whats the paper on, heather?

*offers hugs to kitty*

thanks julie *hugs back* how are you doing?

a law in congress about more funding for ed treatment when peopel arent 'really ill' ... and by that i mean the insurance company's idea of not really ill, any struggling with ed's is ill enough [says me.. hypocriteeee]

*hugs Julie* Rebecca is the girl I keep seeing in my dreams and hearing her voice when I'm doing things, inside my head, but I really miss her when I don't hear her or see her.

Awe heather I'm sorry, that has to be difficult to write. EDs are a real issue...I know cuz I have dealt with one on and off since I was a kid, too. -hugs, if ok-

*hugs ward*

It's been a busy busy busy weekend for me :)

Heya Helen :) how are you?

Ward keeps being busy on and off. Heh. Google is throwing up nothing concerning about my Rebecca. Only thing I don't like is how she goes on about makeup being "whore paint"... I'm rambling

-hugs people who came in if ok-

how are you guys?

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Kitty*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Julie*

*hugs mark back* how are you, mark?

I'm tired , Got up , did what I needed to do then laid down for an hour , Now I have to go out in 21 minutes for my meetings , Time for one more coffee .How are you Kitty ?

Tired, can't sleep - again. And, it's my fault...somehow. My eyes hurt so bad from lack of sleep they are causing a huge headache and my eyes are twitching on occasion. I want to cut really bad. I would call my gma but it's 1:12 in the morning - I'm sure she wouldn't appreciate that. So...ya. I'm just buying time before I go to bed - I don't know if I'll make it to bed though, and if I do, I don't know if I will be able to resist the urges...

Welp I think I'm gunna try to go get some sleep...have a good night/day everyone *hugs to all who would like one*

*Hugs Kitty* Please try not to cut , Have you tried warm milk or porrige? porrige makes me sleep , Try to get some sleep hun . Where are you where it's so early ? I'm in the UK. *Squishes Again* I have to go now , to meetings . Take care.

Well I'm back from my 3 meetings today.
Sharron my nurse told me that our next meeting would be our last before she go's on Maternity leave and That makes me sad , I really Like and TRUST Sharron and It's taken a long time to build up that kind of relationship with her , I mean it's taken years , Kat is going to be my Keyworker while Sharron is away , Kat has done Accupuncture for maybe a year and has been my group one on one worker for 2 and a half months and I like her ,but I still think it might be difficult in the beginning , There's nothing I can do about it , I just have to roll with the punches <Who sang that song , country song? So Thats me so far today , I ran into Dad in town , he is coming up later, .

How is everyone today?

*hugs everybody*

Mark, I understand that feeling but know that with time you will hopefully feel closer to Kat.

Helen, how are you?

*Squishes Helen* How are you?

*Huggles Lindsay* Thanks , I know , It's just like Sharron is like my older sensible sister I never had (I'm the eldest out of my sister and I)