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Louise 28-06-2010 08:08 PM

thanks everyone, just feeling pretty low due to my step mum. I hate myself so much I'm so useless.

*hugs everyone*

Lia - that is a lovely poem, very powerful and emotional

SoMuchMore 28-06-2010 08:10 PM

*hugs lia* well if you ever do want to talk about your feelings we are all here for you. I like you poem... its sad though.

*hugs april* yay for almost being done with your internship! I read your r/v thread. Sorry that you are not feeling any better at all. Try to do something nice for yourself. Oo and i bet getting new cello stuff would be fun.
I updated my r/v thread too... right after you did actually heh. So if you're still looking for it it should be on that front page for a little bit anyway. But just a warning.. some of it probably won't make sense

*hugs louise* of course you can come in here. you are not useless

PoisonedApple 28-06-2010 08:12 PM

*sings to self ~jello, jello, i love jello~ and plays with her food*

Louise 28-06-2010 08:13 PM

*hugs Laura* thank, how are you?

katnovia 28-06-2010 08:24 PM

too many pages...way too many pages... *yawns and rubs eyes and neck* Sorry everyone, can't do it, can't catch up..I left on page 1404...so that'd be 18 pages... *cuddles everyone who wants a cuddle*

I'mJustMe 28-06-2010 08:28 PM

Do you feel like sharing with us why your stepmum has made you feel this way Louise?

April, I'm so sorry you feel like you do. At least you say you won't kill yourself, hold onto that strength and what is making you feel that you won't end your life. For you to say that, there has to be something keeping you here. Remember all those things you're here for.

How are you Angelic Monster?

xx

I'mJustMe 28-06-2010 08:30 PM

Hey Katnovia, how are you feeling?

PoisonedApple 28-06-2010 08:38 PM

I am...hmmm... I dunno. Not bad so far today though. *offers jello* it's strawberry banana flavor.and it jiggles :D
Decided to let myself be a kid today if I wanna be as long as my work gets done too so this morning's break was jello-filled fun. lol

PoisonedApple 28-06-2010 08:39 PM

How is everyone else doing today? *sorry didn't read all the pages I'd missed this morning*
*leaves hugs and jello shapes on the table for all*

Doikers 28-06-2010 08:40 PM

I like your poem Lia , Its very bleak , I hope it's ok to say that. I haven't written a poem in an age, I might if I thought they would be this good

Louise 28-06-2010 08:44 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by I'mJustMe (Post 2375888)
Do you feel like sharing with us why your stepmum has made you feel this way Louise?

She abuses me calls me names

I'mJustMe 28-06-2010 08:59 PM

I'm sorry she's like that, no one deserves to be treated like that.

What do you mean by 'abuses' exactly? You don't have to answer that, I'm just trying to understand a little better. How do you feel about your dad?

x

I'mJustMe 28-06-2010 08:59 PM

Oh, and thanks Mark and everyone else who commented on my poem.

Louise 28-06-2010 09:03 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by I'mJustMe (Post 2375952)
I'm sorry she's like that, no one deserves to be treated like that.

What do you mean by 'abuses' exactly? You don't have to answer that, I'm just trying to understand a little better. How do you feel about your dad?

x

She hits me and other things which I find hard to talk about, my dad erm died.

I'mJustMe 28-06-2010 09:14 PM

Oh, crap I'm sorry. Well that's my big feet nice and deeply in it. I'm so sorry about that. So it's just you and your stepmum. You know, no one deserves to be abused. I would tell you to tell someone, or something, but I know I couldn't. I know how you feel though and I know I never could.

Do you have any support?

You don't deserve it though, and don't believe it's your fault. I know how easy it is to feel that way.

x

Louise 28-06-2010 09:18 PM

i am in the middle of getting a new councillor, please don't worry about asking me it means a lot that someone listening to me

I'mJustMe 28-06-2010 09:28 PM

I'm glad you're getting support and I will always listen. How do you feel right now? Do you ever get along with your stepmum? Do you have any other family?
xx

Doikers 28-06-2010 09:50 PM

Possible trigger warning














My cut has stopped bleeding I Think , I feel so sad I want to cry but can't *Sigh*

Sorry I'm really struggling with feeling low latley and I cut and it made me numb but now the lowness is coming back again I CAN'T STAND IT , so soon , I don't even get to go to bed without feel low and I can't cut like THAT everyday .

I'mJustMe 28-06-2010 10:04 PM

*Hugs Mark* What's the matter? Do you know what made you feel so low?

Take care of your cuts, clean them so they don't get infected. Do you have plasters and things?

x

I'mJustMe 28-06-2010 10:11 PM

I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry.


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