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MammaMia 31-07-2010 07:35 PM

*hugs all*

Thanks Mark.

one_step_closer 31-07-2010 08:44 PM

I am so tired of life. *sighs*

Scarletdreamer 31-07-2010 08:48 PM

*congratulates Hels, Lia, & Nicole, & throws some confetti*

Sorry have been so quiet... I don't know why, really. Just have naught to say, I guess.

:(

nicole94 31-07-2010 08:51 PM

*sits*

FlyingNy 31-07-2010 09:06 PM

Hey guys.

*Hugs Lindsey, if that's ok?* What's the matter?

Hey Nicole, you ok?

*Hugs April.* You alright? I know the 'have nothing to say' mood. It's never good news.

xx

nicole94 31-07-2010 09:07 PM

no. im having a lot of urges, and am really suicidal.

misskitty112 31-07-2010 09:18 PM

I'm trying not to purge... *sigh*

Doikers 31-07-2010 09:31 PM

Oh Felicia *Hugs* I'm sorry you are struggling:(

*Hugs Nicole* Urges suck , I wish I could just spinkle faerie dust and make it better for us all .

*Hugs Lindsay* Life will get better for you , for us all , it WILL , try to beleive that :).

*Hugs April* It's okay that you don't have anything to say , happens to me all of the time .

How are you doing Lia? *Hugs*

FlyingNy 31-07-2010 09:32 PM

Nicole, Felica, hang on both of you. You have done so well to resit those urges so far and the very fact that you are trying rather than just giving in shows you're strong and you can do it. *Hugs both of you.* Sorry I'm crap.

Hello Mark. *Returns hugs* I'm sorry you're struggling so much with your SI right now, I wish there was more I could do to help.

Eaten too much today. Disguting pig. Won't let myself eat until tomorrow afternoon. At least.

nicole94 31-07-2010 09:35 PM

*hugs everyone.* speaking to sofi who used to be in my group and shes helping me with skills, feeling a bit better.

FlyingNy 31-07-2010 09:40 PM

I'm glad Nicole. Keep fighting it. :)

nicole94 31-07-2010 10:02 PM

*hugs lia* im trying. just had a pretty funny convo which cheered me up a bit.

Scarletdreamer 31-07-2010 11:08 PM

Ugh, am so ****ing tired of not feeling good enough.

*curls up, rocks, & cries*

nicole94 31-07-2010 11:10 PM

*hugs april* sorry. am too tired and triggerd to write much of a reply atm, just wanted you to know i'm thinking of you.

Scarletdreamer 31-07-2010 11:19 PM

*hugs Nicole* Thanks, hon. It's okay. I don't need/deserve a reply anyway, but sweet of you to do so. :)

Updated r/v with more details about above post, if anyone cares enough to read it... :-X

nicole94 31-07-2010 11:22 PM

*hugs april* of course you deserve a reply sweetie, especially if you are struggling. im just sorry it wasnt a better one.

Doikers 31-07-2010 11:25 PM

*Hugs April* You are NOT Fat or Lazy!!
And ,
Theres nothing wrong with being the black sheep , my whole family are acheivers and I'm just depressed and on benefits so I'm a black sheep too , All us best people are :)

Scarletdreamer 31-07-2010 11:28 PM

*cuddles Mark & Nicole* Thanks for the reassurances... I'm just in a bad place mentally right now and have no idea what to do about it. Not like I can cut - and believe it or not, but I still don't really want to.

*hides in a hole*

FlyingNy 31-07-2010 11:39 PM

It's really good you don't have many urges to cut April and you do deserve a reply. You are neither fat nor lazy, and who cares if you are? Laziness saved me on camp, it was the main reason I didn't cut myself because it would have meant getting out of my sleeping bag and finding my blades and I was warm and cosy. Laziness isn't always bad. *Hugs*

x

nicole94 31-07-2010 11:41 PM

urgh. is it wrong that i feel like this?
my friend who i met in hospital has just told me shes stopped self harming and is feeling really great. and i should feel happy for her, but i just feel jealous. shes fine whilst im stuck in this hole and cant get out. i almost hate her for it :(


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