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*Hugs Heather and Sarah* Glad you had a good day Sarah :(
What time is it where you are Heather? You could always go to bed, unless it's the middle of the day and if you're anything like me, you can't nap. So really, you can't 'always' sleep, so that wasn't a great choice of words and now I am rambling, as I do an awful lot, so I am just going to stop typing now. |
*Hugs Lia*
*Hugs Sarah* *Hugs Heather* How arte you guys feeling ? |
*hugs everyone*
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*Hugs Crimson* How are you ?
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I dunno how I am Mark... Kinda roller coastery so far I guess is the best way to put it. |
Anytime you wanna talk Crimson You are welcom to PM or e-mail me :)
*Spots and Hugs Laura* |
*Hugs Crimson and Mark*
I have to walk alone in the dark in a moment, and I'm scared hand crawlers will get me. http://www.ghoststories.ws/hand-crawling.html << warning, it's terrifying. At least to me it was. |
*hugs Mark* Thanks :)
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Off now guys, although I'll stay logged in. I'll be back later, and wish me luck with the hand crawlers :S
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Good luck, I'm sure you'll be fine Lia *offers protective suit* x
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Oohhh spooky Lia Good luck , don't look back !:P
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Hey Mark, how are you?
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cuddles everyone. curls up.
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How are you Shadow?
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erm not great, how are you hun.
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Bit low again. Rebecca hurt my feelings last night telling me she didn't like my friend.
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hugs hun. try and stay safe. huggles
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*Hugs Sarah* I'm comfortably numb . interspersed with little fun chats . I'm sorry rebecca hurt your feelings hun
*Hugs Jill* Whats up? |
hugs mark, feeling very low, fighting the feeling of wanting to kill myself. really want out. everthing is so screwed up. =[
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*Squishes Jill* Hold on in there Hun . You WILL get through this. Tell us whats happening if you think it'll help . I will listen.
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She's so lovely but she's so mean about people I tell. I try to justify it with it being my minds creation but its not helping much now
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*Hugs Sarah Tons* , Could you play sims a while or listen to some music? or both , to try and get away from Rebecca for a bit.
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thanks mark, im really trying to hang on. just want it all to end.
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*Massive Hugs Jill* What has made you feel this way hun?
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*curls up in corner* i feel like i'm imploding.
Sorry. no words right now. |
Laura *Hugs* My inbox is always open for you hun . If you find words I will always listen to you.
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Well I've drunk a **** ton of vodka and .........very little effect . where as 8 moderate strength beers or ciders and I'm wasted . It makes no sense . I'm nice and warm but other than that sober as a ... well a sober person
I copy/pasted this remark from a chat I'm having but I'm still pissed off , I don't want to have to think just for tonight |
thanks mark, erm i left my job, hmm middle of october. because i was very close to doing somthing really stuiped. since i left i have been trying to find a job, with no luck. im on the dole, which is making me feel like **** and worthless,looks like more shops are going to be closing. making it harder to find a job. now the people that give me dole, are saying that might have to stop, because i voltarly (sp) left my job. wtf was i suppost to do. stay there and end up killing myself. man that people are muppets. sorry
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*cuddles everyone*
I fell asleep really early last night :p So went to bed properly at 9.10pm. Woke up a few times through the night, but not like the night before thank goodness. Still in a good mood. Going to go have a shower now :D Been sorting my folder out for hours like putting notes away & re-writing some photocopied ones from October, that I missed from being away lol. Had to buy two new ones actually. One because a tutor wants us to have a red one for a particular unit & another BIG one (think they're lever arches?) as mine's kinda broken but temporarily fixed. Got a me to you one <3 Money I can't technically afford to spend. Oh well :( Get paid again next week. |
Jill Honey , Could you get a note from your Dr saying that is why you left your job? , A Dr's note might help your cause . No-one could expect you to stay at a job that made you suicidal . Could you tell the job centre why you left , It might be difficult but it might help you too. First , If I was you I would try and get a Dr's note.
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*Hugs Helen* I'm so glad you are in a good mood hun .
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hugs mark. hmm we had to fill out a form stating why i had to leave. in that note my dad told them what was happening, that i had to get signed of work by my doctor twice, and i was very close to killing myself because of my work, and had to put on anti-depressents. also told them that if i stayed in my job, it would have ended up in me killing myself. even think i put in my dr not fit to work note. this new system is so screwed up. i know they had to sort out the people that were screwing the system, but its putting everbody in the same basket. sorry guys.
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Rebecca isn't about, she comes and goes at will, been well distracted by tv and Sims 3. *curls up* She's mostly lovely, but she doesn't like me talking about her, she thinks people will try to seperate us and it upsets her I think
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sorry im being pathetic. curls up.
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You'er NOT being pathetic Jill . Please get a Dr's note hun I'm sure if you present the Job people with it they would take it onboard .
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I'm scared that if I sleep I'll wake up depressed again like yesterday :S........
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*cuddles Mark* Poor dear :(
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*Hugs Mark, Jill, Sarah, Laura, Helen, Elaine and Crimson*
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cuddles mark, thank you hun, will give that a try. i hope you dont wake up depressed, but wake up happy. hugs lia back
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*hugs Lia*
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*cuddles ward* sorry for the lack of individuals x
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I hope I wake up happy too . That looks ****ing impossible from my point of view.
*Listens to his stereo*thankyou for music |
its too warm in here :( I'm so uncomfortable
Everyone else is fine so I don't matter ¬_¬ |
You DO matter Sarah hun , could youimove to anothe room if you are on a lap top ?
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Not to my family. :/ and I can't without being screamed at :(
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can i just hide please, i sorry, i'm useess and a failure, shoud be dead
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*Hugs Jill* I love ya
*Hugs Oliver* you should NOT be dead mate , you are such a part of this online communtity . I love ya and would be crushed should you die. |
*Hugs Oliver* You shouldn't be dead. You're not useless and you're not a failure. If you feel like talking, telling us why you feel like this we'll listen, but you can just sit there and hide if you'd prefer. We'll listen when and if you're ready.
*Hugs Sarah* You do matter. Why would you be screamed at for moving? |
*cuddles Lia* For being antisocial
*cuddles Oliver* You're not useless, you're amazing and we all love you here *snuggles Mark* starting to feel a little better |
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