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FlyingNy 09-01-2011 02:07 AM

Like a pheonix Heather :)

I'm alright thanks Helen,I hope you are too.

Think I'm off to bed now though. Night ward :)

nicole94 09-01-2011 02:13 AM

*Night time hugs Lia'
Eugh, I don't know what to do :(

risenfromperdition 09-01-2011 02:13 AM

hehe yay you got it =D
night lia <3

Asanunu 09-01-2011 02:23 AM

Moody. Having mood swings, but am fairly OK for the time being.

MammaMia 09-01-2011 02:42 AM

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Originally Posted by IceQueenHasAHeart (Post 2646951)
I'm alright thanks Helen,I hope you are too.

Think I'm off to bed now though. Night ward :)

I'm good thank you. Sleep well *hugs*

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Originally Posted by nicole94 (Post 2646961)
Eugh, I don't know what to do :(

What's up darling? *hugs*

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Originally Posted by Asanunu (Post 2646972)
Moody. Having mood swings, but am fairly OK for the time being.

*hugs* Glad you're ok. Sorry you're moody :(

nicole94 09-01-2011 02:44 AM

*Hugs Helen* Just really triggerd and wishing I had my blades back :(

Asanunu 09-01-2011 02:47 AM

Meh. Chocolate is helping. As is muh kitty ^^

MammaMia 09-01-2011 02:59 AM

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Originally Posted by nicole94 (Post 2646994)
*Hugs Helen* Just really triggerd and wishing I had my blades back :(

You can beat the urges sweetie. What's triggered you? *hugs Nicole*

Quote:

Originally Posted by Asanunu (Post 2646997)
Meh. Chocolate is helping. As is muh kitty ^^

Yay for chocolate & your kitty :)

PsychoKitty2010 09-01-2011 03:00 AM

-hugs nicole and offers a protective teddy-

nicole94 09-01-2011 03:10 AM

*Hugs Helen and Kitty*
I don't know :( *Takes teddy* thanks kitty :(

PsychoKitty2010 09-01-2011 03:13 AM

-sits next to nicole- Welcome. Hope it helps..

nicole94 09-01-2011 03:15 AM

:) Thanyou...

PsychoKitty2010 09-01-2011 03:33 AM

-sighs- Why cant I have friends in real life? I always scare everyone away. I deserve to be punished..

MammaMia 09-01-2011 03:35 AM

*snuggles Nicole and Kitty*

nicole94 09-01-2011 03:35 AM

You don't deserve to be punished hun, and i'm sure you have friends, although I wish I didn't have friends, I always end up hurting them :(
I wan't to cut guys, I mean really want to cut. Why bother?

MammaMia 09-01-2011 03:43 AM

Nicole, why bother what honey? Please stay safe, you can through these urges. You don't always hurt your friends Nicole. You haven't hurt me and I'm sure you haven't hurt any of the other wardies. I'm sure you have friends in your real life as it were that haven't been hurt. Besides, everyone hurts one another at times. Sadly it's a part of life. We just have to try not to.

Kitty, you don't deserve to be punished sweetie x

nicole94 09-01-2011 03:46 AM

*Hugs Helen* why bother trying to fight this? I like my self harm, it makes me feel safe-why am I trying to give that up? And I haven't hurt you yet, but I will eventually :(

PsychoKitty2010 09-01-2011 03:49 AM

I don't have friends. I have people that pretend to be my friends because they like the fact that I am such a generous person and they like to use me. I thought I had friends in my coven, but it's just a show. They are friends on facebook but ever since I moved away they hardly ever talk to me anymore. When I try to talk to them, they either don't answer or are "only on for a few minutes". I text them but they never text back. They never come to see me.

I'm sorry you are so triggered, Nicole. I am in the same boat. I wish I could help. I'm just a waste of time and space. I should die. My problem is, I am probably pregnant. I can't let the baby die. I might hate myself but I would never kill anyone, not even an unborn baby. I want to cut so bad. I just don't know what to do anymore. Sorry..

MammaMia 09-01-2011 03:50 AM

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Originally Posted by nicole94 (Post 2647075)
*Hugs Helen* why bother trying to fight this? I like my self harm, it makes me feel safe-why am I trying to give that up? And I haven't hurt you yet, but I will eventually :(

*hugs Nicole* You deserve to be from the pain, guilt and everything that comes with self harm. You deserve to be free & happy sweetheart. You may feel it keeps you safe but it doesn't because you're hurting yourself. I'm not being horrible but it's not a healthy coping method, nor does it keep you safe. It might help you stop yourself from doing further harm. You're trying to give it up because you don't want to hurt yourself anymore and want to be free from this & happy. You won't hurt me Nicole.

MammaMia 09-01-2011 03:54 AM

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Originally Posted by PsychoKitty2010 (Post 2647078)
I don't have friends. I have people that pretend to be my friends because they like the fact that I am such a generous person and they like to use me. I thought I had friends in my coven, but it's just a show. They are friends on facebook but ever since I moved away they hardly ever talk to me anymore. When I try to talk to them, they either don't answer or are "only on for a few minutes". I text them but they never text back. They never come to see me.

I'm sorry you are so triggered, Nicole. I am in the same boat. I wish I could help. I'm just a waste of time and space. I should die. My problem is, I am probably pregnant. I can't let the baby die. I might hate myself but I would never kill anyone, not even an unborn baby. I want to cut so bad. I just don't know what to do anymore. Sorry..

Sounds like those people aren't very nice Kitty. Well, you always have us as your friends. I know we're not with you in person but we still care about you.

I know you addressed the second half of your post to Nicole, but you're not a waste of time or space. You shouldn't die. Please try not to cut sweetheart. Your baby might be able to feel that pain and be affected if you cut, and I'm sure you don't want that. I know it's not easy having urges and trying not to act upon them *cuddles*


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