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MammaMia 05-02-2009 01:09 AM

*screams*
*shakes*
*goes to bed*

pixiedust 05-02-2009 01:11 AM

*hugs Katrica, wildly insane (sorry forgotten your name) and Helen*

Jetforce 05-02-2009 01:14 AM

Thx's for the hugs hannah

Hope everyone is ok there....

i'm a bit weeeeeeeee coz the energy drink but also down :-( weird combination i know..but yeah lol....*leaves some soft drink for ppl to sip on*

tc all...xxx

ravynsoul 05-02-2009 01:19 AM

*hugs everyone* I'm sorry that everyone's in not such a good place. Sorry for the lost jobs, and homes, and the bad days..

wish i could take all the pain away.

pixiedust 05-02-2009 01:20 AM

*hugs ravynsoul* How are you?

ravynsoul 05-02-2009 01:23 AM

*hugs pixiedust back* not really sure tbh.. been in weird moods for a bunch of the day; been triggered and wanted to give in, but didn't have the opportunity.. now i'm too drained to do so..

how are you doing?

pixiedust 05-02-2009 01:27 AM

*hugs* well done for not giving in. I hope you can resist the rest of the night too.

I'm not good. Struggling a lot tonight but it doesn't matter because I always pull through. Wish I didn't though.

ravynsoul 05-02-2009 01:30 AM

*hugs* i know the feeling; for what it's worth I hope you pull through and that the struggling ends for you sooner rather than later. did you want to talk about it?

-the thing is i wish i gave in.. i feel worse for not having given in.. it's messed up, i know.

pixiedust 05-02-2009 01:31 AM

*hugs* Maybe it's messed up but I certainly know what you mean. It's good that you didn't give in though *hugs*

I don't know. Just...I don't know. Miss my friend a lot and not coping too well with grieving tonight.

ravynsoul 05-02-2009 01:35 AM

*hugs back* grieving is tough.. i wish i could say something make it feel better; but words don't usually suffice.. *hugs*

pixiedust 05-02-2009 01:37 AM

It's ok *hugs* Thanks for the hugs.

pixiedust 05-02-2009 01:44 AM

I emailed my doctor :S

Auburn Shadow 05-02-2009 02:13 AM

*hugs everyone* Sorry I can't reply to everyone individually at the moment, I just have no words. Hope it gets better for everyone soon.

I had a really good day today, was with a couple of friends and the kid one of them was babysitting for. So, I should be happy, but... well, all I want to do right now is cry and I'm not even completely sure why at the moment. Sleep patterns are messed up as well, and I don't quite know why that is either.
Missed counselling on Tuesday because of the snow, and I really want to talk to her right now. Normally I'd phone her and talk for a bit, but she's away for the week so I can't. Almost 3 weeks since I last saw her and, well, it's too long since I got to talk to anyone about everything.

*sigh* I hate feeling like this, and I hate not knowing why I feel quite like this tonight.

anarchistl0ve 05-02-2009 03:10 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Katrica (Post 1403289)
It's happening again. It's just like the middle of last year... a complete replay yet worse, and this time I know what's going on. I'm losing yet again. Last year caused hell for my life, ruining friendships and my life. And it's repeating itself...

I feel it growing once more. WE feel it growing. A new one. Worse. It's been there for a while... Just like HE was growing last year, now this one is, too... ****.

Here we go again. ****ing bollocks this year will start off. I'm screwed. I need to distance myself this time. Don't hurt anyone and ruin things like last time.

Urgh.

*huggles* im going through something much the same stay strong

Kahlia1981 05-02-2009 04:02 AM

Hi all. Just wanted to drop in and offer some non-judgemental and full of love hugs to all.

I'm currently sitting out at uni in one of the computer labs ... I'll have to go shortly because this isn't the most private place I can think of.

Just want to let you all know that I'm thinking of you and hoping that things improve.

*hugs*

pixiedust 05-02-2009 04:18 AM

*hugs Kahlia*

Damnation. 05-02-2009 04:37 AM

*Hugs all* Sorry, I wanted to reply to people individually, but I'm tired, and my concentration is beginning to wane. Anyway, I said I was going to at least explain the housing situation properly, so I'll try and keep it brief before I get distracted by something shiny :sweat:.

My housemate got a call today from some woman, can't remember who, asking if we could go sign for the house tomorrow. She said yes, and then half an hour later, she got another call. Same person. Said she had some bad news. Because we'd have to get a new benefit claim (housing benefit, I guess) with the new place, the rules had changed, so the money is paid to the claimant, and not the landlord.

Well, the letting agency don't like that. At all. So they decided that they don't want us as their tenants any more. The only exception for the whole 'claimants get the money' thing is if said claimant has CCJs (county court judgememt), and my housemate was like 'err...but we do', so the woman said she'd speak to the benefits people for us. They were more than happy to pay to the landlord instead, said they'd do that, but by that time, it was too late. They just plain don't want to know.

So, erm. My housemate said a few other things, something about a friend helping us out? I dunno, I can't remember. I might be able to stay with my dad, but he didn't mention anything today (he's in Wales D:), and he's going to phone around, try and get some sense out of the situation. I wish him luck! That aside, he said to go round the council first thing, like, camp on their doorsteps, and just generally make a nuisance of ourselves, all like 'LOL WHERE DO YOU PROPOSE WE LIVE, HUH?!'

Said housemate already got on the phone to the council soon as all this kicked off, and again, even if they could do anything, they won't until Friday. After the bailiffs have been. When we've been made homeless. Even then, they're going to just check our medical records, see if either of us can be classed as vulnerable. I think we both can now, as this has kick started my housemate's depression again, and I now consider myself a suicide risk.

So today is early Thursday morning. Bailiffs coming on Friday (loltomorrow). And we have nowhere to live. ...Oh ****

pixiedust 05-02-2009 04:39 AM

Poisonous Cyanide, I hope you get somewhere to live sorted out, either with your dad or a friend, best of luck xx

pixiedust 05-02-2009 05:19 AM

Someone tell me whether or not to stop drinking? I want to carry on and the samaritans suggested it too but I don't know whether I should. Please help me make a decision. I want more but I don't know whether I should. Sorry for being so pathetically stupid.

Snuffles 05-02-2009 05:55 AM

Bloody hell Dayna...

Almost sounds like our story... We have had NO help today.. not even from Department of Housing.. They can't even help with Emergency Housing.. umm isn't that part of the reason their here for????? So went to Centrelink and got some numbers for homeless shelters.. GREAT!

Organised some storage if need be, going to Post Office to get a PO Box thingy...

*cries and rocks in the corner*


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