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*BIG HUGS TO EVERYONE*
I'm heading out for the softball practice, even though we might just have a team meeting because it rained and the fields might be crap =/ Try to stay safe as much as possible, I'll be thinking of you all <3 |
I'm going to head to bed it's coming up to 11pm here and my sister is visiting tomorow morning , plus I'm tired . long horrible day, but now its over
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Kat feel free to PM me , but I'm going to bed so I'll reply tomororw ok ? I hope thats ok
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*big cuddles for all* Feel free to PM anyone.. x Mark, hope you sleep well *squishes* |
*cuddles Mark, Taz, Hels, Lindsay, Kat, Crimson, and all I'm forgetting*
Mark, love, anytime you need to talk feel free to PM me. I'm sorry I wasn't online at the time though... :( Hope you have sweet dreams and sleep well... *tucks you into your ward bed* :) Taz, I love thunder/lighting storms too. They are indeed awesome (and awe-inspiring!!) and I hope that you keep feeling a bit better... cos feeling crap isn't worth, well, crap. Hah. How are you doing now? Kat, how are you, love? how's the switching been lately? Sorry if I missed something, my brain's muzzy. :( Am blaming it on still being ill. Hels & Lindsay, I'm sorry you both feel the same way. :( Is there anything I can do to help either of you feel better? Crimson, how're you doing, sweetie? I'm so tired... just got off of WoW, it was a nice time spent playing with Jarrod. :) On my 74 going on 75 pally. It was nice. I did log into my 21 pally on Runetotem and one of the guildies wanted to talk but Jarrod didn't want to play on that server (level 20 priest of mine he'd play on), wanted to work on high levels (getting my 74 pally to 80), so yeah. Blah. I don't focus well/longterm in-game. Or IRL to be honest. Lol. *sighs and retreats to her room* :-S |
Oh, and Crimson, yeah, I'm pretty angry with my old therapist myself :'( but if I sent her what I wanted to say to her it could be considered verbal abuse. Heh. :-/ I don't even know if I should respond to that email... was mine out of bounds? I mean, I didn't say anything I oughtn't, did I? :-S
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of course mark, sleep tight. *cuddles tight*
*cuddles helen tight* it'll get better soon, it has to. That's the one thing about bad times, they can only get so bad, and once you're down there, the only way is up. *hugs taz* take care and have fun. I spy a kahlia *big squishy huggles* you be proudded if you knw what weve done and an april *cuddles* I'm okay today. Switches arn't too many, and arn't too hectic. Just the two girls out mainly, and a spot of 'miel, but no nastyness since saturday. and a ...what the? *hugs* I'm off to bed, well sleep, (i'm already there). |
*cuddles Kat* Very true sweetie. I just want to get back up now please?
*cuddles April* Just make it go away? ha |
*offers helen a hand* Come on up. It's not too bad up here, well, I can't say what it's like up the top, but this little ledge aint too bad, bit rocky and slippy and i wouldn't wanna set camp up on here, but it'll do. You're going on my prayers too, if you don't mind of course.
*wishes she had a magic wand to make everyone feel better* |
*huggles/waves at everyone*
Sorry I've been a bit of a ghost on here. Just sort of slipping in and out. Turning my computer from dual booting two different Operating Systems - Linux (Kubuntu 10.0.4) and Windows Vista 64bit - into a pure Windows Vista 64bit running across two harddrives - 500GB and 2TB - has been a tiring challenge. The full process hasn't finished. I had to completely reformat both my harddrives to the NTFS file system that Windows uses after backing up my data to a USB external drive. Then reinstall Windows on my boot partition, install the software and updates and bring across the data. Some of my data hasn't come across because of Windows little issue with not liking colons (:) in filenames. I'm going to try booting into a Live CD and renaming the files in the hope that will work. I've spent a day and a half on it so far. But ... I think that it will work. Even though I really do H.A.T.E Windows. *sigh* I'm going to start doing a Diploma of Information Technology and that means I need to be working on a Windows based system. It gets too complicated to maintain two separate O/S when they are on different partitions so I had to make the switch. Sorry if that was a bit technical. I can chuck it under a "hide" if you'd prefer me to. Anyway, feeling really tired today, but also a bit ... meh. Not really anything emotions wise. Bit of a struggle just to keep going, but too much effort to do anything to stop it. Almost disengaged if that makes sense. I don't know . . . *offers hugs and tlc in whatever form you can accept it then settles down for a quiet read* |
*cuddles you both & accepts Kat's hand up*
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*cuddles Helen*
Kat: That little ledge sounds quite nice. *offers cuddles* I spy an April!! *offers cuddles* |
*cuddles Kahlia*
A friend of 3 of my friends (if that makes sense) committed suicide yesterday, my friend's understandably really upset. Can't help wonder if it was me, whether my friend would react the same & slightly wishing it was me. I'm so horrible >.> *curls up* (edited as made mistake) |
Hels: I'm sorry to hear that. And the worst thing about suicide is that absolutely everyone who knew the person tends to take on some part of the blame - even if it's just internally. I can understand where you are coming from on "wondering if it was you and wishing it was" honey. *wanders over to you and just sits down next to you so you have someone near you*
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*cuddles Hels and Kahlia*
Just emailed my therapist again, giving her an update on me... overall it was a pretty shitty update, didn't realize how poorly I've been doing over the past months until I wrote it out. :crying: |
Thanks Kahlia. I wrote part of that post wrong, when I was talking about wondering if it was me, I meant to say wonder if she'd feel the same way if it was me. Or something like that annwyay. I didn't even know her at all. But people don't realise how far suicide affects people. they really don't.
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*hides in her hole and cries because IRL she'd rather self-destruct than cry...*
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*climbs in April's hole and cuddles her till she feels better*
*hugs Kahlia and Helen* *runs through the ward huging and waving to everyone* I spy you April, Helen and Oliver! *runs away* Time to head home and try to get the youngun done with her reading and some of her art work so I can start turning stuff in next week. On the up side I don't need to cook since I assembled the chili in the crock pot last night. *nods* |
Thanks Crimson... *cuddles back* I was beginning to wonder if I had been forgotten... or worse. :-S I know, selfish of me... but we all know I'm a selfish person. :'(
*cuddles Kahlia, Heather, and Crimson, since I spy you all!!* I just... don't know anymore. :crying: Want to cut/die so ****ing badly. |
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