always welcome for hugs

I wish I had someone who would go and dance in the rain with me.

Marc i would love too but yes :( i live far away

*loves dancing in the rain!*

*hugs everyone in return*

I might stay in hiding heh.

*wants to hide, and play in rain*

*hugs hells back*

I wanna play in the rain!!!!
Meh... actually right now
I wanna walk in the rain
so I can cry and no one
will know but me.
:sigh: :wailing: :crying:

Same.
Hehe.
I'd also like to die.
Yes.
Pathetic world.
Pathetic me.
I know everyone bitches.talks about me behind my back with the exception of a few people.
Everyone feels sorry for me really don't they?
That's why people make friends with me?
I don't know what's the truth and what isn't anymore.

*cries*

*shakes*

*hides*

*cuddles Helen*

*is cuddled*

I.can't.do.this.

yes you can
I have faith in you

I can't. Need to get off this rollercoaster.

I know the feeling hun... really I do...
let's ride it together...
*holds you tight*

*holds you tight*

I don't want to keep going though.

Aww Hunni...
I know it can be hard sometimes,
but just think about all the friends that would miss you.
And I'm sure Allie wouldn't want you to give up.
She would want you to keep fighting.
And I am here to help you in any way that I possibly can.
*hugs you*

*hugs you all tight*

sorry guys... have no words... but I can listen

xxx

*hugs*

I was talking to one of my onlne friends from here. Who got very very ill last time she took several od's. She's gone and taken another one and thinks I'm gonna leave her and **** and thinks I'm annoyed with her, I'm not, I was annoyed for her about part of her situation. Now she might never know. ****! I CAN'T DO ANYTHING!!!!

I am such a ***** friend.

I've just gone and told someone, I used to know at primary school, a load of my ****. WHY THE **** DID I DO THAT? SELF HARMERS DONT TELL PEOPLE. I'm such a **** person. >.< SERIOUSLY!!!!!

I really have to get off this damm earth though I'll break my mum's heart all over again. Whcih I don't want to do but have no choice.

We are home. Traffic was amazingly clear. It is nice to be home and to chose what to eat from the pantry rather than have to go out and get it. At the risk of tmi, it is nice to know where there is a bathroom.

I'm not looking forward to being lonely next week when my husband goes back to work and working heaps of overtime.

Give me a few days to get the link to the photos up.

*hugs her aunt Blondie*
I know you will miss him when he goes back to work, but you will have us :-)

*hugs Susan*