*hugs Mark* Heyyy. Nice to see you again! I'm sure the fuzziness will fade eventually, so it's okay. I'm sorry your day was so stressful.

I just bought a christmas present plus something for me... yay!!!!!!!!!!

*walks in and stretches and yawns*
Morning everyone!
*hugs each and every wardie in all their hiding spots*

*Hugs Felicia* What did you buy ? For them and yourself? I have been splurging on ebay (Within semi sensible limits) heh!

*Hugs Crimson* Morning to you too :)

*Spots and hugs Jill*

I bought my best friend and I matching sorority shirts. It's pretty awesome.

curls up.

*Hugs Jill* You okay hun?

hugs mark, nope not really.

*hugs everyone*

Whats happened Jill ? *Hugs*

*Hugs Nicole* How are you tonight? Did you buy your mate a presant?

*hugs mark* i dunno how i am really :/ i feel happy, but at the same time i'm very triggerd, and having some weird thoughts/ideas which i don't think i should be having :(
and no i didnt :/ i spent my tenner on getting my cartliage pierced instead XD whoops.

erm having really stuiped thoughts right now,feel very panicky. only got a week left of being signed off. and that feels me with dread. mum and dad think i should hand my notice in, but even doing that is making me panic. ***** not sure i can do this, want to give in to these thoughts. sorry

*Hugs Jill* You don't have to give in to those thoughts Jill , You are strong and you can fight through them .

*Hugs Nicole*

*hugs mark* how're you tonight?

I'm .........drained. I don't think I have the energy to sort out my meds issues tomorrow , why can't they just get them right , They must do hundreds every day why do they mess mine up so often ? I NEEEEEEEED this increased dose of Lithium, They only gave me my previous dose , I was suicidal on that dose :(

*huggles mark* aaw, i'm sorry they keep messing up your meds, if you havent got the energy to sort it by yourself is there anyone else that could help you with getting it sorted? this is something you really need and cant avoid really. :( *extra big hugs*

I don't know who could do it on my behalf Nicole , I have quite a few people in my support network but my social worker is only just back to work since hurting his leg and I haven't heard from him since August 29th . Can you do it ? heh :P

lol, i would if i could hun! hmm. live to far apart i think!

Hi.

Appaza 'hi' is too short and I must lengthen my message.

Heee , yeah Probably Nicole :)

*Hugs Lia* Heeeeeeeeey you :)