*hugs Katie* thanks, hope you're doing okay

*hugs Arwen* sorry to hear about the food, hope it clears up soon

*hugs Miss Angelus* sorry to hear that your mum doesn't understand, but you're not alone.

*hugs Cheryl* that's so hard hun, take care, ok?

*hugs Secrets* good luck with the family, tis tough

*hugs Shadowedsoul* sorry to hear you're struggling hun, I'd say message me whenever you want but I'm going on holiday so I wont be around for a week, but after that

*hugs Labyrinth* you're very welcome to post here, friends can really hurt sometimes, but the ones that matter, they care

Feeling better now that I've been with my boy again. I'm glad to have him, he makes living easier.

Had an absolutely incredible physio session earlier. 4th session, and 3rd time on my feet in almost a month, and I walked across the room without the walker and hardly touching the railings alongside me.

unless something horrible happens, i go home in a week!!

Shayne that's wonderful news!!! *throws party for Shayne*

I'm getting mighty sick of having to wear my wrist guard. My thumb hurts less when I use it but it is still almost as restrictive as the cast.

I saw my optometrist today and got told that my eyes haven't changed so no need for new glasses, and he fixed my old glasses for me so they are as good as new.

I'm feeling anxious today but I guess you get that some days.

My laptop should be back before the end of the week. Yippee. I cancelled the order of my new desktop until I get some more money behind me - by which time I'll get a better system so it's worth the waiting.

*leaves hugs for everyone*
*send hugs from Nicole [mouse in darkness] to everyone*

*Hugs Secrets* Nice to see you pop by :) My inbox is always open for you too sweetie.

*Hugs Shadowedsoul* Sorry I wasn't around last night, I would have chatted to you for a bit. Hope things have simmered down a bit, how are you feeling now?

*Hugs Kat* That's horrible hun, do you know why they did that to you? I hope you managed to get through the night without drinking too much (I'ma hypocrite, I know...)

*Hugs Hana* Thanks sweetie. Hope you enjoy your holiday!

*Hugs Ashley* That's nice :) Glad to hear you have someone to keep you happy.

*Hugs Shayne* That's fantastic news! I'm so pleased! Keep us updated?

*Hugs Kahlia* Anxious feelings pass, I hope they have for you :)

*Sends hugs to Nicole* Hope she's doing okay

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I'm hoping this grotty feeling will pass soon. I don't feel up to doing anything, just sitting around on the sofa or on the computer. I feel weak in both senses, physically (since I haven't been eating), and mentally (because I'm lazy and disgusting).

**** this tbh. I give up. It's jsut easier to let myself feel this way then fight it.

*gives everyone hugs and lots of them*

Sorry I haven't been around for the past couple of days, been really busy and tired and stuffs.

*hides from the real world for a bit*

*hugs miss angelus* you alright? keeping fighting is a good thing. I know it's hard, but please try to stay safe.

*hugs MammaMia*

*hugs Emmz* This is a good place to hide :-)

Hmmm... had a major breakdown. good thing my boyfriend was here otherwise i don't know what i would've done. Got a crying hangover today heh.

Rawrrrr.

Would anyone like a cuddle?
Im giving them away for freeeeeee

I want cuddles :(

*cuddles* Then crawls away again

*hugs Helen*
*Hugs Jade again :)*
Love you allllllllllllllllllllllllllll

cuddles are always good =D

I got to do some weight lifting today in physio. I'm nowhere near as strong as i was before i got sick, partly becuase i lost a lot of muscle tone from not being able to move and use my muscles (which, i think, was the most devastating part for me) but my physiotherapist says i'm way stronger than most people would be in my situation! so i feel pretty dang good right now.

*leaves hugs for everyone, along with a fresh supply of blankets, pillows, teddies, sweets, and coffee/tea*

*skips off, singing to myself*

good to see you back papabear. missed you. big bear hugs for you hunni. thanks zoiwe, hmm no its all got a lot worse, i looks like i may end up looseing my job.its complete bullshit, a no win sistion. but im screwed. and because of that and how i was feeling last night, i have now got some really stuiped thoughts running through my head. driving home from work nearly crashed my car, and to be truthfull i wish i did. =/

im such a bad person sorry guys. im just screwed up i mess everything up

I'm struggling so much...urges are back stronger than ever but no time to think.

*leaves hugs*

I feel sick. I managed to eat, and it just made me feel so ill.

*hugs all*

I'm going to Paris tomorrow morning so won't be posting. Will be back Friday evening :D xxx