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happiness...its all a lie 29-06-2012 03:42 PM

No its fine and your not a freak at all *hugs* what about contacting mind or rethink which are mental health charities who may know where to get help and i understand with drs mine was useless last time so i wont see her again. They dont know how to deal with mh at all.

Thank you i hope so i have lots of support but i dont feel very strong. I feel like this is just going to snow me under until im gone.

sapphire hearts 29-06-2012 03:50 PM

It won't snow you under honey. Whether you feel strong or not, you are strong - every single person on this site is strong simply for still being here when there are so many painful things to deal with. *hugs*

Thanks, I'll look up the charities, see if they can help. I used to go to a non-NHS SH organisation, but I stopped last year.

happiness...its all a lie 29-06-2012 03:54 PM

Thank you. I may be strong but i dont know if i have the strength to come back from this, i really dont.

They are both mh but there are plenty of places and people around to help you and you deserve it.

Doikers 29-06-2012 06:14 PM

*Hugs Katie* Hi I'm Mark :)

*Hugs Faye*

*Hugs Louise* Do you know why hun

Louise 29-06-2012 06:30 PM

I just feel a lot of things triggering me today I was watching the news and even that triggered me which is stupid.

midnightphoenix 29-06-2012 06:52 PM

*curls up in thread* anyone mind if I hide here? I don't feel safe

Doikers 29-06-2012 07:09 PM

*Hugs Dylan*

risenfromperdition 29-06-2012 07:29 PM

love you guys <3.

happiness...its all a lie 29-06-2012 07:53 PM

*hugs for everyone*

*sits crying in corner* i really cant do this anymore i cant cope.

Doikers 29-06-2012 08:06 PM

*Hugs Faye*

Love ya too Heather *Hugs*

Huayruro 29-06-2012 08:18 PM

(Not as a happy or sad thing, just as a fact)

I burned the letter.

happiness...its all a lie 29-06-2012 08:48 PM

oh no hun why did you decide to do that?

thanks mark :)

risenfromperdition 29-06-2012 09:03 PM

gawd. its way too bloody hot.

94 farenheit >.<

happiness...its all a lie 29-06-2012 09:18 PM

lol its raining here but still im hot got fan on and window open. Where are you?

Huayruro 29-06-2012 10:40 PM


Originally Posted by happiness...its all a lie (Post 3278216)
oh no hun why did you decide to do that?

I don't think it's the right time to let my dad know, so for now I will wait

sdixon 30-06-2012 03:32 AM

*hugs Everyone* Sorry, I know I am not around much, just wanted to let everyone know that I do care.

risenfromperdition 30-06-2012 03:43 AM


ljmeep 30-06-2012 03:58 AM

wow... the past few days have been hell! It's been like 103 degrees here all week long! Yesterday I got stranded at out with 6 kids (my 3 and 3 of my nieces and nephews) and I had to keep them all entertained for 4 hours while we tracked down someone to come and get us. Then my X showed up to the house drunk and wanted to start a fight (words only, thankfully).

Today my 5 year old has been majorly acting out (a result of seeing daddy last night i'm sure)... and I've been ready to pull my hair out all day! I think I just need to come hide out for a lil' while...

risenfromperdition 30-06-2012 04:03 AM

*sits with*

RootsbeforeBranches 30-06-2012 06:15 AM

*hugs* to everyone

I threw out my razor yesterday which is a very good thing because I'm craving it so badly right now

ljmeep 30-06-2012 08:22 AM

Good job, RootsbeforeBranches! That's awesome and it takes a lot of strength.

I'm so annoyed right now. My X is on the phone drunk with me right now. It's 2:20 am where I am and I'm so exhausted right now and I'm sick and he just won't shut up! *sits to cry*

Doikers 30-06-2012 11:29 AM

Way to go on throwing your blade away :)

*Hugs Everyone*

happiness...its all a lie 30-06-2012 12:26 PM

well done on throwing out your blade :D

hugs everyone. How are people today?

midnightphoenix 30-06-2012 12:40 PM

Well done Roots (((hugs)))

Doikers 30-06-2012 01:16 PM

*Hugs Faye*

*Hugs Dylan*

happiness...its all a lie 30-06-2012 01:24 PM

hugs mark hows you?

