Lindsay: Yeah it is quite a wait. I'm hoping I can hang on for that long.

*cuddles everyone then goes and finds an empty corner and sits and rocks staring at the wall*

*Walks in, looking around unsure*

Uhm...hello...I think I may need to check into this place. Feeling very unsafe right now.

However, I do bring cookies.

*Hands out chocolate chip cookies to everyone*

*cuddles everyone*

Not doing so good...

*stares at the wall and cries because she can't in real life*

*hugs Bethany* - come on in. We have a denial tent, a puppy (puppy SinClair), a smoking shelter, as many corners as people who need them so I hope you can get some relief from real life here.

*holds Helen* - no words I'm afraid but I can offer you a tissue.

*hugs everyone*

I feel down again. I had to act cheerful when I went to see my physio and now that I've stopped acting I just want to curl up on my bed and cry. But I can't cry. I feel like there is no escape from this mood except through death. I want it all to stop now. Can anybody stop the world cause I really, really want to get off.

*curls up into a little ball in the corner and cries*

*cuddles Kahlia lots*

*cuddles into Helen*

*Joins the cuddle with Kahlia and Helen and cries quietly*
Love you both. xxxxxx

*hugs Arwen*
*hugs everyone*
*curls up in a corner and cries her heart out*

*also cries her heart out and cuddles kahlia and arwen some more*

Shame I can't cry in real life *shrugs* Also there's cuddles for everyone :) One of my best friends has left me, well said she was, then a couple hours texted me saying she was sorry for everything, then has called me 12 times since and phoned my other best friend 5 times too. I could text her back and end this hurting etc, but she needs to know she can't keep saying she's going to leave/pushing me away and for nothing to happen. I don't want to do it...but as my best friend said I didn't leave, she's the one who pushed me..So why do I feel so guilty??

*hugs Kahlia* Thank you for your kind welcome.

*looks around before finding a nice, cozy corner to curl up and cry in*

*hugs Helen* - I can't cry irl either. I'm sorry to hear what you are going through with your best friend. I hope you manage to work out something that is in your best interest.
*hugs Bethany and passes over some tissues*
*hugs everyone*

I just want to go back to bed and pretend this day never happened. And the problem with that is it's only about 7:30 am. I've been up for an hour and my low mood has hit. It's getting distressing. And the worst thing is that I can't find a cause. Oh well.

*goes and finds puppy SinClair then disappears into the denial tent and pretends that everything is alright*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Kahlia*

Hope you're both ok...x


This really sucks. Really, really sucks. Nobody seems to understand. The only reason I'm dwelling on the break-up is because that's the only thing that I can stop hurting me. Eventually. Only, I'd rather not stop it hurting. I'd rather it was never over. Why did he ask me to try again for 2 weeks later to bail again? I wish I understood him. I wish I could hate him.

*hugs helen, kahlia, bethany, and vicki* Sorry i would do individual responses but there has been a lot of posts since Ive been in here. Hope you all are doing alright.

I don't feel like talking much, it hurts to talk, or even think too much. I just wanted to pop in and say hi.

*hugs Vicki and Laura*
*hugs everyone else*

Meh.

*hugs everyone*

I hope you're all doing okay.

*cuddles everyone*

Sorry we're all feeling so bad. Kahlia, hope your day improves :(

I just want to curl and sleep already :/

*cuddles everyone*

Helen: Thanks. My day isn't improving but at least I'm keeping my head above water.

I want to disappear. This depression isn't lessening in any way. Meh...

I feel like a post hog but...

*cuddles everyone*

*sneaks into a corner that no-one can see and curls up wishing she could cry*

*cuddles everyone*

Things have been sorted with my best friend :) One less thing for me to stress over I guess.

Having a really bad day yay :/

*hugs kahlia* you are definitely not being a post hog.
*hugs helen* Glad things are better with your friend! Sorry your day is crappy.

*walks blankly to a corner and sits down to think*