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Killer Queen 14-11-2012 05:09 PM

<crashes into the thread with a duvet and pillow>


YodaBearInterrupted 15-11-2012 03:13 AM

*hugs Katie* I hope you feel better hun

Hi Celtic *hugs if okay*

m0nk 16-11-2012 06:03 AM

soothinglycalming :D still feels like a headcrab sits on my head. . video is calming.

YodaBearInterrupted 16-11-2012 04:35 PM

*hugs m0nk* hope that's okies :)

*leavs some goodies on the table - brownies, choc chip cookies, chip and drinks*

I feel trapped with the end of the road coming up quickly :(

sapphire hearts 18-11-2012 02:56 AM

*hugs Matt*

Apparently I dissociated and actually cut myself in the middle of a club. F*ck. Then, supposedly, came home and cut some more. I remember going into the club, then I remember looking at my arm in my room and realising I needed stitches. Feel so hopeless right now.

Killer Queen 19-11-2012 12:05 PM

That sounds horrid sapphire hearts :( How are you feeling now? I hope you're okay!

Been having a really sh*t day. Really want to curl up and forget the stupid world. Hate my moods.

sapphire hearts 19-11-2012 01:30 PM

thanks celtic *offers safe hugs* wasn't fun.

Sorry your day is **** - hope things improve for you x

YodaBearInterrupted 19-11-2012 05:50 PM

*hugs Katie and Celtic* I hope both of your days get better :)

I wish I could have a good day for once without looking over my shoulder and hoping no one is watching me

sapphire hearts 22-11-2012 10:04 PM

*hugs Matt* someday you won't have to look over your shoulder, I promise. Hope things get better for you sweetie.

YodaBearInterrupted 24-11-2012 07:02 AM

*hugs Katie* I hope that will be true someday. Things fluctuate for me it seems like on an hourly basis... sometimes I am fine and then i end up depressed/angry over something... ugh. Wish it would all go away... wish I could just go away for a while

sapphire hearts 24-11-2012 12:16 PM

Cut the deepest I ever have last night. Can now barely walk. All stitched up and nowhere to go... Except my eight and a half hour bar shift tonight. Not sure how I'm going to deal with that, frankly. I'm so screwed up right now.

raining_inmyhead 24-11-2012 10:59 PM

I cant stop crying... I am so tired and so stressed... my head hurts so bad and I just wish I could self destruct... blah... fun times

YodaBearInterrupted 27-11-2012 08:23 PM

*hugs Katie* hope the bar shift went okies. How are you feeling today?

*hugs raining_inmy head if okay* what's making you so stressed?

sapphire hearts 27-11-2012 09:18 PM

*hugs raining* what's up sweetie?

*hugs Matt* A&E two nights in a row :( not good. Stressed out because my partner for tomorrow's presentation dropped out at the last minute without doing any work, so have to try and do it myself.

How are you doing sweetheart? xx

raining_inmyhead 01-12-2012 09:08 PM

Hugs all,

Hope everyone is safe...

Fun times, realising you are completely alone... No one to talk to at all...
I need to learn to deal with me myself... Hmm...

raining_inmyhead 01-12-2012 09:10 PM

Checks in for a few days... And puts the kettle on...

one_step_closer 05-12-2012 06:44 PM

It's very quiet in here.

Sorry i've been awol, was in hospital for 12 weeks.

Synthetisk 06-12-2012 01:11 AM

Back in again.

Had a bit of a relapse last week- nothing too serious, but I'm still upset it happened.

I also have a friend calling me selfish and a terrible person because I won't go drinking with her, even though I'm barely managing to make it to lectures right now let alone socialise.

shipwrecked 10-12-2012 01:40 AM

/crashes in the corner

i always let myself be forgotten on the back burner.
maybe i just need the time... here... to pull myself back together. remind myself that i'm important enough for the front lines.

MedicAsh 10-12-2012 03:12 AM

I think I better check in for a while. I have been lurking but need some kindness.

