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Mors Certa 14-08-2008 05:13 AM

Didn't mean to scare you away, sorry

blondiebear 14-08-2008 05:19 AM

*hugs everyone some more*
*tucks handmade magic blankets around anyone who wants one*

Misplaced my first aid book, drat it all. Need to look up shock.

~*forever_broken*~ 14-08-2008 06:11 AM

Susan, why do you have to look up shock?

*snuggles up to Jeff* I feel awful :-(

~*forever_broken*~ 14-08-2008 06:13 AM

*sits in her corner, knees pulled to cheat, hands on head, rocking ever so slightly*

And I am SO stupid

Mors Certa 14-08-2008 06:34 AM

you are not stupid, please come over to shoulder

~*forever_broken*~ 14-08-2008 06:40 AM

*scoots on over and settles on Jeffs shoulder* well it feels that way... Melodramatic, unreasonable, add them up and they equal stupid

Mors Certa 14-08-2008 06:42 AM

Nope, I think they equal "us"

~*forever_broken*~ 14-08-2008 06:49 AM

*snuggles closer to her wonderful Uncle*
But I don't WANT to be that way, I'm sick and tired of it :crying:

~*forever_broken*~ 14-08-2008 07:08 AM

*grabs her blanket and stuffed lamb and settles on to Jeffs shoulder for the night*
Thanks Jeff...

BoundNoMore 14-08-2008 07:11 AM

*sits in a corner, knees to chest, arms around knees, and rocks... staring off into oblivion... holding a blade to wrist*

Mania sucks... must stop the voices and visions... mania sucks... make the voices and visions go away!!!!

Mors Certa 14-08-2008 07:14 AM

Sleep well,

Amanda, take the other shoulder and hold on tight dear

blondiebear 14-08-2008 07:17 AM

*curls up against brother's back at same time making sure everyone is tucked in and comfortable*

BoundNoMore 14-08-2008 07:19 AM

must... make... it... stop...
*grips blade tighter*

MammaMia 14-08-2008 08:56 AM

The current status of your Application is:
Congratulations! Your place at Newman University College, Birmingham (was Newman College of Higher Education) (N36) to study IT with Social & Applied Psychology (G5C8) has been confirmed.

Incase anyone actually cares anymore >.<

Pomegranate 14-08-2008 09:14 AM

Know I've already text you but Very proud of you darling!!! New start, new opportunities and your going to be AMAZING! You deserve this xxxx

MammaMia 14-08-2008 12:46 PM

Thanks Emma.

Trying not to care about my **** grades (Y) Because I got I wanted. It's finally happening ahaha

~*forever_broken*~ 14-08-2008 01:34 PM

Still holding, Helen :-D only this time tighter cause I am SO proud of you!! Way to go sweetie!

*curls up in as tight a ball as she can manage and looks miserably ahead*:crying:

Mors Certa 14-08-2008 03:07 PM

YAY for Hells

*dances a very small, quiet happy dance for Helen* manic phases are getting shorter and more sporadic

zowie 14-08-2008 03:19 PM

Well done Helen!
I have to do a third year of college since I spent most of this year in hospital :(

I took an OD this morning, ended up at A&E but left before they could do anything, bought more pills and am now working up the courage to take them.

blondiebear 14-08-2008 03:47 PM

*hugs everyone*

Helen, congratulations!

Zowie, please don't take the pills. Please?

Bro, hold on to me and I will do my best to help keep you safe.

Mors Certa 14-08-2008 04:21 PM

I want my money back, this rollercoaster ride is not as much fun as advertised, and I am fairly certain if it goes any lower that I am going to have magma in places it doesn't belong. What happened to the loops and curves, I just get the tiny climb followed by great big downhills.

Where is the customer service desk? I want a refund or exchange.

BoundNoMore 14-08-2008 04:34 PM

*hugs daddy* I know the feeling of wanting off the roller coaster...

Zowie... please don't it's not worth it... it's not... *holds you tight*

CONGRATULATIONS Helen... I'm so happy for you!!!! *glomps*

Mors Certa 14-08-2008 04:57 PM

Sorry, don't know where else to put this, gotta get it out, can't let it win

The following content has been hidden - Reason : Triggering (Sui) - don't read, just don't okay, don't please
the tracks next to my office, just two blocks away, have never had a train on them in the 8 months that I have been here, but somehow, now, now,. .. . . How does it find me? Can't tell me I am wrong, it wants me there, or it wouldn't be haunting me this way.

Please skip reading the above and just hold on tight, please, please

Did someone say there is a cupboard here strong enough to hold an old fat man, even a cardboard box, something to hide me.

blondiebear 14-08-2008 05:21 PM

Bro, I am holding you tight and won't let you go. We are not going to go play along the edge of the abyss. We are not going to stand near the railroad track.

If you're an old fat man, what does that make me? I'm older than you are. *stands protectively in front of the door of your hidey hole*

Mors Certa 14-08-2008 05:46 PM

Oh, good, a hidey hole, in my corner
*crawls deep inside hidey hole where no one and nothing can see him, turns on magic light extinguisher*

Detour. Derail 14-08-2008 07:50 PM

*shuffles in*
*sees Jeff*
*runs up and hugs him*

I should be happy....I got good AS level results...but im NOT happy...>.<

~*forever_broken*~ 14-08-2008 09:35 PM

*cuddles up to Jeff and hangs on tight*
No, it's not calling you Jeff.

