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Ashleygray 01-11-2007 11:57 PM

Do you carry blades with you?
 
I was just wondering if anyone else takes their blades (tools) with them when they go out.
If you do, have youever been caught with them?

Voldemort 02-11-2007 12:03 AM

I have, but only a couple of times. Didn't get caught. I find doing it anywhere other than in my room doesn't feel right.

Also, Luke, you may wanna edit that and take out where it can be put. Tip sharing and all y'know.

Samz 02-11-2007 12:04 AM

I do. I also carry a strip of bandage and some anti septic cream.
I've worryed about being caught with them but the only time I've ever come close was on a Law trip when our bags were searched. The teacher warned us about ten minutes before we went into court and I managed to bin it all.

Voldemort 02-11-2007 12:10 AM

I was just trying to help. It doesn't bother me.

quautia 02-11-2007 12:53 AM

I don't carry any tools with me as I'm trying very hard to get back into recovery, and want to avoid cutting as much as possible.

I used to carry tools with me, and never got caught. I never drew attention to it, so no one ever suspected or checked.

small light 02-11-2007 01:01 AM

this is serious tipsharing tbh.

quautia 02-11-2007 01:03 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by small light (Post 351829)
this is serious tipsharing tbh.

Would my post above be counted as tip-sharing? (I ask because I'm new and don't want to post anything wrong, thanks)

small light 02-11-2007 01:11 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by quautia (Post 351830)
Would my post above be counted as tip-sharing? (I ask because I'm new and don't want to post anything wrong, thanks)

I'm not a mod so I can't tell people what to post, but what you wrote seems fine. I just don't think it's a good idea to tell people how to smuggle blades or tools!

KaraZor-El 02-11-2007 01:35 AM

I used to carry a blade with me, wrapped in a Kleenex... I threw one out once when we went to a concert (Iron Maiden^.^) and they were using those hand held metal detectors. Luckily, I was able to get it out and throw it into the trash can. I don't carry any on me anymore, cuz you can never tell where people will poke their noses in to...

Sans Peur 02-11-2007 01:55 AM

used to when i felt i was going through a hard time but to me that leads to more temptation.to go straight to the blade when something goes wrong when you are not at home.you dont learn to deal with the siuation rationally without hurting yourself.

also you need to be careful with having blades on you because if you get caught by the police you may get in a lot of trouble

small light 02-11-2007 02:12 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by bobidrawpictures (Post 351895)
jeeze you on a self harm website

so people need to grow up

have fun tip sharing

*far too pissed to care now*

MeltedWings 02-11-2007 02:20 AM

Really good vibe we've got on this thread right now.

I used to carry tools with me everywhere; didn't feel right not having them with me, though I only used whatever I had with me at the time twice in the past six months.

Ashleygray 02-11-2007 02:27 AM

There seems to me some tention going on arround here doesn't there....
Anyway, this thread wasn't meant for tip sharing..
I was asking "IF" people carried blades .. not "HOW"

soo, no more saying how please!

Red 02-11-2007 03:49 AM

I have snuggled a scissors in work to the toliets. Think people saw but never said.
I have had odd items that I keep with me but nothing obvious.
I have a routine so never like to do it away from my comfort zone unless needed.
Bit dangerous to carry blades with you, especially if you get caught.


Not going to talk more due to the fear of tipsharing.

Horizon 02-11-2007 04:36 AM

took them to high school for a week once and got caught - almost got expelled.

Amaryllis 02-11-2007 04:53 AM

I always have something with me. But I never do it unless I have bandaging with me as well.

~invisible~girl~ 02-11-2007 06:20 AM

I carried a blade with me to work for a while a little over a year ago. And used it several times. I don't think that job was very good for me... But normally I don't carry a blade except if I'm going somewhere for a few days or longer. And when I do have a blade with me, I also always have a few band-aids and some neosporin, even though I rarely even use band-aids anymore since there's usually too many cuts nearby for it to fit, and I end up using gauze instead, but for some reason it's still always band-aids in my travel kit (which used to be where I kept my blades not for travel as well, but they've recently migrated to my desk drawer for some reason).

It's not illegal to carry a blade here. At least not the kind I use. Heck, it's not even illegal to carry a gun if you have a license. So I don't have to worry about getting caught if I just have a blade in my bag when I'm walking around on the street or at work or whatever.

