Detox Nurse Appointment at 2pm , Getting pretty nervous :S

hugs i hope it goes okay sweetie, good luck

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Heather*
*hugs Jill*

how are you all today?

Hi everyone, i'm out of hospital now. Just trying to catch up with things.

*hugs Lindsay* how are you?

The Nurse was nice , they could give me Librium to come off of the drink but because it could make me drowsy or have a fit I would need someone to stay with me for 3 days solid which is a problem as I'm trying to not worry any of my family and can only think of one person I could ask . I think it maybe taking the piss too , I live in a one bedroom flat so I would natrually sleep on the living room floor and she would take my bed , but it's a lot to ask

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Lindsay* welcome back :D

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Mark* I understand that you don't want to worry your family. I was the same but now I tell my mom some of the things and she seems to be less worried, because she knows what's happening.

Welcome back Lindsay.
* waves * hi everyone
what is everyone up to ?

*waves to Ella*

My Best
Friend said she would stay over at mine to look after me , I love her ( Not like "that") but the fact she would do this for me ? She is like the best friend I've had in like ....ever

*hugs Ella* I went for a ride with my horse but I didn't really enjoy it.
*hugs Mark* I'm glad that you found someone to look after you.

Kat Has to know, hannah wants to be involved.

*Sips in and snuggles down in spare blanket* I am here again..

*sits in the ward*

*Hugs Becca*

*Hugs Felica* <3

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Bekka*
*hugs Felicia*

*hugs everyone* I'm feeling a bit fragile but ok. How is everyone else?

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

How are you, Mark?

I am deciding whether to wait and detox under the Pro way (I can't Wait!!) or do it with Diaz next week myself , and my online support network , and Kat (My substance worker)

*hugs Becca, Mark, Laura, Lindsey, Felicia*

How long would you have to wait to do it the Pro way, Mark?

*hugs Lindsay, Mark, Crimson*

Until everyone is in sync , Nurse , support workers , Friends to live with me.
I'd rather wing it and get it the F*** over with. I have been drinking , hence I've not been taking Diaz , hence I have a ****-ton of it in my possesion . ( With a perscription )

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Laura*

hugs everbody, curls up crying.

hugs everyone

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Louise*

*hugs all*

*curls up in a dark corner*

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Mark* good morning. how are you today?

I don't know........ How are you Laura Hun?

Not sure. It's cold here today.

The weather here feels like rain soon .
I Feel Numb now.........

Numb sucks.
I'm very unmotivated, it's a struggle to get up from my chair and set the table. I'm trying to focus on an online test to figure out what kind of job I'm able to do next year.

My husband left the pills out ...want to OD

*waves to Ella* Please be safe hun .

I'm here if anyone needs to talk.

*SQUISHSQASHES LIndsay*

*hugs Mark* How are you feeling now?

*hugs Ella* are you ok?
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay*

Yes am ok ...managed to hold out till my husband came home
am safe now

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*waves to Ella*

Hi everyone. How are you all today?

*hugs Ella*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay*

I think I'm pulling out from this emptyness I was feeling yesterday. As if I was underwater, nothing could thouch me.

I am detoxing myself with Diaz starting tomorrow .

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

hugs everyone

*hugs Mark* good luck
*hugs Louise* how are you?

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Laura*

Thanks everyone

Rough day...

*hides away after giving hugs to everyone*

*waves to Becca*

*Hugs Laura*