Sorry, not very much use today. Did y'all know that just because you ask for your chart (therapy) doesn't necessarily mean you'll get it? Got an email from my therapist yesterday that (among other things) said he had looked over my chart and would sign off on giving it to me. Uh, what? So I emailed him and asked about it and this is what I got:
"they make me sign off on your chart so that I can feel important and powerful. Actually, apparently I can exercise some discretion and could have decided that it would not be in your best interests, "from a clinical perspective," to give you your chart. "

Um, hello, it's my chart! And I'm asking for my medical chart too so if and when I find a new doc (and maybe therapist) I can hand them the chart(s).

For heaven sake :angry:

blondiebear 14-08-2008 09:51 PM

Is there a hidey hole big enough for this fat old woman?
*sits in hidey hole and looks at gray in hair*

Mors Certa 14-08-2008 10:02 PM

No one here, just dark corner, nothing to see, not even a mouse. Nope, no one here at all.

blondiebear 14-08-2008 10:19 PM

Good. Share dark corner please. No one can see my grey hair in a dark corner. Nor how beat up and aged my hands look.
Please bro, share dark corner. I promise I'll be quiet.

lil-princess 15-08-2008 12:04 AM

*hugs for you all*

I'm around if anyone want's to chat just PM me or something and i shall get back to you :) i'm in a supportive mood so might aswell be around.

For me i'm doing great :) i got my engagment ring tonight, so if anyone don't believe that i'm engaged i'll just show them the ring that will shut them up hehe. xxx

SnowBerrySnuffles 15-08-2008 12:25 AM

Just gonna check in for an hour or so, sit in a quiet place and not do a lot.
Feeling just a bit annoyed, thick, frustrated and like a big fat fool.
Won't take up too much space, and I'll check out soon xx

Mors Certa 15-08-2008 01:09 AM

make yourself comfortable, just please, don't shine any light into my hidey hole, I believe there are blankets and pillows in the newly discovered attic, plus old photos in a trunk to peruse (requirement in all old attics)

~*forever_broken*~ 15-08-2008 01:09 AM

*pokes around the cupbords for Jess*
Ok luv, I'm worried :-(

*continues to poke around and finds her uncles hole*
*squeezes in with him and hopes to offer as well as receive some sort of comfort just by being there*
Man, you had to pick the smallest place in this ward, didn't you? ;-)

Mors Certa 15-08-2008 01:13 AM

can't be all that small if I fit in, but I know that it has some room for visitors, as long as there are no lights, think Susan has one shoulder, you can have the other

just please, keep the trains away, no horn, no lights, no chugga chugga, none of it, just silence and darkness

and please get Jess back, my heart is hurting

BoundNoMore 15-08-2008 01:19 AM

"get Jess back"?
Where is Jess?!
Is she ok?!?!

Mors Certa 15-08-2008 01:58 AM

she left the ward last night, her cupboard is so quiet without her in it, she will be back soon I am sure

BoundNoMore 15-08-2008 02:03 AM


Originally Posted by Mors Certa (Post 1002372)
she will be back soon I am sure

*whimpers* I hope you're right... :notsure::crying:

blondiebear 15-08-2008 02:09 AM

You bet I have your shoulder bro, the left one, easier to hear your heart. No trains. No light. You gonna hate me if you hear the sound of me chewing beef jerkey? I'll share.

Casper_Fading 15-08-2008 02:12 AM

*sneaks back in and ruturns to cupboard, makes sure it's locked and people proof, curls up and hides*

~*forever_broken*~ 15-08-2008 02:13 AM

Oh don't worry, no lights.

And Jess isn't feeling that well y'all, might want to keep her in your prayers and/or thoughts

blondiebear 15-08-2008 02:17 AM

*says a silent prayer for jess*

~*forever_broken*~ 15-08-2008 02:17 AM

*wonders if she is 'people' and therefore unable to get in to Jess' cupbord*

effervescence 15-08-2008 02:50 AM

ally, maybe you'll just have to get your new therapist to email the old one and get your chart sent over (when you find a new one)? it sounds pretty annyoing though. i know i'd want my file just to read it all cos it is FAT lol.

Mors Certa 15-08-2008 02:51 AM

Thank goodness I don't rank high enough to be people, but I think that I will stay in my hidey hole, too dangerous out there.

And I will pass on jerkey, no food, ugh.

*says many silent prayers for jess and mentally pats on cupboard door*

BoundNoMore 15-08-2008 02:54 AM

*sits with knees to chest, arms around knees, and rocks... staring into oblivion*

I am triggered... why am I triggered? need relief... need to harm... must have relief...

risenfromperdition 15-08-2008 03:14 AM

*curls up*
i hate being reminded how much i ****ed up my 1st year at uni...
yet dad keeps reminding me every five seconds :\

BoundNoMore 15-08-2008 03:16 AM

*hugs Heather*
you don't deserve "it" hun... you don't

risenfromperdition 15-08-2008 03:26 AM


~*forever_broken*~ 15-08-2008 03:33 AM

Oh I'm getting my file but I can't believe what a pain it is:blink:

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