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Doikers 01-10-2010 12:31 PM

April , April!! It's October! Don't you start your new job this month?

Scarletdreamer 01-10-2010 12:57 PM

EEEP October, totally forgot that it was the "new month" ... ughhh... yes, I do, and training is in 11 days (it starts on Jarrod's & my 2nd anniversary, grrrr). I AM TERRIFIED!!!!!!!! :'(

I should be excited... but... what if I'm a fail at my job? what if they don't like me? what if I "do it wrong"?! I'M SO SCARED!!! (and I'm not even kidding or exaggerating either, I am [almost] literally scared to death about that... :-/ ...sigh)

Mehhh. Scared scared scared... :(

Sorry, heh. :-/

Kahlia *cuddles* Glad that you may have your comp back soon(ish)!! That's good news... also good news that you've gotten so much done on your uni assignment, yey, go you!! :) I take it that you're still feeling quite like crap though, because of the crying? *extra cuddles* Wish I could help you feel better. :(

Mark, glad you got online, was getting worried. *cuddles* Sorry for the above ^^ freakout about my job, it's just that it is very very scary, probably something like your first shift at the cyber cafe except maybe even a little scarier? I dunno about that but still... eehg. :( Okay, I'll stop now, lol. >_< Any plans for the day??

Doikers 01-10-2010 01:15 PM

*Hugs April* It is TOTALLY understandable that you are scared about starting your training but I bet you will do great :) I was freaked out before my first "shift" at the cyber cafe but I survived and you will too, they will like you , you are very likeable :) You will be the best "paid Friend" North America has ever seen :D Sorry I forgot the right word for your job so put paid friend .

I am visiting my "Paid Friend" at 2pm she is nice still getting to know her though , I'm going to get wet if the rain doesn't stop in time hmmm.

Sorry to worry you :S

RYUU 01-10-2010 01:19 PM

Just back from my cpn he says that should try and not get stressed by everyday things that the voices are nothing but my own inward thoughts
how the **** would he know looks like am getting no help from him

Doikers 01-10-2010 01:36 PM

*Hugs Ryuu*Thats sucks, Can you make an emergency appointment with your Psych Dr?

RYUU 01-10-2010 01:46 PM

I think she feels the same i have no one i can turn to about this feeling like i only have one option

Doikers 01-10-2010 01:49 PM

*Hugs Ryuu* You have more than one option , You can fight this , really you CAN . You've fought it before and you're still here, it will totally get better .

MammaMia 01-10-2010 02:43 PM

*hugs April* You won't fail at your job, you'll be fantastic sweetheart. Oh I need to tell you something, must remember to tell you either via PM or Facebook :D

*hugs Mark tightly*

*hugs Kahlia* Glad you won't have to replace as much as you originally thought :D

one_step_closer 01-10-2010 05:14 PM

*hugs everyone*

How are you, Helen?

Doikers 01-10-2010 05:24 PM

*Cuddles Helen* Hows things?

*Hugs Lindsay*How are you too?

one_step_closer 01-10-2010 06:01 PM

*hugs Mark* I'm a little upset. I'm going away with the Prince's Trust next week, the last time I tried to go my Dad died so i've been thinking about him a lot.

How are you, Mark?

Sefka 01-10-2010 06:13 PM

Damn, this thread moves fast! Can only get online once or twice a day which looks like ancient history now.
Thanks for the support, Mark. I'd love to talk but feel like my mouth (and head) is stuffed with cotton wool. I need sleeeeep. Haven't slept properly for almost 2 weeks. Hope you didn't get wet going out earlier.
Ryuu - hope you're safe. Sorry you've been so let down.
April - good luck with the training!

Doikers 01-10-2010 06:17 PM

*Hugs* I'm sorry you're feeling so fragile Lindsay , what are you doing with the prices trust?
I met with Becky ( my befriender for people with mental illness) today , sort of got ALL that has happened this week off my chest over coffee/at her office , so that was cathartic I think , Now I've got the weekend all by myself which is scary but I have already got the first 4 and have bought cheap on ebay the other three "Night of the Living Dead" Movies so it's a Zombie weekend to take my mind off stress , oh and I'm going to a fair trade fair with my sister , bro in law and baby neice tomorrow :) Sorry blurted lots out.

Doikers 01-10-2010 06:20 PM

*Hugs Sefka* sorry that you're head is cotton wooly :S Have you an Camomille Tea? thats calming , maybe help you sleep , Or sprinkle Lavender oil on your pillow thats soothing I think.

SoMuchMore 01-10-2010 07:29 PM

*hugs april* i'm sure you'll do great at your job! I am always terrified the first few days/weeks of starting a new job as well, but I know you can make it threw those feeling.

*hugs mark* glad that things with becky went well. and wow! you really are going to have a zombie weekend lol. Have fun with your sister and her family at the trade fair.

*hugs helen* How r u doing? excited? I'm glad that you got your hearing aids sorted out yesterday. That must be a huge relief.

*hugs kahlia* good job on finishing (or almost finishing) your uni paper! And im glad that the computer should be less to fix than originally thought.

*hugs RYUU* I'm sorry your doctor was not helpful. Mark is right though, you can fight this. Hang in there, don't listen to the devil, he is not right in the least.

*hugs sefka* i'm sorry your head is feeling clogged and that your not sleeping well.. Yea, this place can move pretty fast. Its hard to keep up sometimes.

*hugs lindsay* i'm sorry you are feeling upset. Here if you need to talk.

Not doing well. Fought back tears all last night at work... and was then told I am design editor on sunday, which is a huge honor since the real editor is not going to be there... but that means it interferes with another meeting I have with the magazine I am web editor for, and I still need to break into that group... i am kind of an outsider there. So much so that they are ignoring my emails completely when deciding when meetings are... I told them I work at the newspaper sunday, wednesday, and thursday night... and the next email I get is a mass email that says "So from the messages I recieved thursdays don't work for people. how about sunday?" This is a technology publicity meeting... I am the web editor.. i think of all people i should be there. Anyway, some people are just annoying me like that. Sorry for the rant.

Doikers 01-10-2010 07:37 PM

*Hugs Laura* I hope you can sort out all those meetings , it sounds rather confusing :S

SoMuchMore 01-10-2010 07:42 PM

*hugs mark* its not that confusing to me.. it probably was all typed out like that though... sorry. For me, its more that people are not listening to me or taking me into any sort of consideration, which really bothers me as I am part of the staff.

Doikers 01-10-2010 07:48 PM

They should take you into consideration Laura Yes .

Doikers 01-10-2010 09:30 PM

Hmmm.... I'm starting to get urges , haven't thought about S.I. all day until this last hour or so I think ,I'm not sure how to deal with this . bed? maybe at 9pm. Divert attention by typing this ? yep . Listen to / watch music channel on the T.V.? yep hmm, think boy , think!

FlyingNy 01-10-2010 09:45 PM

Mark, do all of those things. You've resistted the urges until now and think of the victory you feel when you manage to go a whole day without harming. :) *Hugs*


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