love you oliver <3

*hugs doikers*

Oh god really want to od, the pills are there right in front of me, don't think I can stop myself.

*hides crying*

oh sweet, talk to us whats making u feel like this?
*BIG HUGS* OLIVER xx

I'm so low, but its not like I'm going to take the pills to kill myself, but if I do die it doesn't matter, cos I have to wait until next week for my suicide plan, but the urge to od is so strong

are things really that slow in the creative corner these days or is it just that my writing sucks that bad? I've posted 5 chapters and had 20 or so views and not a single comment... is just a little feedback too much to ask for?

*hides in the denial tent*

*reaches out and leaves a pile of hugs and plushies by the door*

*Cuddles everyone* Oliver honey, feel free to text me for a distraction. can freak out about another spider if you like? :)
Doikers is Mark, Dani :) and tell Ryan if he starts an argument i'll slap him :P

Crimson *Hugs* I'm not a regular in creative corner but I bet you are uber talented :)

*Hugs Mark* How're you?

I've been better Charlie , How are you *Hugs*

I'm good thanks. Do you wanna chat? You can PM me if you like?

*hugs all*

*Hugs Dani*
*Crawls into the denial tent*

i reali want this child of mine 2 go 2 sleep or 4 her daddy 2 have her!!!!!!!!

Primrose! Poley poley said go to sleep!

she still not asleep poley poley

Give her to her Daddy lol.
I reckon she misses me. :P

well get your BUT, back here then and take this child of mine.... Just so i can have a fag..... I'm so worried about this girl im talking to :-(

*Hugs Charlie*

*Hugs Dani*

*Hugs Mark* Did Helen speak to you honey?
Lol Dani, I would if I could :)

*hugs you all* sorry i dissapeared earlier my internet died then I decided to go to youth group.
I took the pills with me to youth group but couldn't build up the courage to tell the youth worker and give them to her so I still have them and still very tempted to take them.

how is everyone?

Maybe I don't want to 'get better'? At least people care now...I don't want to lose that.

*hugs Charlie* I know the feeling

*Cuddles*

I cant sleep at the moment .
Anyone else around ?

*hugs all*

hospital just called me. they are full. I have to wait till Tuesday next week.

*Hugs Charlie* YEs she did :)

*Hugs Oliver*

*Waves to Ella*

*Squishes Laura* :/

*hugs Mark* how are you today?

Tired Laura , totally forgot my night meds last night :/ Are you okay hun?

*hugs Mark* forgetting the meds always sucks.
I kept forgetting to take my meds for a week so I stopped taking them.
Doesn't feel to good, but at least I'm not feeling bad for forgetting to take them anymore.
Umm... I'm feeling useless and I don't know what to do with all the time.

OMD! I Have a meeting with the Detox nurse tomorrow at 2pm , Good vibes please people, I am all nervous :S

*Hugs Laura* I know how hard it is to fill time sometimes , *Squishes*

*cuddles Mark* it's probably a lot less scary than you are thinking now. (well.. that's what people keep telling me about going inpatient) I know the panicked feeling.

hugs everyone

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Louise*

* waves *

how is everyone ?

*Waves to Ella* I am nervous ...... How are you?

*hugs Louise*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Ella*

tired because i couldn't sleep last night.

Tired myself , I forgot my night meds :/ yesterday.

*hugs Laura* I'm sorry you have to wait until next Tuesday... I'm sure changing the schedule around brings up a huge mix of emotions. Here if you need to vent.

*hugs Louise* how r you today?

*waves to Ella* Having no sleep is awful :-( *sends over a pillow so you can rest in the ward*

*hugs Mark* Sorry you are feeling so tired. I'll be sending you lots of good vibes about your appointment tomorrow. It'll be okay, hun. Let us know how it goes.

*hugs Ella* *hands a blanket*
*hugs Mark* better not forget the meds again today...
*hugs Laura*

I won't forget tonight (I hope) *Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Laura* Thanks for the vibes , I am so nervous.

*hugs everyone* I have had a hard day today, been crying a lot.

Does anyone know how Lindsay is?

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Louise*

I still don't know what to do the whole week. I hate it when I have too much time and nothing to do. I can't cope and need distractions till I have to go inpatient.

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs laura*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Heather*

I've been in pretty much Daily text contact with Lindsay , I'm pretty sure she was discharged yesterday at some point , she may pop by soon *Hopes*

hugs all, hides and curls up

*Hugs Jill*

hugs mark back, how are you today?