Finally something good has happened! I got paid my benefits so can tax my car and pay my phone bill :D. Its not much but made me a little happier. Still feel scared and alone though.

ljmeep 30-06-2012 01:46 PM

*lays down on couch to sleep* well that was one sleepless night! So tired :(

sapphire hearts 30-06-2012 01:46 PM

I'm so frustrated!! Who can't even remember what she does?!!

happiness...its all a lie 30-06-2012 01:57 PM

*hugs* keep smiling things will get better to you both :)

Doikers 30-06-2012 02:23 PM

*Hugs Faye* I'm low still but hoping my mood'll improve

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Katie*

happiness...its all a lie 30-06-2012 02:28 PM

Im sure it will soon enough, im here if you want to talk about anything x

sapphire hearts 30-06-2012 02:55 PM

*hugs Faye*
*hugs Mark*

I'm honestly not sure how much longer I can do this. For thirteen years people have been hurting me - it's what I deserve - and I'm so tired. I just want to fade away.

happiness...its all a lie 30-06-2012 02:58 PM

*hugs katie*

whats happened hun? Your strong you can cope with this and get through it. You wont fade, you will shine brighter than all the other stars.

midnightphoenix 30-06-2012 03:02 PM

*hugs saphire hearts* we're all here for you

Doikers 30-06-2012 03:03 PM

*Hugs Katie* Yopu don't deserve to be hurt hun .

sapphire hearts 30-06-2012 03:04 PM

It's just too much. He's out there, I thought I was safe and it's all a lie. I will never be free from him. I'd rather die than let him do that to me again.

happiness...its all a lie 30-06-2012 03:37 PM

Whats too much hun? do you want to talk more? you can always pm. He wont hurt you again. You could report him?

sapphire hearts 30-06-2012 03:58 PM

Every time I think I'm safe He comes back. Just to remind me I'll never be worth anything. To hurt me and f*** me and let me know I'm a whore and a freak. I will never be free, He always knows where I am, and He punishes me. That's the way it goes. I couldn't report Him. They wouldn't let me.

happiness...its all a lie 30-06-2012 05:09 PM

Who wouldnt let you? hun you are worth so so much. Your a strong determined individual who deserves lots of love and happiness. You are none of what you said.

risenfromperdition 30-06-2012 08:24 PM

*sits with sapphire* you dont deserve to be hurt, and you're not a whore or anything bad you say about yourself <3

ljmeep 30-06-2012 08:35 PM

Sapphire, I agree with RisingFromTheAshes12 ... you do NOT deserve to be hurt! You are NOT a whore. You ARE worth more than you know and everyone here sees that even if you can't see that about yourself right now. *hugs* Hang in there.

Laura2.0 30-06-2012 08:43 PM

*hugs all*

I can't cope. I give up. I want to give in but I'm not allowed to.

happiness...its all a lie 30-06-2012 08:43 PM


*sits quietly* may i have some safe gentle cuddles if anyone is about please

happiness...its all a lie 30-06-2012 08:44 PM

whats up laura?x

risenfromperdition 30-06-2012 08:45 PM

no giving up laura :( wats rong?
*sits with and hugs gently*

Laura2.0 30-06-2012 09:01 PM

*hugs Katie*

today hates me. first I gained weight but ate a lot less yesterday than usually. Then my mom keeps talking about dad. Then I see dads car parked at the medieval times fair. Then I was at the fair and they play pirate music. What do pirates have to do with knights???
Then we had a lot of hail and it sounded like a horde of people were running through the house... I was alone though. Then I wanted to harm but I can't do it, cause I'm not allowed.

Doikers 30-06-2012 09:07 PM

*Hugs Faye*

*Hugs Laura*

happiness...its all a lie 30-06-2012 09:09 PM

*offers safe cuddles to laura* well done for not harming thats great. Im sorry your mum upset you could you tell her you dont like to talk about your dad?

Im soo cold tonight cant stop shivering and my leg hurts :( feel a bit scared i tried to be positive but if the one thing i need goes wrong ill be back to square one.

*hugs mark* hows you?

Laura2.0 30-06-2012 09:10 PM

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Heather*
*hugs Faye* sorry I got your name wrong before... I missread and thought you were someone else.

happiness...its all a lie 30-06-2012 09:14 PM

thats ok :) *hugs*

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