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one_step_closer 11-07-2011 01:56 PM

*huge hugs*

Doikers 11-07-2011 02:09 PM

*Squishes Lindsay*

Laura2.0 11-07-2011 02:50 PM

*hugs lindsay*
*hugs mark*
*hugs heather*
*hugs miskitty*
*hugs oliver*
*hugs ian*
hope I didn't forget anyone but just in case
*hugs all*

they still want me to go inpatient. I have an appointment to talk with the inpatient person at hosp and then I get to decide if I want to go inpatient or if I don't want to.
I'm putting pressure on myself and keep thinking that if I don't go voluntarily that they are going to force me eventually.

Doikers 11-07-2011 02:56 PM

*Hugs Laura* Perhaps wait until you've spoken to the woman until you decide?

one_step_closer 11-07-2011 03:56 PM

Maybe you could try making a list of the pros and cons of going inpatient and see how you feel then. Having something down on paper can make decisions easier.

frenchhorn 11-07-2011 04:03 PM

*hugs all*

Laura I agree with Lindsay a pro and con list is a good idea.

I got called a freak on the train back to Manchester cos I was watching an opera.

one_step_closer 11-07-2011 04:36 PM

That was so horrible of them, Oliver. I hope you're ok. *hugs*

Doikers 11-07-2011 05:13 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Oliver* I'm so sorry that's so mean , don't let the bastards get you down Mate .

one_step_closer 11-07-2011 05:27 PM

Is this really me? Is this my life? I've never been 'normal.' I just want to fit in somewhere.

frenchhorn 11-07-2011 05:47 PM

*hugs Lindsay and Mark* how are you both?

one_step_closer 11-07-2011 05:49 PM

Waiting on the crisis team phoning me to tell me that i've done well by cutting my grass today. I don't feel like i've done well. I am a fraud living in an alien world.

How are you doing, Oliver?

frenchhorn 11-07-2011 05:55 PM

*hugs Lindsay*

I'm not doing so great, I want to OD, but have to go buy the tablets tomorrow.

one_step_closer 11-07-2011 06:12 PM

What's making you want to OD?

frenchhorn 11-07-2011 06:14 PM

really strong urges to do it, I can't explain them I just need to OD, its like a force acting over me making me do it.

Doikers 11-07-2011 06:18 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*
<---- you two are very dear to me , PM box always open
<---- You are always there for me :)
*Hugs Oliver*

PoisonedApple 11-07-2011 06:19 PM

*hugs everyone and goes to lay down in a dark room*
Sorry everyone, I can't even focus enough to get caught up and do replies.
*hopes the migraine goes away during my VPW nap*

Doikers 11-07-2011 06:24 PM

*Hugs Crimson* *Hugs your Head*

one_step_closer 11-07-2011 06:27 PM

Oliver, I understand that feeling. It's horrible but please remember that you don't need to act on it. You are in control.

Thanks Mark *hugs back*

Crimson, I hope you feel better soon.

frenchhorn 11-07-2011 06:31 PM

*hugs Crimson, Mark and Lindsay*

I'm off now to my trans swimming group, have a good evening/morning all.

Cazki 11-07-2011 07:25 PM

Hey everyone :)

Apart from family (and my parents obviously) which most of them live quite a long way away i have no one. I do have one person who i really like and i talk to them quite alot. We have been talking for quite sometime and are hoping to meet soon.

*Hugs Oliver* I'm so sorry about the person who was nasty to you Oliver

*Hugs Mark* How are you?

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you doing?

one_step_closer 11-07-2011 07:42 PM

Oliver, I hope you enjoy the swimming.

Ian, i'm sorry you don't have many people to talk to. I know how that feels. I'm always here if you need me.

I'm not really sure how i'm feeling.

aklx 11-07-2011 08:33 PM

I cut last night. First time in weeks. Tired of this ****.

flutterby butterfly 11-07-2011 09:22 PM

*hugs Mrs Pan* xxxxx

one_step_closer 11-07-2011 09:23 PM

I'm sorry to hear that *hugs* Do you want to talk about anything?

I think i'm close to cutting too. I need something.

flutterby butterfly 11-07-2011 09:24 PM

Oliver - if watching an opera makes you a freak, the unfortunately I'm a total freak too! I watch ballet as well, that probably makes me uberfreaky? So sorry, people are such jerks!

*hugs to everyone* How we doing guys? x

flutterby butterfly 11-07-2011 09:27 PM


Originally Posted by one_step_closer (Post 2883283)
I'm sorry to hear that *hugs* Do you want to talk about anything?