The only time that I've carried blades that I might have been 'caught' is that I've carried blades through airport security several times when I either didn't have any checked bags, or couldn't deal with having them out of my possesion for that long (my mom alway tells me to put a change of clothes in my carry on in case the airline loses my bags - same idea). I've actually done that a fair amount, and I've never been caught. The closest I came was once they actually hand searched my bag after they x-rayed it, and the opened the front pocket that had the pouch with my blades in it, but it turned out that they were actually looking for my calculator, and missed the blades entirely. It does make me wonder about airport security that they diligently confiscate water bottles and check graphing calculators, but yet routinely fail to notice actual weapons...

KaraZor-El 02-11-2007 09:02 AM

I left my blades at home when I had to take an airplane because I was afraid of security finding it in front of my whole youth group. That would not have been fun. So I think I just clipped a safety pin somewhere.

And that is quite disturbing that they didn't see your blades.:/

And your JubJub looks so sad! I want to cuddle it!^.^

~invisible~girl~ 02-11-2007 09:19 AM

It is disturbing that they haven't seen my blades, especially since it wasn't even just a one time thing - I've done it probably at least a dozen times. On the other hand, considering that I can barely draw blood with them when I'm trying to, and my other arm is cooperating, I don't think I could really use them as a weapon against someone else who might actually be fighting back, and I'm pretty sure they'd be no match for the cockpit doors, which I've heard are supposed to be bullet-proof, so it probably doesn't much matter. But I never carry blades through if I'm with my parents (or anyone else, for that matter), because then if security did find them, I'd have to explain it to them, and not just the random TSA people (and probably a cop or two) that I'm never going to see again anyway.

And yeah, my JubJub is sad :(

Artyom 02-11-2007 09:37 AM

i used to keep one in my backpack when i went to school like 9th and 10th grade, but not anymore. and i never got caught with them

sherlock holmes 02-11-2007 12:44 PM

I used to carry a blade with me when I was in school. I don't anymore, not unless I know I'm going to have a tough day and need it with me as a sort of comfort blanket.

I once took a blade with me when I was going to Switzerland. After we had got off the ferry to france, customs got on the coach to have a quick check. I was so scared!

Artyom 02-11-2007 12:54 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by control freak (Post 352160)
I once took a blade with me when I was going to Switzerland. After we had got off the ferry to france, customs got on the coach to have a quick check. I was so scared!

ahh that must have sucked, i would have tossed that haha

popcorn 02-11-2007 02:08 PM

I almost always have a little pocket multi-tool with me, and I have carried something like that with me since I was really little, way before I started hurting myself. It's not good because I could use it to hurt myself, although I've told myself 'this tool is not to be used for that.' I have even gotten rid of the tool a couple of times. But it makes me feel safe/prepared to have it with me--not like I am prepared to hurt myself, but prepared in case I need to use the tool to do something. I always wanted to feel like I could run away if I needed to. And be ready for all those rampant screwdriver emergencies, you know? But it's kind of a security thing... I feel ok if I have my chapstick and my pocket tool and a hair elastic.

_plastic 02-11-2007 02:16 PM

yes i do carry them with me all the time i like the idea that i have it all the time with me...
i had to throw it away once so the soldier won't arrest me LOL it's an occupied area here..

Rawrk 02-11-2007 08:09 PM

I do. Even though I shouldn't.
Though, my boyfriend went through my blazer cuz I asked him to get something for me, and found them, so he snapped them and threw them away for me.

atropine 02-11-2007 08:17 PM

i use to carry blades with me always but then once i ended up dropping in and my blade landed in the family room under a chair so i stopped carrying it in case i got caught!

charcoal feathers 02-11-2007 09:21 PM

From the time i started up until a year/2years ago. I would always carry around a blade with me. It would always be in my bag and i never got caught with it. I haven't bothered to for like the last 2years though, i think it actually makes things worse having the blade there.

d.rocky 02-11-2007 10:07 PM

i have in the past and i still do sometimes but not often. actually its getting less.

lovelybones 02-11-2007 10:08 PM

i used to. always had gauze and bandages and stuff too, just in case.

i stopped carrying stuff around when they found cutting paraphernalia (sp?) when i was hospitalized.

but i dont cut anymore so yeah.

lower than myself 02-11-2007 10:12 PM

I used too, but my boyf found them in my bag when (he has a habit of looking through my things><) Although I'm quite glad that he did cause I'd been through a crap time. I don't carry them anymore though.

Comely 02-11-2007 10:13 PM

I carried a lgihter with me, then one day someone was looking for a lgihter and I let them use mine for some reason. And then they kept it. I don't smoke, so no one understood why I had a lighter. i just shrugged.

Infatuated 03-11-2007 12:08 AM

Yeah, I have one with me all the time. I've never ever used it though. And I've never been caught with it.

