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shadowedsoul 18-09-2010 06:51 PM

Erm yeah and no, just possibly done somthing really stuiped.but what the hell, need to find someday to get numb as possible so I don't end up doing something equally stuiped.Sorry if this makes no sence

Doikers 18-09-2010 08:44 PM

I want to injure , well THAT part of me does , my sensible head says "no we musn't do that" but is just being drowned out by Urge after Urge . I don't know where to turn , I can't find anyone online , maybe all I need is some reasurrance , maybe I need a smack around the head for thinking the way I do . :S sorry

SoMuchMore 18-09-2010 08:50 PM

*hugs Mark* Injuring is not worth it. You know that. I know that you can beat these urges Mark. You've done it before and I know you can do it again. I'm around if you want to talk/vent. I'm sorry you're having so many urges today. I know how rough that can be.

Doikers 18-09-2010 09:02 PM

*Hugs Laura* I injured :S Those urges are gone , for the moment , I feel guilty for giving in to them *Sigh* Tomorrows a brand new day right ?

How are you Laura?

SoMuchMore 18-09-2010 09:11 PM

*hugs mark tight* You are right. Tomorrow is a new day. I'm sorry you injured but don't beat yourself up about it too much.

I'm... eh... i dont know. I don't feel like being productive at all and I really need to be... but i keep working and working all the time and now i just feel like being lazy.. bad... Plus I keep thinking about other things... Won't go into it because it might be triggering but yeah... i don't know.

Doikers 18-09-2010 09:24 PM

*Hugs Laura back* You could over-work yourself Laura , it's good to take some time out for yourself . I'm sorry you are having triggering thoughts too :S

I just want to sleep , I guess I feel bad about packing in the day before 9pm so I'll try to hold on until then.

SoMuchMore 18-09-2010 09:30 PM

yea i know i could over-work myself but i feel like i should be able to handle all of this... other people do.

Hope that when you go to bed sleep comes easily. Sometimes sleep is for the best, I don't think you need to feel bad about it.

Doikers 18-09-2010 09:39 PM

Night (An eeriely quiet) ward .
Thanks for our little chat Laura I needed it :)

Catch you all tomorrow.

one_step_closer 18-09-2010 09:40 PM

*hugs everyone*

SoMuchMore 18-09-2010 09:41 PM

No problem Mark. Sleep well *hugs*

*hugs Lindsay* how are you?

shadowedsoul 18-09-2010 10:15 PM

cuddles all, curls up under blanket in the corner

FlyingNy 18-09-2010 10:30 PM

Hey all.

How are you Lindsey and Jill?

Hey Laura and Mark, I hope you're both feeling better. I'm sorry you injured Mark, but try not to beat yourself up too much about it.


shadowedsoul 18-09-2010 10:53 PM

erm not bad, hows you lia?

Kahlia1981 18-09-2010 10:57 PM

*huggles/waves at all*

FlyingNy 18-09-2010 11:00 PM

I'm not too bad. Now. I was a bit **** last night though. I had a massive row with Sam and came close to kicking her out of my head. I know she's not even real, but I'm so angry with her by now. Angry and betrayed. Urgh, how come people are never who you think they are? And how nuts do I sound now? Arguing with fictional people inside my head...

risenfromperdition 18-09-2010 11:39 PM

*sits in corner of ward*
who wants to have dinner for me so i dont hafta >.>
and mum noticed my shoulders cuz she made me try on soem sleeveless top at the mall, but thankfully i convinced her they're just red cuz i took a hot shower earlier o_O
wonder what woulda happened if was honest... prolly get told was blaming them so isnt worth ittt

hope you guys is kay
*hugs mark*

risenfromperdition 18-09-2010 11:39 PM

you dont sound nuts lia <3

shadowedsoul 19-09-2010 12:26 AM

aaaaaaaargh!!!!!!! im really pissed off right now. screw everthing im past caring.

risenfromperdition 19-09-2010 12:46 AM

:/ wats up hun?

FlyingNy 19-09-2010 12:59 AM

*Hugs Jill* What's the matter?

Hey Heather. I hope you're alright. And thanks for not agreeing that I am nuts :) I am though, but never mind.

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