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frenchhorn 10-08-2011 08:09 PM

*hugs all*

I'm glad Lindsay is safe, thanks for keeping us informed Mark.

I'm not feeling safe at all, early this morning as in about 3am I went to the bridge near me and nearly jumped, I want to do it tonight, I feel as though I'll be able to tonight, I just want to die. I told my counsellor and she kept saying how **** scared she is, but I can't wait for the end of August now, maybe I'll bring my plan forward by a few weeks.

Doikers 10-08-2011 08:27 PM

Oliver *Hugs* please don't go through with it , I would miss you terribly :/

frenchhorn 10-08-2011 11:45 PM

*hugs Mark*

I have made myself get into bed, even though I won't sleep for hours, because that way I am less likely to go outside because it would involve getting dressed and I don't have the energy for that. I'm still not safe though, I really want to die so badly, I think after this weekend I may go through with my plan as I can't wait another few weeks.

Cazki 11-08-2011 12:13 AM

*Hugs Mark* How are you?

*Hugs Oliver* I'm sorry you dont feel safe. Please dont go through with your plan. Your awesome and i would really miss you.

*Hugs Louise*

*Sends hugs to Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura* How are you?

misskitty112 11-08-2011 03:55 AM

*hugs Oliver* please don't go through with your plan. I would miss you terribly.
*hugs Ian* how are you?
*hugs Laura*
*hugs Louise*
*hugs Mark*

I'm sorry I'm not around more. I just feel like I've been gone too long... and I know that's dumb... but...

risenfromperdition 11-08-2011 05:53 AM

*sits with* love you felicia <3

not dumb.

*hugs oliver* i agree with felicia <3
glad they're trying to help lindsey
love all you guys <3

Billy! 11-08-2011 09:50 AM

*Cuddles everyone* Sorry I don't come in much anymore. We don't have internet at home now.
I'm too tired for individuals right now, but Oliver honey, we all love you and would miss you terribly, we're here for you whenever you need us, and feel free to PM me any time, although fb would probably be easier as I can check and reply to that on my phone.
Hope everyone else is staying safe. <3

Doikers 11-08-2011 11:21 AM

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Felicia* You've not been gone too long hun <3

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Charlie*

Billy! 11-08-2011 01:58 PM

*Hugs Mark* How're you?

Doikers 11-08-2011 03:07 PM

Excisting Charlie ...... *Hugs*

misskitty112 11-08-2011 04:26 PM

Charlie! *hugs*
*Hugs Mark* I love you.

Doikers 11-08-2011 04:43 PM

*Hugs Felicia* I Love You <3

SoMuchMore 11-08-2011 07:38 PM

Charlie! *glomps*

*hugs Mark* you okay?

*hugs Oliver* I just wanted to reiterate what everyone has said, we all would miss you a lot. Please don't go through with your plan. Things can get better.

*hugs Felicia* You're not dumb, nor have you been gone for too long. You are always welcome here!

*hugs Heather* How are you doing?

*hugs Ian* I am okay, thanks. How have you been?

So, after today, I won't be on for 11 days because I'll be on vacation in the UK! I'll think of you all lots! Stay safe everyone. <3

frenchhorn 11-08-2011 08:05 PM

*hugs all* sorry I'm not up for individual replies, I just want to let you all know though that I'm away from tomorrow morning until sunday evening because I'm in Scotland doing a presentation at the national LGBT gathering. so don't worry about the fact that I shall disapear for a few days.
I'm still not doing well, I am sort of safe over the next few days cos I'm around people, but my anger is a problem at the moment and I'm scared I'm going to snap and hurt someone.

*cuddles and fruit for you all*

Doikers 11-08-2011 11:16 PM

I know their coming.............sorry , I hope my traps arrives before they do.
Traps being ceiling rigged fish hooks , , they're coming

Louise 12-08-2011 12:23 AM

hugs everyone

FlyingNy 12-08-2011 01:22 AM

Hey, just thought I'd drop in and let everyone know I haven't been mobbed by rioters.

*Hugs everyone*

misskitty112 12-08-2011 03:23 AM

*hugs ward*

I wish I could be a better wardie. I'm sorry. I just can't face my own thoughts today. I keep trying to block them out like I have for weeks. I guess it's time they started drowning me until I find something to do about them. I hate this. I can't socialize, I get too easily irritated. Everything triggers me. I feel so fragile. And I despise this feeling.

risenfromperdition 12-08-2011 03:25 AM

*squishes tight and keeps talking to*

Doikers 12-08-2011 10:45 AM

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Felicia* <3

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Heather*

To Explain Last nights weird post
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I'm feeling okay thanks Laura , I just got very paranoid last night , I keep gettting threatening debt collection letters for the previous tennant and sometimes it gets to me , I worry that the baliffs are going to come , and it's nothing to do with me but when it's sorted out with one company they just sell the debt on to another company . I've lived here since October 2009 for crying out loud , *Hugs*

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I origionally PM'd this to Laura but thought I'd share so as to not worry y'all too much


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