Support for Helen(*hidden_pain*) * poss.trig Sui
 

I just wanted everyone to show Helen how much we all really love her on RYL and how much she means to us, and by reading her rant just now, I know alot of people are worried about her, and she is a real gem, so please can everyone show Helen that she is an amazing girl!
:thumbup:
Thank you all,
Hannah
xxxxxx

p.s
Helen- I love you

I know I tell you all the time, but I really do love you.
You're beautiful and amazing and so so special.
*massive cuddles*
be careful
and keep fighting gorgeous
xxx

Helen baby
I love you sooooo much
Your coming tomine soon remember that chick
You have to keep fighting
I no its so hard
BUT IM YOUR TWIN and im here every step of the way Im never leaving you
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

I know I don't know you massively well, but I know you more than I did when I begun, and you have shown me nothing but kindness.

*hugs*

You appear to be a very amazing person, and I would hate to think that this ED can take that away, don't let it ruin things for you because you deserve SO SO much better than what's happening right now.

You are stronger than you know, don't give up chick, keep fighting! x

aww thanks everyone & thank you hannah for making this thread.

I don't really know what to say.
I don't want to live anymore.
& its the weekend so I can't call anyone or make a doctors appt.

sorry :crying:

x

Bbay you know you can call me
No matter what time I have my mobile
I know its really hard
But just think the next weekend youll be with me
Keep thinking about that
And how we will scream the train station down
You know how much I love you sweetheart
I live for you and breathe for you
Pease dont do anything silly

^^you're gonna get to see sammi, that's something to keep going for!
i always have my phone as well, give me a ring anytime.
i'm sorry things are so hard right now.
*cuddles*

Hel can you contact the samritans, ring them, please< remember how good they were via email, you can do this, you can beat this,
keep going strong hun,
I love you,
Me and so many people love you,
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Keep yourself distracted,

you deserve this thread alot.
Because it may help hearing from all of these friends that your an amazing girl!

Awwwww sweetie.

I know what it's like to feel like that but please keep fighting.

Take it an hour at a time, or however long you choose, you can do it hun, you can keep fighting!

I know you don't know me as well as others, and aren't as close to me as others, but you can always PM me or MSN or whatever. I'l always be willing to listen to anything.

xxxx

Ooooooo and don't be sorry!! You have nothing to be sorry for!! xxxx

Seeing Sammi soon! You can't stop talking to me about seeing her, " omg, I'm seeing sammi soon"
Please, you've been so excited about that
lol
xxxxx

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye
And now I know how far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'cus you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'cus you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
'cus I will never let you go


I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'cus you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

'cus without you I can't sleep
I'm not gonna ever ever let you leave
You're all I've got
You're all I want
Yeah
And without you
I don't know what I'd do
I could never ever live a day without you
Here with me do ya see
You're all I need

And I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'cus you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life)
I'll be with you forever (forever)
To get you through the day
And make everything okay (okay)
I will be all that you want (I'll be)
And get myself together (get myself together)
'cus you keep me from falling apart
And all my life
You know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Helen
To keep you distracted you should pack this weekend, decide what your gonna bring :) that always keeps me busy :)

The clouds are horrible hun, they really are, but those clouds will clear, just like the clouds in the sky. They come and go, and the sun comes out and then sometimes it pours, sometimes the clouds and whispy and white and sometimes they are black and drown out any light.

But they DO clear hun, they DO you've just got to keep hanging on until they do! xxxxx

I love you Helen. I'm glad you realise you have a lot to live for. Things CAN get better, but it's long and hard.
But I know you could do it, you're so damn strong <33
xxxxxx

Ooo and see going to see Sammi, that's fab!! xxxx

I couldn't of said it better than anyone here, keep yourself distracted this weekend, like Sammi said, get your stuff ready for hers!
Please keep going Helen.
We are all behind you and eachother in this hurting time,
.
Everyday may be a struggle, but we'll get through it in the end.
I'll hold your hand through all of this, I promise,
I love you Helen-Beth.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
:rose:
;-)
Besides you got to have Tuesday and update me on Tracys outfit, what if she is wearing christin loubitons, and her marc jacobs bag, I haven't seen them yet,
Tongue2

You can fight Helen hun.
And everyone here is gonna help you fight when you're finding it a bit hard.
Take care x

Thank you,

I'm so set on it.
I shouldn't really be talking about it though...
Maybe my pysch will be able to change my mind :dunno:

I hope your psych changes your mind.
Look at all these people that love you.
You've got so much going for you sweetheart.
I know how hard things are but you need to keep fighting!
you can do this, you really can
<3

Helen you should be talking about it, your allowed to talk about it, it's good for you to talk about it, let it out,
I hope your psych can change your mind, I wouldn't be suprised,
you have all the time in the world
;-)
xxx

Next wednesday I will be jumping on you,
so much, you better wear some body armour or something, hunni,
When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you,
I miss you.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
<3
i love you

Helen, I love you so much gorgeous girl, you've come so far and you can keep going I know it.
It doesn't feel like it to you - but things will change and get better and you'll move on from this, then you can look back and be proud of yourself for being so strong and making it through.
Proud for not giving up.