I think i'm close to cutting too. I need something.

Anything I can help with? xxxx

one_step_closer 11-07-2011 09:29 PM

Thanks, but i'm not sure that anyone can help. I'm very suicidal. I just need something to tide me over until I get things sorted.

How are you?

flutterby butterfly 11-07-2011 09:36 PM

pretty much the same. coping tho. Listening to Nessun Dorma. it's my favourite piece of music ever.

Hope you manage to get things sorted <3

one_step_closer 11-07-2011 09:39 PM

Thank you. I hope you feel better soon.

Doikers 11-07-2011 09:59 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

*Hugs Mara*

Doikers 11-07-2011 10:11 PM

Night My Wardies *Hugs*

Laura2.0 11-07-2011 10:37 PM

*hugs oliver*
*hugs mark*
*hugs crimson*
*hugs lindsay*
*hugs ian*
*hugs pan*
*hugs mara*

Pro inpatient:
it's faster than outpatient
I can't run from my problems and myself
others with similar problems would be there = not alone

I'm really really scared
my dad doesn't know anything about anything
I couldn't run from my problems and myself
I couldn't SI
they usually don't let people restrict or purge I guess
everybody would know

frenchhorn 11-07-2011 10:59 PM

*hugs Laura* I hope the talk with the inpatient lady goes ok tomorrow.

*hugs Mara* I love ballet as well, so we can be uberfreaky together and btw Nessun Dorma is a great piece of music.

*hugs Lindsay* I hope you managed to get through the night without cutting, you can be strong and beat this.

*hugs Mark* night.

*hugs Mrs Pan* I'm sorry you cut, how are you feeling now?

*hugs Ian* I'm always here if you want someone to talk to.

Laura2.0 11-07-2011 11:19 PM

*hugs Oliver* it's in 2 weeks. I still have enough time to freak out about it and panick and scare myself even more. lol

frenchhorn 12-07-2011 12:06 AM

*hugs Laura* ooops I thought it was tomorrow for some reason! well I hope it goes well when it comes.

Cazki 12-07-2011 12:12 AM

*hugs Laura*

*hugs Mara*

*hugs Lindsay*

*hugs Mark* night mate

*hugs Mrs Pan*

*hugs Oliver* Thanks :)

flutterby butterfly 12-07-2011 12:16 AM

woohoo! I have an uberfreaky buddy.

Laura: hope it goes well hun. Hopefully talking to her will put your mind at ease.

I am currently sat on my bed with one of my rat boys cuddled into me. I am constantly amazed at how much better animals can make you feel.

frenchhorn 12-07-2011 12:27 AM

awww a rat. I really want to get a hamster, but scared of what my mum will say. Don't know why I am as I live on my own.

flutterby butterfly 12-07-2011 01:56 AM

I have 14 rats lol, I adore them, they're the best pets ever - altho mine are totally mental (wonder where they got that from). Just do it! She can say what she likes but if you already have him/her nothing you can do then is there? :)

risenfromperdition 12-07-2011 02:35 AM

*hugs everyone*
maaaark i dislike you :P
you getta see lovely person 'fore me *sulks* :P

misskitty112 12-07-2011 05:44 AM

*hugs ward*
I have to be up in a few hours. :/

SoMuchMore 12-07-2011 06:55 AM

*hugs all* just letting u all know I prolly won't be around much in the next few days bc I don't have Internet access.. We had a huge storm and a bunch of ppl are without power/cable/Internet. Hopefully it'll get fixed soon.. I'll still check my PM box via phone if anyone needs anything. Stay safe!

risenfromperdition 12-07-2011 08:05 AM

*snuggles with felicia and kissies*
have fuuuuuuuuuuuun =]

[hiiii laura]

Doikers 12-07-2011 09:18 AM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Heather* I do! :P I don't disslike you though :)

*Hugs Felicia* <3

*Hugs Laura*

HildaOgden 12-07-2011 10:00 AM

I feel so alone and frightened.

Doikers 12-07-2011 10:02 AM

*Hugs Journeyofdiscovery if okay* Hi I'm Mark :)

one_step_closer 12-07-2011 11:22 AM

You're not alone here, journeyofdiscovery.

aklx 12-07-2011 11:32 AM

Hi all.
Haven't slept all night. Want to crawl into bed now but I have stuff to do today. I just want to cancel, I know I shouldn't, I don't know what to do.

Doikers 12-07-2011 11:59 AM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

aklx 12-07-2011 12:04 PM

*hugs Mark*

Just want to give up, to be honest.

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