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Louise 05-05-2012 07:42 PM

hugs everyone

happiness...its all a lie 05-05-2012 09:33 PM

I havent been in here before please can i come in and hide for a while? x

Fire Fly 05-05-2012 10:02 PM

I havent been here either like happiness..... is it possible to come and hide for a little while?

Sorry just need to be round people who will understand whats going on :( . x

happiness...its all a lie 05-05-2012 10:03 PM

hey tinkles whats up? XX

nomophobia 05-05-2012 10:07 PM

*hugs to Happiness and Tinkles*
Welcome to VPW :)

I'm here anytime to listen and help if I can x

happiness...its all a lie 05-05-2012 10:09 PM

Thanks, i could really use a hug. Im really triggered and cant stop crying :(

Fire Fly 05-05-2012 10:12 PM

Hey guys :),
I have to make a choice whether to get the home treatment team or go inpatient :/ Has any one experienced either?

Sorry to post when i have only joint this thread... just need support. if i dont have a decision soon; they will section me :(

Sorry once again. x

nomophobia 05-05-2012 10:15 PM

Its fine to post whenever Tinkles :) I'm sorry to say I haven't experienced either, but I would suggest posting a thread asking for advice, and maybe writing a list of all the positives and negatives of both treatment options will help you decide what is best?

*hugs again* Why are you crying?

Fire Fly 05-05-2012 10:19 PM

Thanks nomophobia - im going to do the list and decide taht way i guess.

Whats up happiness? are you okay? x

happiness...its all a lie 05-05-2012 10:20 PM

tinkles - i havent had either but i rekon go for the home team that way you stay with family if thats good? and you can still see friends and family.

Thanks, i went out earlier and people made comments like shes so fat, shes an elephant, how ugly is she etc so i came home after having a panic attack walking to and in my car. Ive been so upset about it all day and this is really embarrassing but when im anxious i have an upset tummy and i had a bad accident and now im laying in bed on my own with no one to talk to i cant cope i need to cut.

nomophobia 05-05-2012 10:24 PM

I'm sorry Happiness that's really cruel of people to say to you, you don't deserve that. Everyone is beautiful in their own way and no-one has any right to judge others. We are here for you, try to resist cutting it really won't help.

Anytime Tinkles

happiness...its all a lie 05-05-2012 10:27 PM

I havent cut yet, but i have done some bruising stuff. I have had my blade with me since i got home. The thing is i believe that what they say is true i feel that i am a fat elephant and im ugly and i dont know what happened but ive never lost control of my bowels before but it just happened today and i feel like a child.

Fire Fly 05-05-2012 10:28 PM

Im really sorry Happiness that they said that to you. You dont deserve people saying rubbish like that.

Will it help talking to us in a way to keep you distracted so you dont cut? x

happiness...its all a lie 05-05-2012 10:39 PM

yes please, sorry just want to hide. I want to cut to deserve to make myself ugly to make myself scarred for life. Ive already planned that tomorrow im going to go out on my own somewhere remote but im scared ill do something stupid but people will be home and they cant know im like this.

nomophobia 05-05-2012 10:41 PM

We are here, we will try to keep you safe *hugs*
how about you change your plans and go out with a friend instead?

happiness...its all a lie 05-05-2012 10:43 PM

I dont have any friends, i have one who i was out with on friday but she doesnt know everything and she'll find it weird if i ask to go out with her again as usually its 2-3 times a month we go out. I dont want to wake up tomorrow.

Fire Fly 05-05-2012 10:46 PM

Im like you happiness in a way- I dont want home treatment team because i dont want my grandma to know whats going on. she will think im mad and psycho and she will not understand (i live with her).

Your not ugly. Everyone is beautiful. and it doesnt matter how you look on the outside its all about the inside - i know that sounds cheesy... but its true. If you have a lovely personality ( which i think you do as you tried to help me:) ) thats all that matters.

nomophobia 05-05-2012 10:50 PM

I agree with Tinkles on this, like I said before everyone is beautiful. Ok, so what else can you do tomorrow instead?

happiness...its all a lie 05-05-2012 10:54 PM

If i stay home, people will see im upset and that'll cause a problem and then ill cut, im not going anywhere busy after today so thats my only other option. Thanks twinkles for your help too, sorry im not much use. I dont have a lovely personality - im an evil self centred bitch

But if you go impatient she may feel helpless, maybe the home treatment team can help you explain to her some of your issues and how she could help you?

Fire Fly 05-05-2012 11:01 PM

I highly doubt that very much. Does your family know about your cutting? if so are they supportive? Can they help you?

Have you seen the distraction list on this website and theres a section on the forum you could check out to keep you busy to prevent it from happening...

I wouldnt tell I was going to go inpatient. I would tell her i was going to stay with my dad for a little while until i get out. He lives far away so she wont know.

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