paint with pain I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain Everyday it's the same - I LOVE, YOU HATE But I guess I don't care any more... Fix my problems with the blade While my eyes turn from blue to gray God, the worst thing happened to me today But I guess I don't care anymore... You are wrong, ****ed, and overrated I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault This is the end of EVERYTHING You are the end of EVERYTHING I haven't slept cince I woke up And found my whole life was a lie, mother****er This is the end of EVERYTHING You are the end of EVERYTHING My flaws are the only thing left that's pure Can't really live, can't really endure Everything I see reminds me of her God I wish I didn't care anymore The more I touch, the less I feel I'm lying to myself that it's not real Why is everybody making such a big ****ing deal? I'm never gonna care anymore What the hell am I doing? Is there anyone left in my life? What the **** was I thinking? Anybody want to tell me I'm fine? Where the hell am I going? Do I even need a reason to hide? I am only betrayed I am only conditioned to die |
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