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misskitty112 02-12-2010 05:54 PM

*hugs Mark* that does not make you a bad person. I hate going home from uni, cause I get used to not having that "authority influence" in my life. I bet your lights are awesome! I haven't put mine up yet. I do have a little tree in my dorm though.

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you?

Sooo... I cut last night. Not bad. It's actually rather pathetic. Shouldn't even count. I really want to make it worse... cause I'm just screwed in the head like that.

Doikers 02-12-2010 05:57 PM

*Hugs Felicia* I'm sorry you cut but please try not to make it worse :( You're not "screwed in the head" Hun, I know how you're feeling , Please take good care *Extra Squishes*

FlyingNy 02-12-2010 05:58 PM

Glad your meetings wer good Mark :) And no, it doesn't make you a bad person. I can't stand to spend more than about 30 seconds with my family.

*Hugs Felicia* I'm sorry you seem to be struggling so much right now. I wish there was something I could do other than say you can always PM me if you need to. Like Mark said, please try not to make it worse. I hate that so many of us are struggling. I love my wardies. <3

I had no school today due to the vast amounts of snow, I don't think we have ever had this much! I don't think I will be in tomorrow either, but I will go to bed at reasonable o'clock to make sure. Today was good though. I went out with my friend and sister and we had a nice walk and got stupidly lost, which was my fault. I have learned I need to admit it when I am lost, but I doubt I will ever take that lesson into account, and not just when walking. All in all though, it was a good day :)

nicole94 02-12-2010 06:12 PM

*hugs everyone* had the tiniest bit of snow again today, nothing special though. :( watched the news, they reckon the south-east is one of the worst hit, but we have nothing in oxfordshire. :/

misskitty112 02-12-2010 06:20 PM

Nicole, we only got a little snow too. Now it's just bitterly cold... ugh.

youngatheart 02-12-2010 06:29 PM

we only got snow today, the kids stayed home. hope it goes soon though as i need shopping!!

Doikers 02-12-2010 06:32 PM

*Hugs Youngatheart*

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Lia*

nicole94 02-12-2010 06:33 PM

i know :( it's just icy here. SO slippy :(

one_step_closer 02-12-2010 06:34 PM

I only like snow on Christmas day when there's nowhere to go and i'm all warm inside.

I don't know what to do. I feel so bad and i'm tired of this life. I keep imagining ways that I could die and it's really tempting to act on what i'm thinking. I don't know if I should phone the voluntary crisis team or maybe even the real crisis team. I wouldn't know what to say.

FlyingNy 02-12-2010 06:42 PM

Lindsey, you could just tell them what you told us. If you're scared of losing your words and not being able to say anything, you could always write something down in advance and read it out. Please do try and stay safe. *Hugs*

*Hugs Nicole* They aren't kidding. I'm in the south east and we're up to about 6 inches. It's everywhere. All the schools are closed. How are you other than your outrage at the lack of snow?

*Hugs everyone else* How are you all?

Doikers 02-12-2010 06:51 PM

*Hugs Lindsey* I agree with Lia, Please talk to one of your crisis teams. Writing things down is always a good idea , I've done it in the past . If you are getting tempted it's important that you talk to someone I think .

misskitty112 02-12-2010 07:08 PM

*hugs Lindsay* I agree with Lia and Mark, please talk to one of your teams.

I'm already feeling low, and I'm listening to a song that just makes me feel worse. Why am I doing this? Why?

On a cool note, once I get paid and SI awareness day gets near, I found the shirt I'm gonna order. It says "I live to tell my story." and has an orange ribbon saying self injure awareness day. I want it so badly.

Doikers 02-12-2010 07:18 PM

Felicia , Try and listen to upbeat music , whatever type/genre you like right now . Is March 1st S.I. Awareness Day ?

misskitty112 02-12-2010 07:28 PM

Yep, March 1st is SI Awareness day.
Although I'd wear the shirt wayyy more often than that. haha.

nicole94 02-12-2010 07:42 PM

*hugs mark, lia, lindsay and felicia*
lindsay-please try and look after yourself hun.
lia-heh. strange, oxfordshire is in the south east too, i think its the only place with no snow. And i'm pretty triggerd right now tbh :( you?
mark-how are you tonight?
felicia- :O where did you see that shirt?? i want one! and please try and listen to some other music and distract yourself talking to us lot :P

Doikers 02-12-2010 07:48 PM

I'm feeling okay thanks Nicole , Bushed but feeling okay . *Hugs* How are you tonight?

Oh and Felicia I second Nicoles wanting of that T shirt , where do you get it from?

nicole94 02-12-2010 08:05 PM

*hugs mark* glad you're ok :) i'm pretty triggerd, but fighting through.

Doikers 02-12-2010 08:10 PM

*Hugs Nicole* Why so Triggered?

risenfromperdition 02-12-2010 08:15 PM

hey peoples :)
who wants to give me focus and concentration =s

nicole94 02-12-2010 08:20 PM

*hugs mark* i think it was college if i'm honest, i had to do my PDP and it was about my skills and qualities. But i don't have any, and the tutors were all telling me my 'skills and qualities' which aren't true, and i HATE that they think i am better than i am, like i am getting praise that i haven't earned, so i really wanna SI to punish myself :(


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