Ginger Snap 03-11-2007 01:38 AM

I never have done because i need to know the blades are clean. I'm a little obsessive over it actually.

xxx

all-hope.lost-forever 03-11-2007 02:17 AM

Yeah, i have one with me at all times...no i've never got caught!

Spamela 03-11-2007 03:03 AM

Absolutely. I always carry some kind of blade with me. Ive had a couple tricks up my sleeves for a few years now. I dont condone it at all, but Im always prepared for something that could happen where I would need that instant calm. I can go for months without needing it, but it's comforting knowing it's there.

never ending pain 03-11-2007 03:46 AM

yea I do carry a blade with me.
I shouldnt really but i do
and its nice to know its there if i need it.
oh and yes i have got caught with it once, but it was at a respite house so thats not really counted

cest.la.vie 03-11-2007 05:12 AM

I have done in the past.
I've never got caught though, which is a bit worrying seeing as i was admitted as an IP for an ED at the time when i carried them with me and they checked all my bags when i was admitted but didn't find them :S

~invisible~girl~ 03-11-2007 06:36 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Comely (Post 352751)
I don't smoke, so no one understood why I had a lighter.

I carry a lighter sometimes too, even though I don't smoke, but it's not SI-related (I've only burned myself like once, and it didn't really work for me, so I wasn't thinking of it for that purpose at all). Lighters are just useful sometimes. Plus it's just fun to light them. I don't think it's that weird to carry one...

monket 03-11-2007 09:02 AM

Yeah, I have one with me pretty much wherever I go. My boyfriend caught me a few times, but that just means I have to get more crafty at hiding them.

Angel_Girl 03-11-2007 09:48 AM

I carry a blade with me at all times and I dropped it a few times and then had to like pretend I needed tie my shoelaces (sp?) to pick it up...

DropDead- 03-11-2007 12:09 PM

I always have a blade with me. Especially in school,my boyfriend and my friend usually check my blazer,and the police have a right to check me from now on at my school.
I've only used it a few times,but i just feel safer if i know i have it if need be.

.ghost. 03-11-2007 03:09 PM

I always have 2 blades right next to my skin, then another 1 with me in a pocket, plus another 3 in my bag, so that means I have 6 with me nearly all the time, and I always have the first 2 I mentioned with me.

Kind of worrying when I look at the numbers...when my parents first found out about my SI, they took everything away from me, so I'm too scared not to have them with me now, I'm a little over-protective of them really. I'm planning to wean myself off carrying them somehow though as I'm stopping SI.

I've never exactly been caught by anyone, but sometimes I've dropped them, accdiently got them out my pocket when getting keys or something and had to just try and get it away asap. People someitmes notice the edge of one or something like that though, and I'm not sure whether they realise what it was or not.

Sometimes I like having them with me because I get one out and just play with it (I hold it and passs it from hadn to hand kind of tihng) as it makes me feel better and it normally means I don't SI afterwards, whereas I used to wait until I got home to my supply and SI.

lydia. 03-11-2007 04:32 PM

Never.

crazykat 03-11-2007 04:36 PM

I used to but I haven't for awhile.

sazybel 03-11-2007 05:47 PM

I always have blades with me and other sharp stuff been caught a couple of times by a teacher just got told to hand everthing over she knew about my self harm before

.dejected 03-11-2007 05:48 PM

I always have a blade with me. I need to have control over something, and since I can't control the people around me I feel safer if I've got a blade or a scalpal with me. It's more of a security blanket than anything I think, as I rarely cut outside my bedroom. It is just nice to know that it's right there if I need it.

<3 K. Though I did get in a hell of a lot of trouble the first time I was formed, I snuck some in when I was home for the weekend, though I had no intentions of using them and got caught.

this too shall pass 03-11-2007 06:04 PM

i always have a lighter on me coz i smoke but i havent burnt in iova a yaera n wen i diod it was a home neway at work i have a knife on me to cut packaging n that worries me but ive never used it as a tool

FallenFairy 03-11-2007 06:09 PM

I carry my blades on me most of the time...
It's a safety thing for me - if I know I CAN SH if I need, then sometimes the knowing I can is enough to make me not need to in the same way.

I also carry plasters and baby wipes...

Dan 03-11-2007 07:29 PM

I carry my blade with me everywhere, i don't know if saying "my wallet" is tip sharing?

lifeinslowmotion1 03-11-2007 07:38 PM

Yeah I always used to have one with me when I was at school. I told my counsellor though and she told the school. Then I got dragged into a meeting aobut it and they said that they weren't going to search me this time but they might carry out searches at any time cos they know i've carried weapons with me. So I had to get rid of it cos it could have got me into a lot of trouble. They never tried to search me though.


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