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~*forever_broken*~ 28-07-2008 11:01 PM

Take care, Diamond n00b *hugs*

*snuggles Emma*
Hunni, please be careful... I've gone off my meds experimentally a few times and it's never been a good idea. I love you loads.

Detour. Derail 28-07-2008 11:03 PM


Originally Posted by Pomegranate (Post 960594)
*tackles Alexx* Missed you too hunny. How are you doing?

I'm...coping....just....kinda hanging on in there...I want my skates...dunno what I'll do after though....have to revert to will power I guess :/

Detour. Derail 28-07-2008 11:11 PM

I just wanna be hugged sooo tight that I cant breath :(

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 11:18 PM

*gives voice HUGE huggles*
mors wana talk?
thanks for the hugs everyone

blondiebear 28-07-2008 11:27 PM

Jeff, what seal are you talking about?
Keep talking to us please?

*hugs you back*
*sniffs tears back*

~*forever_broken*~ 28-07-2008 11:27 PM

*stops staring vacantly at the wall for a minute*

Jeff you better not be talking about alcohol... *massive hugs*

*resumes her vacant staring*

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 11:31 PM

i really hate myself tonight
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is it possible to cut yourself till you dont hate yourself anymore? i keep cutting but the hate is not going *carries on cutting*

blondiebear 28-07-2008 11:32 PM

talking doesn't have to take you away. it only has to get you through it.

*joins general hug fest*

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 11:32 PM

mors don't drink please, come talk to your friends here or just sit and listen

~*forever_broken*~ 28-07-2008 11:33 PM

Oh Jeff *cuddles*...

Diamond n00b, please be careful hun... I don't think cutting makes it go away :-(

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 11:42 PM

*goes and sits in padded room hurting and bleeding and feeling no better*

blondiebear 28-07-2008 11:46 PM

*curls up in usual place, nothing but face and hair showing*
*wonders if anyone can see through very thick glasses and see how i'm feeling*

I wish that "needy" had scarred when I did it back in January.

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 11:49 PM

thank you so much i don't derserve anyone right now just pain and loneliness. but if you need a cuddle i am here for you a bit messy but we can work around that.

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 11:50 PM

i have big arms if you want to cuddle in too blondie?

1ofmany 28-07-2008 11:56 PM

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I am such a loser why the hell. I feel like crap after an ok day. I feel tears in my eyes but they wont come cos i want let them even if i want them. I just want to die, felt like crashing my car earlier.
I saw my friend who i hadnt seen for about a month, and we were having a laugh but it all felt forced, inside i was screaming "i need your help" but i couldnt do it to him after not seeing him for so long.
So on the edge, got work at stupid oclock not tired just wound up and want to
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burn lots

Sorry for the waste of space guys.

Casper_Fading 28-07-2008 11:56 PM

blah. i'm sorry guys but i just can't read the last four pages, i'm so tired. I fell asleep last night whilst watching tele then woke at 1:40 thinking i had to go to work! >.< When i went upstairs I tripped and have grazed my knee, the top of the joint between foot and leg and landed heavily on my hand... guess it's God's way of making me NOT a liar since i told everyone I fell up the stairs to explain the bandage... >.<

I want cookies... I use to bake in the middle of the night to counteract being triggered... my nan said 'you can bake at 3 in the morning if it'll keep you safe!' so yeah...

*sighs* *curls up and goes to sleep* i have a headache too >.<

Detour. Derail 29-07-2008 12:13 AM

Jess...Im glad your gran was so nice!!! I'd get my arse kicked if I tried baking at 3am...triggered or not!!

*makes you a nice soft comfy bed and soothes you to sleep*

blue_cloud 29-07-2008 12:15 AM

not a waste of space at all many, i understand the screaming in your head and it makes me want to cry that you can't ask for help either. i can offer you a hug but i wish there was more i could offer to stop you from hurting yourself *hugs*
*hugs alive* sleep well

1ofmany 29-07-2008 12:18 AM

I dont know if i will be able to do it tonight cos my parents are in and i dont want to make noise or have them wounding whats going on. I wish i could have asked for help.
I am so scared i might break down at work tomorrow.

blondiebear 29-07-2008 12:31 AM

I would love to join the group cuddle.

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