I know it's kind of a cliche - but this will all make you stronger sweetheart. I'm not saying it's a good thing, and you certainly don't deserve it, but try to accept that it is happening...and you are feeling like this - but it doesn't have to be like this forever and you can (and will) change it.

You can do it Helen, I believe in you xxxx

*squishes*

I love you Helen. We still have to meet yet :rose:

Why shouldn't you be talking about it hunni!!

*hugs*

Loves. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxx

I love you Helen.
I'm sorry i dont really have the words right now but you have been a great support to me && i appreciate it so much.
You are amazing.
Keep fighting, you can do it.
*cuddles*
xxxxxxxxxx

Helen, love you <3
Keep fighting hun, this will pass. Keep talking about how your feeling, call the samaritans?, you can even text them too, iv'e got the number, i will pm it to you..
Keep distracting yourself and think about next week when you meet Sammy =]. Your stronger than you think babes.
ly love Hannah xxxxxxxx

You were one of few people who bothered to reply to my post when I was really emotionally destraught and that meant the absolute world to me. I hate to hear that you are so down as well. Together we can pull eachother through this xo

helen baby i love you so much, text me if ya need to <3 or pm me.
take care sweetheart *kiss*

Oh Helen..you do not know me but i have been reading your threads (that sounds stalkerish...sorry) but i care about you! you seem really strong!!

and i feel so much in the same place as you right now! so i just want to send you loads of huggles and a little bit of hope that things could get better!

xxx

aww thank you everyone :blush:

I'm still feeling the same as yesterday, but I'm keeping distracted.

thank you so much for all your support

xxxxx

*cuddles you*
keeping yourself distaracted is a good thing.
keep posting if you need to.
xxxxx

*hugs you*
I'm sorry I can't do more.

Helen *leaps on you*
I love you little girly <3 you are one of the most amazing people here. you have so much to live for baby. please hold on, please keep yourself strong.
you can fight this Helen.
I am here for you. please don't hesitate to contact me darling.

*love & snuggles & happiness to you*

Lucy.
x

*Squishes you* xxx<3

thanks everyone :)

I can't help but think, on Monday I can do it, I could just walk to the hospital then.
Its so hard not to do it :crying:
theres nothing stopping me.

*stops you*
you need to talk about this, we're here to help.
you're such an amazing person, don't let this destroy you.
<333

There may be nothing 'stopping' you as such, but there is a hell of a lot of reasons that mean that you shouldn't do it, and you have so much to fight for Helen.
I know it's hard to see when you are feeling the way you do, I do understand that

There is so much that you have to live for, you are a fantastic person girly, don't give up!

Alone and Scared is so right Helen, theres loads worth fighting for, i promise. Things will get better from now, maybe not straight away but they will. It's soo worth the fight babes. ly xx

oh helen sweetheart xxxx
i was so worried when i read your rant thread. you dont deserve this pain. it makes me so so sad to see you suffering so much. please take care, so many people love you-you cant give up xxx

<3 I love you Helen.

Thanks guys,

I'll try to keep fighting, I'm just in a really bad place right now, I have no idea why. I'm going to call my GP on monday & try to get an emergency appt with her, I'm going to try & keep myself safe.

I love you,
x

I'm really proud of you for fighting such strong thoughts/urges & for deciding to call your GP on Monday.
*Squishes* xxx

Helen, you're wonderful, please keep fighting this and I hope you can get an appointment monday and they can help you. We're all here for you. xxx

*squishes* please take care of yourself,

sending much love and many *squishes*


Allie

xxxx

*cries to you*
HELEN
I love you <3
so much-
Please ring your GP on monday-
please
you deserve so much better than this.
Make an appointment with Tracy, please
have it for hours, if it helps.

Thank you so much everyone, I'll keep fighting for you <3


hannah - I'm seeing tracy on tuesday anyway... I was going to see my GP on monday hopfully, to keep myself safe until tuesday. Or me & yuo could go out :)
xxxxxx

Love you Helen my twiny

So proud of you for fighting like you are, you're amazing.
Don't give up, there is so much to fight for hun. x