I wannttt snoooooowwwww, darn it!
*hugs everyone* good morning! How are all of you today? If you already said and I missed it, I'm sorry, my brain is fuzzy.

I just woke up, and I'm already watching baby shows (this is never good for me... I tend to think that since lots of my friends have babies this means I'm behind and I need one too and if I had one my life would be.. better, if not perfect. I love my flawed logic =/)

Oooh, but I did wake up to a voicemail from the head of the dance studio I used to dance with, and he wants me to come back...

Ohhhhh Do you want to go back to your Dance Troup Felicia ? *Hugs*

I Have a 6am-6.30am start tomorrow as I have an appointment across town at 9am and I want to be awake (Couple of Mugs of Coffee) and check in here and generally wake up . I want to be alert and I REALLY want to get a 0 on my breathaliser so I can start my Antabuse again :S

I don't know if I want to go back. I miss dance a lot, but I left because in between my SI and ED, and hours of rehearsal, and the pressure to be nothing short of perfect, I couldn't handle it. I need to call him back, but I don't want to deal with it right now.

I have a 6 AM start tomorrow too! Whooo... not. I haven't been able to get up that early... ever. I don't know how I'm gonna manage, especially since getting to sleep before 2 AM is so hard for me.

I hope you do get on your Antabuse again *hugs*

erp ........ yes 6am Is going to be tough for both of us it seems :S

Urgh, I hate early starts and I too want snow :( But on the upside, it's that weather where I can go to bed every night hoping for snow and wake up with the excitement that it might be there and even if it's not, the excitement starts all over again that night/the next morning which has got to be one of the best parts of British weather.

coffee. lots and lots of coffee. haha

*hugs everyone* lol lia, its the same here, wake up every morning excited hoping its snowed! but it still hasnt :( how are you all?

I'm alright. The countdown to Christmas can soon begin :) What about you Nicole?

Soon begin? Lia, I've already started counting down! haha.

lol lia. i'm good, i think everyone is getting in the christmassy mood now :) 2 houses in my street have got their christmas decorations up, and we are putting ours up next sat, and our town is turning on their christmas lights on tuesday :) we are all sat in the sitting room at the moment watching christmas films on the telly :) just need the snow now!!!

*Hugs Nicole* Hey:) How are you today ?

Lol, I've been counting down since September, but what I mean is now everyone's getting in the mood :D :D Even here in the ward :) Yay! I'm listening to Christmas music. The atmosphere has changed to that uplifting cheery mood that only Christmas can bring! And the 6th form common room is decortated! OMD! I'm in 6th form! Wow...I catch on slow. It just makes me feel so old, but I think instead of being the time when I need to grow up, it's actually an excuse to get all the more inmature. I've grown up too much in the past couple of years, I want my childhood back, despite the fact that I am not a child. Anywho, I am getting way too excited about Christmas now :D

*hugs mark and points to above post* :)
you?

The Christmas tree and lights are up in my village. I can't seem to get into the Christmas mood though.

I'm feeling okay thanks Nicole :) *Hugs*

*Hugs Lindsay* I know it's hard to get in the spirit ,I'm trying, I bought me my first Christmas lights this year and I'll out them up soon , not until December though .

*Hugs Lia*

*hugs mark and lindsay* sorry your struggling to get into the christmas mood :( i'm feeling pretty anxious about christmas itself, but i am enjoying the spirit of it all.
just checked the weather forecast, we are supposed to have 'light snow' at 9pm tonight, i bet we wont get anything! and even if we do, 'light snow'?! thats pathetic lol

*Shovels up snow locally and posts in a freezer box to Nicole* :)

oooh thanks mark :)
*goes outside a builds a big snowman*
^^sorry, couldnt help it :)
hmmm, my mum. for some strange reason, decided to buy ice-cream for after dinner today. its like, -6 out there!

I'm anxious about the Christmas celebrating, because my mom is slowly tearing apart our whole family. She ruined everyone's Thanksgiving and she's already partially working on Christmas, by telling her parents she won't come see them, and of course she won't see me. (Although, I know why. See, my mom is pretty much a con artist, she works a great job in a psych hospital, but blows her money on alcohol and the like, so since her side of the family is no longer financing her, she has to try to get in with my stepdad's side... simple.) Anyway, enough of a ramble. I just like Christmas music and lights and I adore Christmas shopping haha. I despise actually celebrating.

*Hugs Felicia* I'm sorry, I hope you do have a merry Christmas.

OMDs guys, I have realised what the 'badness' inside me is. I may or may not have told you about it before, but there's something dark and horrible inside me, I sometimes feel it more than others and sometimes it's so strong I think there is only one way to get rid of it. Today I realised, it must be because I am a horcrux.