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shadow13 15-03-2011 12:44 AM

Listening to keep holding on, having a mini emotional break down in my head. Don't wanna sleep, don't want the darkness to return. but i dont want this blissful but lonely nothingness to continue. :crying:

Cazki 15-03-2011 12:55 AM

:sad: im sorry just struggling. I wish i was dead, i really do. I cant fight this anymore.

misskitty112 15-03-2011 12:56 AM

*hugs ward*

I'm just gonna crawl in here and be useless for a while *curls up in the corner*

ˈsäləˌterē 15-03-2011 12:57 AM

Shad, that reminded me of post my little sister made on facebook today. It says, with the silence comes the dark, with the dark comes the fear. I can be alone. I can be fearless. I think it may be lyrics to a song. You ok hun?

shadow13 15-03-2011 01:01 AM

no, not really but being able to talk to you guys until exhaustion finally settles in is all i need. :')

ˈsäləˌterē 15-03-2011 01:01 AM

Atlantica, I understand how ya feel hun. I really do! Don't give up though. Just take a break from fighting n rest for while.

~Hugs Felicia huney~ you ok? Here's a soft fluffy blanket to snuggle up in.

shadow13 15-03-2011 01:05 AM

*curls up in the corner of of ward on a black blanket and gazes blankly out the window* I really should go to sleep, I have school... :s

ˈsäləˌterē 15-03-2011 01:18 AM

Go to sleep Shad. You need the rest!

misskitty112 15-03-2011 01:20 AM

*hugs Solo* I'm not so okay. Thanks for the blanket.
*curls up*

ˈsäləˌterē 15-03-2011 01:35 AM

Anything ya wanna talk about Felicia, either here or in pm?

misskitty112 15-03-2011 01:43 AM

I'll PM you, Solo.

BWchick 15-03-2011 02:16 AM

*Hugs atlantica* it will be ok sweety! remember this too will pass! keep holding on!

*snuggles felicia* you ok my friend? need to talk or pm?

misskitty112 15-03-2011 02:22 AM

*hugs* I'll be okay. watching the first season of House on DVD with my roomie as a distraction.

ˈsäləˌterē 15-03-2011 02:27 AM

Good job Felicia! You're in control huney!

BWchick 15-03-2011 02:28 AM

ah! love that show! I'm glad you'll be ok! *huggles back* I'll be here for a little while so just holler if you need a good glomp :)

ˈsäləˌterē 15-03-2011 02:29 AM

BWchick, how are you hun?

BWchick 15-03-2011 02:31 AM

good! a little upset with my parents though. I've always told them my issues and I told them that I found a site that is helping me, but they think that this isn't safe.... phooey!

ˈsäləˌterē 15-03-2011 02:44 AM

That's fantastic that you're able to talk to them openly about things! What are their concerns about the site?

BWchick 15-03-2011 02:46 AM

they are worried that there will be creepers or stalkers who will try and get me to do bad things like kill or something. I mean I'm glad they are worried because that means that they care, but I trust you guys.

ˈsäləˌterē 15-03-2011 02:51 AM

I'm so glad you trust us! My parents are concerned too, but I've been around for quite a while now n I can honestly say, that I have never seen anything like that on here. No matter where anybody is in their journey, they always encourage others to heal n recover. Maybe you could show your parents some posts that would comfort them.

BWchick 15-03-2011 02:56 AM

my dad will probably look at it. whenever I am on something new he usualy checks on it. I told him the site name and knows that I am a young adult and can look ouut for myself. I just love this place because I can tell people my problems and listen to theirs. all while snuggling in a corner with a fluffy blanket and my stuffed teddy!

ˈsäləˌterē 15-03-2011 03:05 AM

You're really blessed! This place n the wonderful people here really are awesome! No matter what your issues. You will find someone who can relate and understand. You will never be judged and will always be encouraged. It's a safe place in an unsafe world!

BWchick 15-03-2011 03:16 AM

thank you soooo much! I didn't know how long I would stay in the ward, but I like you guys :) I think i'll stick around for a while :)

ˈsäləˌterē 15-03-2011 03:21 AM

You're welcome hun! We're all glad you're comfortable! Stay as long as you like!

BWchick 15-03-2011 03:34 AM

*yawn* ahh! with that I shall curl up with my blankey and sleep. goodnight everyone *hugz all then goes and sleeps in a corner*

Doikers 15-03-2011 09:06 AM

*Hugs Jill*
*Hugs Lia*
*Hugs Meganna* Hello , I am Mark :)
*Hugs Ian*
*Hugs Solo* A safe Place in an Unsafe World , How insightful and true!
*Hugs Shad*
*Hugs Felicia*

Doikers 15-03-2011 09:13 AM

I get back from my parents, There is a letter for the previous tennant , I am so fed up of shoving these back in the mail that I open it only for it to be threatening Him (Well this Address) With Baliffs! For HIS Debt , What sort of ****ing thing is going on here? I've sent 7,8,9 letter back with "Not at this Address" written all over them , ~Now I am SO very anxious I cut , On my chest of all places , ****! I took Diaz , Kick in NOW!, I bathed got out of bed half dressed and HAD to cut , I'm so sorry

Cazki 15-03-2011 09:24 AM

Not feeling great but a little better than last night.

*Hugs Mark* I'm sorry you cut Mark :(

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Shadow*

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Meganna*

Doikers 15-03-2011 10:39 AM

*Hugs Ian* Thanks , I'm glad you feel a little better at least :)

ˈsäləˌterē 15-03-2011 11:22 AM

~Hugs Mark~ Thanks Hun! Im so sorry you felt like you had to cut!

