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midnightphoenix 12-02-2013 10:01 PM

*breaks down completely*

*begs the psychs to put her out of her misery*

nomophobia 12-02-2013 10:06 PM

*hugs tighter* I'm here for you

angeldevil123 12-02-2013 11:26 PM

Angeldevil checks in to the ward

inkyspider 13-02-2013 12:51 AM

It's been a long time since i was even on RYL. I feel bad only checking in for support, but i just need to check in here for a while.

risenfromperdition 13-02-2013 02:46 AM

Hi! <3 you can talk to me on fb if wanna (its heather- horseridinbbe)

K8EB 16-02-2013 06:59 AM

Should have checked in two weeks ago, but convinced myself I didn't need to!.
I'm staying in bed and will emerge only to take my medication, give hugs and scribble in my journal daily.
While I'm here I'm also hugging those of you who need and want them - midnight star wish I'd seen your post sooner - extra hugs for you xxx

midnightphoenix 16-02-2013 11:30 AM

*checks in pleading to be killed* :crying:

xxjuliexx 16-02-2013 12:05 PM


Originally Posted by midnight-star (Post 3509037)
*checks in pleading to be killed* :crying:

*shakes head* we love u

*cuddles mightnight very tight*

angeldevil123 17-02-2013 10:50 AM

I should note here anymore I should b dead it's not like I'm missed my friends don't give a **** I'm just a waste of human being

midnightphoenix 17-02-2013 02:12 PM

*checks in again then awaits her punishment*

m0nk 17-02-2013 02:40 PM

there is no punishment. it's only hugs and cookies :D

K8EB 18-02-2013 05:13 PM

Poked my head from under my duvet. Writes in journal. Goes over to give AngelDevil a hug or an arm squeeze if you think I don't know you well enough and say 'What a cool name! and by the way you are a beautiful, sensitive and priceless person who deserves compassion from yourself not hate.' Hugs.
And the same goes for you Midnight-Star! xx

iamuseless 18-02-2013 07:52 PM

gives hugs to anyone who wants one,

let me die i need to die need to punish now but poxy pyscs wont let me or i will be in real ward and not virtal ward

Slip 18-02-2013 09:35 PM

I think this might be the safest place for Slip right now :(

Emo 19-02-2013 09:08 PM

Voices are really loud ...av put my music up in my headphones hopefully it helps

LizzieRose 20-02-2013 08:56 PM

*checks in and sits in the corner*

angeldevil123 21-02-2013 11:06 AM

Gives tiger a well needed hug and cuddles and tells him he's gonna be alright

K8EB 21-02-2013 04:16 PM

Hey tigger, slip, emo and Alexis hugs for all of you. We'll get through this xxx

m0nk 22-02-2013 03:04 AM


nightcore. bout fighting darkness demons devils etc etc. makes you better ;D

almost beats as fast as my racing thoughts. ;D

m0nk 22-02-2013 07:01 AM

i went a picked up my alexander cross yersterday. i fickled with it and broke it had to pay 240,-NOK to get it fixed. BUT!"!" that is actually 240,-NOK of pure sparkling silver so now in my head thinks that i can call my self half elf. HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA pure silver drops in a 925 (think tha'ts pure silver atleast) necklace.

and i had a party on wednesday and some guy was on the coach with some girl and a other dude was outside on the porch(veranda) with a other girl and they closed the veranda door and the bottom glass pane broke and shattered into pieces out of nowhere and there was glass everywhere had to clean it up with a broom and a plastic bag. had to vacuum the whole living room and shake the carpet outside. so here is the potential new tv table http://www.mobelringen.no/kolleksjon...1/nb?REF=32541 gonna look good besides my 47"LG.

i think i took too much mescaline that time. my thoughts never seem to slow down or stop for one second.

midnightphoenix 22-02-2013 05:58 PM

*checks in and curls up by the heater*

m0nk 22-02-2013 08:49 PM

*puts cookies and chocolate on table and a mug of water and some plastic cups*

LizzieRose 23-02-2013 09:21 PM

... Where can I go to sleep?

angeldevil123 23-02-2013 10:52 PM

Reckons the only place I should be right now is a psych ward to get my head straightened out and for safety reasons

midnightphoenix 24-02-2013 05:32 PM

Checking in because apparently I'm selfish for wanting to help others and no one cares about my pain.

*goes to the corner and hurts herself before the psychs get to see her tool*

angeldevil123 24-02-2013 06:57 PM

Checking in but wants to go to sleep and never wakeup

YodaBearInterrupted 25-02-2013 06:36 PM

*hugs for all*

*replenishes the cookies and chocolate that m0nk put out earlier*

Too many nightmares, too many people in my mind fighting for control... make them stop before I go crazy

angeldevil123 25-02-2013 08:06 PM

I don't know how much I can take this emotional pain

nomophobia 26-02-2013 08:08 PM

*checks in* I'm staying here until this weekend is finally over

midnightphoenix 01-03-2013 10:23 AM

*checks in* I really feel the need to hurt myself or die right now

sapphire hearts 03-03-2013 08:33 PM

*checks in* Just gonna stay here. Safe here.
*snuggles in blankets*

Slip 03-03-2013 08:37 PM

I don't think I can do this much longer. I've been trying to tell my wife all weekend, but I can't find the words....I'm scared. I don't know what to do...

midnightphoenix 03-03-2013 10:24 PM

Here's the safest place for the midnightphoenix right now

EyesShiningCame 05-03-2013 05:53 AM

Oh man, maybe this is what I needed... Break out the coloring pages and ginger ale! :P

angeldevil123 05-03-2013 05:21 PM

Checks in again it's gonna be a long couple of days

Laura2.0 08-03-2013 02:25 PM

checks in.