*Brings in fuzzy warm blanket, peppermint tea, and fluffy pillow*

Synthetisk 15-12-2012 01:05 AM

*offers tea to everyone*

it's a rough time. i'm so stressed. *hides under blanket*

chemistrymonkey 22-12-2012 07:34 AM

checking in

Gem-Louise 22-12-2012 05:03 PM

* curls up *
Don't feel safe hurt myself things too bad :(

midnightphoenix 22-12-2012 08:33 PM

*sneaks in and curls up in the corner* I am so tempted to go get a tool out tonight ...........

raining_inmyhead 23-12-2012 11:06 PM

*leaves a box of hugs on the table*

(So unhappy and alone tonight, I need to stay here a while)

sapphire hearts 29-12-2012 05:40 AM

Checking in. Possibly permanently. Everything is so f*cked up right now.

risenfromperdition 29-12-2012 04:41 PM

*snugs katie*

sapphire hearts 30-12-2012 04:31 AM

Thank heather *snuggles back*

risenfromperdition 31-12-2012 07:00 PM

<3 checkin in ><

sapphire hearts 03-01-2013 03:10 AM

*joins heather* will live here now. Too much.

"If you could argue with religious people there would be no religious people" - Greg House

m0nk 03-01-2013 10:37 AM

i wanted to cut during christmas but didnt. idk. cristmas spirit saved med. ho ho ho

I am a secret dream
All the things inside myself never to be revealed.
Secrets that will stay forever hidden by my shield.
All the words that I could say never could explain
The reasons why I do these things seeming so insane
All the desperation that motivates my mind
The loneliness, depression, for things now left behind
I wander through this darkness to never be unveiled
For if I would let down the mask it would be as I had failed
Did I ever exist as the person I thought myself to be?
Or was it just an image I portrayed for all to see?
I will never find those answers so I continue on in vain
In an endless search for memory and that which will remain
Laughing voices call my name looking frantically for a face
But these are just the ghosts of past now gone without a trace
This is how I bide the time until my days have past
No one to remember me, but as shimmer at the last
Search nevermore for my face, for it never did appear
All was just a nightmare, an illusion born of fear
I am a secret dream

Doikers 20-01-2013 04:59 PM

*Glomps Wardies*

insidemyhead 21-01-2013 09:12 PM

*plays soothing music* I'm checking in for the minute don't feel too good, too lucid just too lucid everything is bright I feel vulnerable.

midnightphoenix 23-01-2013 12:58 PM

*checking in*

I want to hurt myself today, no one wants me and everyone would laugh and cheer if I died

SablexRose 24-01-2013 10:05 PM

-curls up in a dark corner and sobs-

Doikers 26-01-2013 06:49 PM

Midnight Star ,people wouldn't laugh and cheer :)

trechu 27-01-2013 12:05 AM

I feel very out-of-control. I need to be somewhere safe for a little while.

YodaBearInterrupted 28-01-2013 06:25 AM

i am disappearing again... blah... i feel another psychotic event coming in the Force, so i will hide n here so that they will all go away

nomophobia 29-01-2013 08:14 PM

Checking in..might need to stay for a while

YodaBearInterrupted 01-02-2013 02:55 AM

Sigh.... I am going to stay in here for a while... I am losing it

xxjuliexx 07-02-2013 09:46 AM

um hi

Melissa J 07-02-2013 11:53 AM

*checks in for a short stay*

xxjuliexx 07-02-2013 12:03 PM

*offers Melissa a cookie*

Melissa J 07-02-2013 12:10 PM

*takes cookie and eats it*
*snuggles up with duvet and ice-cream with julie*

risenfromperdition 10-02-2013 09:20 PM

Hey guys

EMH 10-02-2013 09:26 PM

*checks in* having someone to look after me would be very nice right now.

midnightphoenix 11-02-2013 12:04 AM

*gets dragged in struggling*

*gets locked up in the ward's padded room*

nomophobia 12-02-2013 09:24 PM

*snuggles into a corner* I'm staying for a while

midnightphoenix 12-02-2013 09:50 PM

*comes back in smuggling something in with me to hurt myself - not that anyone cares*

nomophobia 12-02-2013 09:59 PM

I care *hugs Midnight -star and pries away the tool*

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