~Hugs Ian~ I'm glad you feel some better Hun! It's a step in the right direction at least.

Doikers 15-03-2011 11:29 AM

*Squishes Solo*

youngatheart 15-03-2011 12:01 PM

Hey everyone, how are you today?

Doikers 15-03-2011 12:44 PM

*Hugs Sam* Very Tired and trying not to get stressed :S How are you ?

ˈsäləˌterē 15-03-2011 01:53 PM

Thanks for the squishes Mark! ~Squishes ya back~

Hey Sam, how ya doin today?

one_step_closer 15-03-2011 02:09 PM

*hugs everyone*

ˈsäləˌterē 15-03-2011 03:15 PM

~Hugs Lindsay~

Doikers 15-03-2011 04:17 PM

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Lindsay*

How is everyone?

PoisonedApple 15-03-2011 04:49 PM

*waves to Meganna* I'm Crimson.
*leaves hugs and care packages in a heap then places smores with strawberries on the table*

one_step_closer 15-03-2011 04:52 PM

My rash is really bugging me and is contributing to my suicidal feelings. It's always either itchy or painful and is generally uncomfortable. I'm seeing my doctor about it on Thursday and hopefully she will refer me to a dermatologist.

How are you now, Mark?

How are you, Crimson?

Doikers 15-03-2011 04:58 PM

Waking up a bit Lindsay and being less tired has sent me into stress / anxiety , further increased by the fact that My Dinner didn't defrost so I have to eat somthing else tonight , which is no big deal but I am so pissed off , Ugh!

*Hugs Crimson* Felicia taught me what smores are on Saturday (I think)

PoisonedApple 15-03-2011 05:22 PM

Tired and cranky but prepared for the day (mostly).
The following content has been hidden - Reason : ramblings
Kinda proud of me... I managed to clean most of my kitchen last night (i cleaned the counters, sink, stove and all the dishes and wiped down a couple appliances and put away some of the clutter from my counters... i also swept but still need to mop and wipe down the windows and cabinets.) before bed i started today's dinner in the crock pot, set out the kid's breakfast and vitamins, packed their lunch and mine (and their aunt's since she'll be over), put stuff in the bread machine to make cinnamon craisin bread (it was too late in the day to make it by hand... no time for it to rise if i was getting any sleep last night), got out my clothes for today and still only made it to bed an hour late...(felt like on time but my body is still adjusting to the whole daylight savings shift...). All of that leaves me more time today to throw laundry in, go grocery shopping, figure out tomorrow's dinner, pack the kid's lunch and mine again and mayhaps make more bread but still having time to take a shower tonight too. i have been trying to do the whole flylady baby steps and 15 minutes at a time thing but i get sooooooooo overwhelmed with everyone in the house and me not being at home to clean the messes as they happen so instead of following her zone cleaning I've changed it to cleaning one room at a time until it's done rather than for a week then moving on. that way i can get everything done and when I'm caught up and decluttered and whatnot i figure then it won't overwhelm me to work on cleaning one room for a week and moving on to another room. *nods* and I'm not feeling guilty about it!
past that it's kinda hit and miss... getting overly frustrated with trying to buy this house. not getting enough time to do my own job since i'm covering other people's jobs and then getting overwhelmed and not wanting to do my own job because of it piling up, etc etc
How are you Lindsay? Mark?

PoisonedApple 15-03-2011 05:26 PM

*shakes head* i almost lost that post due to forgetting to press the remember me button when logging in...
Anywho... Mark, could you thaw it by putting it in a bag in hot water? or too close to dinner time?
ps~smores are delicious and the ones with fresh warmed strawberries inside are just dreamy :D

Doikers 15-03-2011 05:38 PM

Way to go on getting all that cleaning done Crimson Hun!
I'm having Pasta tonight now , and I'll have my Dhal tomorrow when It BETTER be thawed :P . I made it from scratch and froze portions :) On a day I was motivated, rare , those are :S

Louise 15-03-2011 06:07 PM

hugs everyone

I like pasta, eat a lot of it

Doikers 15-03-2011 06:13 PM

Me too Louise :)

PoisonedApple 15-03-2011 07:45 PM

pasta is a good fall back dinner :) what kind of dahl? my favorite (of the ones i've had) is dahl makhani :)

Edit~ and thanks for the way to go :)

Doikers 15-03-2011 07:57 PM

I don't know it's Indian Name Crimson , It's a Mixed vegetable Dahl, With whatever vegetable I could get in it with yellow split peas , It cooked for like 2 hours I think , It's nice from what I recall, I will eat it tomorrow with Cous Cous and a Naan bread . What does Makhani mean? I'm Vegetarian so if I'ts meat that's why I don't know it. You are welcome , It sounded like quite the task Crimson! I suck at cleaning :S Little and often or I get overwhelmed.

*Night Time Hugs My Wardies*

BWchick 15-03-2011 08:19 PM

Hugs all* hello!! How is. Everyone today? I'm nervous

Louise 15-03-2011 08:21 PM

hugs Magana how are you

PoisonedApple 15-03-2011 08:23 PM

the literal translation of mahkani is buttery but I only ever knew of it because I used to work in an indian restaurant (and now my spice cabinet has garam masala in it lol) the one they made where i worked was a lot like this one. Hmmm... now I wanna make some :)

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