*hugs Mark*
*hugs Becca*
*hugs Laura*

brings in pillows and blankets. and just curls up in a corner trying not to cry..

Hey all *gives all hugs*

Sorry I haven't been around lately, been really busy and on vacation with family.

*places some fresh cookies and brownies on the table*

Really triggered and depressed right now... haven't been like this in awhile. Trying to be good, but its really hard right now. *rocks in the corner*

Has anyone heard from Oliver? He hasnt been around for a while. I wondered if he was ok as im worried about him.

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Ian* Oliver is in hospital for a few days, with very limited access to his phone. How r u doing?

*hugs Matt* Do you know what has triggered you? I hope you are feeling better soon

*hugs Jules* I'm Laura :) I don't think we've been introduced...Whats up hun?

*hugs Laura* How are you?

*hugs Mark* good luck with the detoxing. Hope you are okay.

I am not totally sure Laura. Its often different things that combine together. I think it was built up emotional pain I have had for a while that has boiled over. I am quit tired of being the overlooked child in my family, even though I am the oldest. I wish I had the love of others and my family like I see my friends and siblings. What does that feel like to be wanted, to be needed, the such? Just to hear the words, "I love you?" :(

Sorry for the vent... just had to get that lil bit out. I am trying to go sleeps, but its tough right now for me to ignore the voices, the urges to hurt myself. But I will try not to.

*hugs Matt* No need to be sorry, hun. Always around if you need to talk. I'm so sorry that your family makes you feel that way. You don't deserve that at all. I hope you are able to sleep. Please try to stay as safe as you can.

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Jules if okay?*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs everyone*
That was a crazy camping trip...

*Glomps Charlie*

*hugs all*
sorry I'm not doing individuals.
I don't really have much time today. Have to visit my grandparents, go to the store and buy soy products for mom and I have to pack my things for tomorrow.

*Hugs Laura* I Hope tomorrow and your stay go really well for you :)

I just decided that it can't be too bad. They wont let me die and they prob are trying to make it so I don't want to die, right?

how's your detox going?

hugs everyone

Right Laura :) *Hugs* Well it's coming up to when I start drinking but I'm expecting the withdrawels tomorrow and Wednesday :(

*Hugs Louise*

hugs mark

*hugs everyone then heads out to the garden with puppy sinclair*

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Louise*
*hugs Crimson*

I'm wondering how bad it's going to be when I really need to injure but they wont let me.

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Laura* Try talking to a nurse when that happens hun , that is why they're there :)

right... and they are going to snap their fingers and it disappears.
I don't see the point in telling them. It's not like they can do much. It's too late once I have to injure. I didn't injure once for days and the feeling didn't go away till I gave in.

I am 8 weeks free today!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

*Super squishes Laura*

congratulations Mark

I feel like I'm a horrible person who can't do anything right.
Mom doesn't like me. IF she liked me she wouldn't tell me so many things to do the day before I go inpatient. She asked me if I wanted to go out with her but she wants me to do so many things that I said no.

*holds tightly*
<3

... frustrated...

*sigh* and now I have to go home and deal with more BS

Thanks for letting me know. *Hugs* I'm ok thanks Laura :) How are you?

*Hugs Mark* Congratulations on being free for 8 weeks! Thats excellent :)

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Crimson hard*

*Hugs Ian*

Right , Olivers Psychiatrist has recommended that he be placed on a section 2 , which is 28 days , but can't make the decision hersalf so Oliver is having to meet 2 specialists this afternoon , I will keep you all posted when I hear from him .
Oh , He Also *Cuddles* you all :)

Please let Oliver know i'm thinking about him.

How is everyone else?

Ok . Olivers assesment went okay , he has however been put on a section 2 and may HAVE to stay inpatient for 28 days , I'll do my best to keep in touch with him and report back.

*Good Morning Hugs and Waves My Wardies*

hugs everyone

How are we all?

Feel Weird , Detox I guess Louise *Hugs* How are you hun?

*hugs mark* I am not having that great day, feeling low today.

What's getting you down, Louise?

Whats up Louise? *Hugs*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*hugs Lindsay* How are you?

*hugs Mark*

My mum has been shouting at me even for little things it is upsetting.

I'm sorry Louise *Hugs* You don't deserve that :/

I'm sorry to hear that, Louise. Can you get away from your Mum for a bit?

I'm struggling. Depression is hitting me hard right now and I don't see anything changing because my antidepressant has been put up to the highest dose but it isn't helping. I have to go to my voluntary work tomorrow and i'm dreading it.

*Hugs Lindsay* It can take antidepressants like 6 weeks to kick in , how long have you been on them?

*hugs everyone* good morning! (or afternoon/evening as it is for some of you)

I've been on my current antidepressant for months if not over a year and i've been on the increased dose for 3 weeks. I just wish that I could get some relief.

*Hugs Crimson* How are you ?

*Hugs Lindsay*

*hugs everyone*

soooo if i *did* try to get disability assistance just in case [ie extensions and stuff...] need to give the office:

To Register for Accommodations Students Must Provide:

· Psychological report or other testing results need to be no more than 3 years old.
· The assessment must reflect the current impact of the student’s disabilities on academic performance, particularly within the college setting.
· Testing should be completed by a licensed health care provider, such as a clinical or educational psychologist, neuropsychologist, learning disability specialist, or physician specializing in learning disabilities.

Assessment must include:
· Dates of the testing
· Credentials of the person completing the evaluation
· A DSM-IV diagnosis
· A summary of how this specific disability would impact performance in the college setting
· A list of recommendations to accommodate this disability at the college level.

Once Approved by our office:
· Initiate a request for the implementation of these accommodations as EARLY as possible each semester. You can obtain a “Consent form for Disability Accommodations” from the counseling office, our website or our bulletin board.

O_o

Crickey Heather!! *Hugs*

*Night time hugs and waves to my wardies*

*hugs Mark good night* to answer your earlier question. I'm ok. Trying to keep my spirits up and get my butt writing. hope you're doing ok :)

o.O so then, Heather, are we jumping through the hoops?

*hugs Heather and Lindsay*

*Hugs Mark* Thanks for letting us know about Oliver. I feel for you Oliver. Its not nice when your struggling. I eally hope he gets better soon. We miss you Oliver. Your in my thoughts.

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Crimson*

*pops in and leaves hugs and such*