Hi Mark. Nice to meet you.

to leave, not to leave, to leave, not to leave.
my mind will not decide.

leave where?

not where but who.
my abusive bf

ah...
well if he is abusive, why are you considering not leaving?

Because...its complicated.
I need his love. I don't want to be alone. And abuse isn't anything new.

just because it isn't new doesn't mean you don't deserve better...

maybe

*hugs everyone*waves at angel*
Gotta go -kids' school- I'll be back tomorrow :)
*leaves care packs*

*hugs Crimson, Mark and cantchillax* Hi I'm Oliver :)

hello oliver

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Oliver* I'm glad your out of hospital and that you havent done asny damage to your liver

*Hugs Laura* I'm not bad i guess Laura, how are you?

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs cantchillax* Hi im Ian

Damn im fed up of being so alone all the time. Yet everytime i try to make friends i just get hurt. :crying: Its completely pointless! Maybe its better to get totally pissed so much so that it kills me.

Hi Ian.

*hugs Ian and cantchillax*

Ian I'm sorry your feeling so low, but it would not be better if you just died, your a great guy and have friends here.

I just watched terry pratchett's programme on assisted suicide and I'm still crying over it.

I'm so lonely, so very lonely.
all my sunshine behind clouds of gray.
I just wish it would all just stop and let me be
just for once.

*hugs* is there a name you would like us to call you? or do you prefer cantchillax?

I'm here if you want to talk to someone

You can call me Jay.
Thanx.
just millions of things crammed into one big unfixable mess is all.

Hi Jay *hugs* (hope hugs are ok)

if you want to talk through any of it you can here, or PM me if you want

Thanx.
*Hugs back*