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SoMuchMore 30-06-2011 12:42 AM

Hi everyone

*leaves hugs*

risenfromperdition 30-06-2011 12:59 AM

i loves all of you lotslots. =]

YodaBearInterrupted 30-06-2011 01:07 AM

I dislike being on the edge. Its like the urge to hurt is there for so long and so much its really difficult to resist. Sigh. Don't know how much longer that can go on for

frenchhorn 30-06-2011 01:17 AM

Hey Laura *hugs* how are you?

Heather!! *hugs* how are you? not seen you around in ages

*hugs Matt* urges are hard to deal with, but keep staying strong, I'm here if you need someone to talk to

Cazki 30-06-2011 01:38 AM

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Shattered1*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Matt*

risenfromperdition 30-06-2011 01:40 AM

im....ok. hows you oliver?

frenchhorn 30-06-2011 01:52 AM

*hugs Heather* I'm not doing so great, just trying to take it one hour at a time cos I really want to OD again.
that ok doesnt sound too good, i'm here if you want to talk.

*hugs Ian* hows you?

risenfromperdition 30-06-2011 02:17 AM

right back atcha re talking <3

Antebellum 30-06-2011 02:58 AM

*hugs Oliver*

*hugs everyone*

I'm sorry about names... they've all escaped my brain tonight :/

I haven't hurt myself in a long time, I just can't seem to stop thinking about doing it again. its happening all the time and i'm starting to worry myself. I used to feel this way when i self harmed and back then I would just give in. I'm trying to ignore it as I feel like I have some self control over my urges now but Its always on my mind and I'm getting really wound up and short tempered.

Things haven't been easy over the last few months and I just don't want to go back to how I was. My brain keeps telling me it will help but I know its just going to cause me to spiral out of control again.

I really did think I had my feelings under control. It scares me that this is going to go on forever. I can't cope with it.

shattered1 30-06-2011 05:06 AM

*waves hi* to everyone
then curls up in corner and wishes she could just disappear

Doikers 30-06-2011 10:19 AM

*Hugs Crimson* Thanks for the confetti :)

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Heather* :)

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Rhi*

*Hugs Shattered1*

Spacegirlnz 30-06-2011 10:36 AM

*hugs back to everyone*

Quote:

Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2869560)
*waves to spacegirlnz* Hi I'm Mark :)

Hey!
Quote:

Originally Posted by one_step_closer (Post 2869584)
Hi Emma, i'm Lindsay.

Hey!
Quote:

Originally Posted by Rhi89 (Post 2870499)
*hugs Oliver*

*hugs everyone*

I'm sorry about names... they've all escaped my brain tonight :/

I haven't hurt myself in a long time, I just can't seem to stop thinking about doing it again. its happening all the time and i'm starting to worry myself. I used to feel this way when i self harmed and back then I would just give in. I'm trying to ignore it as I feel like I have some self control over my urges now but Its always on my mind and I'm getting really wound up and short tempered.

Things haven't been easy over the last few months and I just don't want to go back to how I was. My brain keeps telling me it will help but I know its just going to cause me to spiral out of control again.

I really did think I had my feelings under control. It scares me that this is going to go on forever. I can't cope with it.

Omg. You seriously have just written down what I'm feeling too. It's driving me more crazy that I already am. And I've not had counseling or whatever in ages, and GPs never listen to me, so I don't even want to try to get help, which makes things even worse.

Doikers 30-06-2011 12:24 PM

*Hugs Emma if hugs are okay*

*Spots and squishes Lindsay* How are you hun ?

one_step_closer 30-06-2011 12:26 PM

Hey everyone.

I'm so close to overdosing. I don't really care but i'm worried about having to go and get myself checked over because I know that I will be treated like dirt. Maybe I should just not bother getting medical attention. If I die my brother will eventually get over it.

How are you, Mark?

Laura2.0 30-06-2011 12:58 PM

*hugs all* How are you all??
*hugs Lindsay* Don't OD please. What makes you feel like you need to OD?

sorry I'm not doing individuals.
I had a little accident, when I was riding my bike earlier today I kind of hit a trashcan and fell and scraped my right ellbow and foot so I suck at typing.
Today feels almost as ****ed up as yesterday. So much **** going on it's almost funny.

Doikers 30-06-2011 02:27 PM

Please seek medical attention if you OD Lindsay *Humongous Hugs*

*Hugs Laura* I'm sorry you had an accident hun :(

I am weak , I was out so I bought drink, I hate myself sometimes.

Louise 30-06-2011 06:33 PM

hugs everyone

PoisonedApple 30-06-2011 07:19 PM

ok... i"m gonna restart my comp in hopes it fixes my keyboard and mouse and try to redo my post...

Doikers 30-06-2011 08:30 PM

*hugs Louise*

*Hugs Crimson*

PoisonedApple 30-06-2011 08:33 PM

ok... 4 hours of intermittent reading, 2 computer restarts and a staff meeting later... the only thing I remember I was going to say was:
Just because you gave in and bought it doesn't mean you have to drink it, Mark *squishes* or for that matter you could give it to a friend or family as a gift if it's a kind they like... :)


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