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MammaMia 22-01-2010 11:26 AM

I'm in the denial tent too hehe.
Much better in here =)
*cuddles* Glad you got good night's sleep.

Imaginary_friend 22-01-2010 11:43 AM

urgh. i need to put somewhere so i don't do stupid things and get myself into massive states like last night. bad, bad night.
*crawls over to a corner and cries*

Absynnthe 22-01-2010 11:56 AM

:( *runs over to Laura and huggles* Do you wanna talk about it, hun?

*prods April* :O OHAI!

I'm feeling okay right now. :) I had an appointment with an ED specialist, and I was terrified, but actually, there was pretty much nothing to be scared of. She was lovely. :)

Writing alot of songs!

Love to all. :)

Imaginary_friend 22-01-2010 12:01 PM

it is confusing having 2 Laura's in here isn't it...hmm...meh. lol
i just...bad night. i do stupid things when i'm drunk and last night my friend tried (and succeeded) in stopping me, but i still feel bad that she had to do that. we were shouting at each other for ages, and she totally shouldn't have found out about some stuff like that.
i'm such an idiot
*sobs into a blanket*

Scarletdreamer 22-01-2010 12:13 PM

Awh Laura (IF), I'm sorry that you had such a rubbish night last night. :( Getting drunk isn't usually a good thing to do... but who am I to say that, heh, as I've never gotten drunk. Just heard that bad things can & do happen then... despite how "good" you can feel. But maybe today will be better & you can make reparations if you need? *gentle hugs*

*cuddles Helen* How're you, love?

*huggles Franz* OHAI? Please translate... lol. :P I'm glad that the appt with the ED specialist went well and that you are writing lots of songs... :) You should post some of the lyrics in the creative corner.

I knew it, I knew it. As soon as I really woke up, I started feeling like crap. So here I am, sitting & being sad & quiet, wanting to cut, knowing I can... I don't know. I'm just a mess disguised as a person. :( I want to be better, yet I'm scared to be... I want to get over all of this, yet I don't know how... I am so sick of my life but I don't know how to change it.


Imaginary_friend 22-01-2010 12:16 PM

i get drunk a lot at the moment. it makes me feel better. for a while. until i do something stupid and someone shouts at me. or the morning after if no-one stopped me. hmm...apparently no-one's talking to me since last night...well, they haven't replied to any messages so who knows. maybe they're just busy. here's hoping.

Scarletdreamer 22-01-2010 12:20 PM

*cuddles Laura*

I just posted in my thread in the main Vet's support forum... :(

*hides away forever & ever*

Absynnthe 22-01-2010 12:50 PM


Scarletdreamer 22-01-2010 12:57 PM

Ahh I see... Franz, you are a silly goose!! :P *cuddles* How you doing this morning?

Absynnthe 22-01-2010 01:08 PM

April: :P I'm good! Just sat in college, working on my tribute song for The Rev. :D I'm so proud to be an A7X fan.

I haven't cut since Sunday either, so I'm happy about that as well. :')

Scarletdreamer 22-01-2010 01:10 PM

Ah cool. :) Congrats on not cutting since Sunday... I just cut. :( Stupid stupid me.

I want to hide forever & never have to come out... :ermm:

MammaMia 22-01-2010 02:24 PM

I'm happy :o but very tired >_<

Strawberry.Bananas 22-01-2010 03:20 PM

*curls up in a ball*

can it be over now please?

MammaMia 22-01-2010 03:31 PM


I know it hurts so bad right now, but it WILL end. I promise. Love you Vicki.

[Awakening] 22-01-2010 03:58 PM

*cuddles* everyone

maybe we could have laura star and laura friend?? silly but u know

My girlfriends really struggling with food atm. I dnt know what to do. She keeps getting really anxious. She said she's too fat too have an ed which is such a lie (but she cant see it) shes in the healthy brackets of bmi (at the lower end even) Any advice? support?

Love u ladies (and fellas if any venture in!)

x x x

MammaMia 22-01-2010 04:07 PM

I know someone who has that problem :( It's hard, but ANYONE can get an eating disorder. Useless reply but heh >_>

I shall be disappearing soon, heading up north to see my sister, she doesn't know we're coming. It's her birthday tomorrow but she's busy. So we're suprising her tonight instead. =D

SoMuchMore 22-01-2010 04:13 PM

laura- hi! im the other laura!

hmm.. idk what we should do about this 2 laura business lol... i guess u could always just add an M onto the end of my name if u want.. thats easier then typing star everytime if u are replying to me.

*hugs april* dont hide forever! sorry to hear that u just SI'd. *cuddles*

*hugs franz* good job!

*hugs vicki*

*hugs jocelyn* sorry, i dont have much advice about your gf situation. Just make sure she knows u are there for her and don't feel like any of her troubles with eating are your fault.

*hugs helen* sorry you didnt sleep well again hun. have fun surprising ur sister!

I dont have class on friday's! woot woot! but i have so much work that i dont think that will matter lol. Oh well. Had a very interesting conversation with a friend last night... let me just say, history for me is very repetitive.

Imaginary_friend 22-01-2010 04:40 PM

*hugs everyone*
haha Laura does your surname start with M too?! haha how funny. lol
i don't think my best friend is in a great mood with me tbh...she still hasn't replied :'( i **** everything up. all the time. especially when i'm drunk.

Strawberry.Bananas 22-01-2010 05:00 PM

Wish I could believe you Hells. :( - I just want him back :(

*Hugs everybody*

Jocelyn - A really close friend of mine (practically sister) is in the same place. Except she's underweight, and there's nothing I can do for her. I hope you manage to help her see sense, but I'm here if you need to vent or anything.

Laura, what's happened hon?

Imaginary_friend 22-01-2010 05:11 PM

i just want someone to hold me until i feel better. and i wish it could be him. but it can't. and it can't even be my best friend because i'm an idiot and shouted at her. basically i wanted to go back to this guys house, and my friend knew it was a bad idea so she tried to stop me. she did stop me after about half an hour of shouting at me in the road. why did i do it? why didn't i just lie and then go anyway? or not have done it in the first place?*hides under a blanket and cries*

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