How are you all?

K8EB 09-03-2013 07:33 AM

I'm fine. I've been back a little while on day release.....
Higs for slip, angeldevil, eyeshining and Laura.

Heaven20 10-03-2013 04:18 AM


Originally Posted by EyesShiningCame (Post 3523519)
Oh man, maybe this is what I needed... Break out the coloring pages and ginger ale! :P

COLORING BOOKS!!! *five year old face*

-rocks back and forth- Can't I stay here and not see the mummy-in-law tomorow with all the evil food and social interaction, ontop of a chest infection. Wahhhhhh !!! :-( :-( :-(

yoyogirl 10-03-2013 12:47 PM

Don't think I will be out for a while heads a crazy mess right now

m0nk 10-03-2013 11:01 PM

You asked me to show you.
To show you the angel you saw in my eyes.
Not caring if the angel has been lost.
Thinking of selfish desires.
Not caring that the angel has been shot down.
Running underneath a darkening sky.
You were the one who shot the arrow.
The arrow that pierced my armour of sorrow.
Not caring what happened to the angel who fell.
I changed for you.
I change for you.

You are not satisfied.
What do you want me to do?
Clear the road ahead of you?
Destroy myself as you destroy me?
Day by day, I change.
Day by day, I go on.
This is the only thing I want to know.
What do you want of me?

Why don't you leave me now?
Why don't you let me leave?
I have nothing left to give.
Why do you keep asking for more?
Running around in your garden.
Seeing only the green and not the fading yellow.
Looking around, you see nothing, but what you wish.
Closing the final gate. So I can never go away.
If only my wings were still here.
As I died, I became human.
As I watched you play your game.
I died.

You are telling me to look around.
Look at all the green.
Yet all I see, are the winternights coming with speed of light.
There is nothing left for me to have here.
There is nothing I can do.
There is nothing you see.
As I time after time try to escape.
You find me, hiding in the bullets between our fights.
You see me but fail to see the bullets that were a part of me.
Thinking once again that all is well, you run around in your garden, as I watch you play.

Still I keep trying to escape. though I know that I can't.
Still I try.
I'll protect you from anything but yourself.
You are lost within your wishes.
You wish to fade, though you do not see those who have the need of it.
Still you wish to fade, though you have no reason to.

I am all the fake things you despise.
Though you don't see.
You fail to see that I changed from what I used to be.
You fail to notice that you changed me.
I know that I see what you are.
Just a child playing in the garden of life.
Playing with things best left alone.
But I know you must have your own experience.
I can't stop you, though I should.
I know I can run away.
I know I should.
Though I know I can't.

Some things are what they are.
And there is nothing more I can do.
And there is no reason for me to linger.
Though I do.

As I sit and watch you play, I see another angel.
One who is falling onto the earth.
As I watch him fall.
I see the arrow that pierced his armour.
And I know that he is doomed to the same as I.
I know that he will sit and watch someone play.
Though I hope he will keep his wings.

YodaBearInterrupted 13-03-2013 06:14 PM

*hugs all in here and puts some goodies and drinks on the table*

Not good... not in a good place right now. Barely holdong it together at work

yoyogirl 14-03-2013 04:15 PM

I think I need some valium

insidemyhead 15-03-2013 04:07 PM

*checks in and curls up in duvet* not safe right now *offers everyone hot chocolate* it's raining today calls for hot chocolate *nods* how is everyone coping?

YodaBearInterrupted 15-03-2013 05:16 PM

*hugs skinnylove and insidemyhead* - hope that's okay

YUM HOT CHOCOLATE! :P. *puts lots and lots of marshiemallows in*

I am not coping well... frustrated, enraged, and I feel a bit of psychosis coming :(

K8EB 16-03-2013 06:59 AM

That's a beautiful piece Monk.
I'm fine.
Hugs for everyone and hope the weekend goes okay.

yoyogirl 16-03-2013 08:16 AM

Still nit mentally coping

insidemyhead 16-03-2013 12:51 PM

*accepts hugs and hugs back* sorry to hear you're not well and that psychosis maybe coming, just know it's safe in here, nothing can hurt you x

*offers skinnylove teddy and hugs* do you want to talk? x

yoyogirl 16-03-2013 01:05 PM

I can't take this anymore i want harm myself i handle the numbness and feeling emotion less and empty/dead inside..
oh crap my heads one big crazy mess

yoyogirl 16-03-2013 02:03 PM

where is that bloody cup of tea i need my caffeine fix quite urgently

midnightphoenix 16-03-2013 03:23 PM

I really need to hurt myself right now :(

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