*Hugs Solo*

Thank you! ~back at ya Hun~

*hugs everyone* Anyone around?

Hmmmm... so quiet...

*Hugs Crimson* How are you hun?

Got bored... put a digital koi pond on my blog lol ya know I'm not big on talking but with this blog I just keep going and going... *shrugs* We'll see if I stick with it though, right?

How are you, Mark?

Flat , still , sorry , I sooo want to injure :( the urge gets stronger and stronger.
*Hugs Crimson again in the hope I'll get a hug I need back ;))

*hugs mark and crimson*

So here I sit, waiting out my time on the job, spending most of the day transferring work that used to be mine, to someone else that didn't lose their job. Wish they would have announced the layoff and sent us home instead of making us suffer through two weeks of this.

I was already in such a bad place, three weeks into a severe depression, now the thoughts are running through my head (I will spare you the darkness of them, sure that they are not unique to me) Do I ring back the doc and get blown off again, do I call the crisis team and risk another stint in the hospital just because my meds are f'd up, do I cut to make the pain stop temporarily. I don't know what to do, I am not right, I am not safe from cutting right now, wish there was a corner to curl up and hide in.

*Hugs Louise* How're you Hun?

*Hugs Mors Certa* I'm sorry you're struggling so much

I could be better

Whats up Louise? *Hugs*

I........injured........and have literlly ran out of room. I feel Alone.

feeling sad, hurting. i am being selfish asking for support.

You're not being selfish Louise hun , we are all here to supprt each other *Squishes*

*hugs Mark* Sorry for the delay... had to do the court run (which took twice as long as usual). *extra hugs* Sorry you're so flat. Anything you can do to take your mind off it? It's warming up quite nicely here, so I'd imagine its not too cold to visit a park or walk around an area you've not been to in a while or something...

*hugs Louise and Mors*

*hugs all*

wish I could be supportive, can't seem to formulate a good response right now

*Hugs Crimson , It's 9pm , I'll be heading to bed early now

*Night time Hugs my Wardies*

night mark *hugs*

Ah yes... forgot you're 9 hrs ahead of me. It's noon here. *hugs good night*

hello all... just dropping in.. been crazy couple of days

how is everyone?

*hugs all*

*Hugs Mark* I'm sorry your struggling Mark, i struggle with deppression to :(

*Hugs Louise* Sorry your not doing good

*Hugs Solo* How are you?

I'm struggling, sick of fighting. Fed up with it :(

I'm a bit of a mess lately! I'm so sorry you're havin a hard time too!

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Solo*

So I slept 12-13 (Or a bit more) hours and it was still a struggle to get up , Stupid depression :(
How are you all ?

*Hugs Serenity*

Aww Serenity! Please treat yourself the way I would sweetie! You don't deserve that!

How are you Solo Hun ?

cuddles all, curls up. today not a good day, feel icky today just want to hurt myself. cries

*Hugs Jill*

thanks mark hugs back. someone please make this hurting go away. curls up and cries. sorry

hugs everyone

*Squishes Jill*

*Hugs Louise Heaps*

hugs mark and jill

*hugs everyone*

I hate my life. how do I change it? or should I rather end it?
wow.. that rhymes lol

*hugs to all*

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs mark* how are you?

Been better Laura , How are you?

my life sucks. could be worse I guess...

I hate everything. I hate myself.. my name. How I hate it when people are using my name. It's like a stab everytime. No... I'm not only hating my real name. I even hate my username and any nicknames.

I hate my dad. He's treating me as if I'm dumb. As if I don't know anything and he keeps telling me the most obvious things over and over again. Even after I tell him that I got it 10 times. And when I get annoyed and tell him that I'm old enough to think for myslef he starts to get so... ugh

I'm sorry.. I shouldn't have posted that. Just ignore it

Is anyone around? I need some help!

*hugs solo* i know you posted a long time ago, but feel free to PM me if you need to talk.

*hugs mute.scream* I'm sorry you are feeling so upset.

erm... I'm sorry if people using my name are making you feel uncomfortable since its your name as well... :-/

*hugs mark, louise, and lindsay*

*hugs Laura* it doesn't upset me when ppl are using your name to say something to you..
*hugs Solo* how are you?
*hugs everyone else*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Laura*

Falling Star Laura ~ Thank you! I may still do that. You were up late/early unless you're time is different than mine. Were you ok?

Mute.Scream Laura ~ I'm better now than I was last night, but still kindof a wreck.

~Hugs Mark~ Any better today hun?

I am struggling a bit Solo , but maybe slightly better , I am meeting my Social Worker tomorrow so maybe she can help.
*Hugs Ya* How are you hun?

I guess we'll take even 1 step in the right direction. I hope your social worker is able to help! One thing that's great about you is that you always have an endless supply of hugs to give, even when you're not doin well. ~Hugs ya back~ My husband would be jealous! I'm a bit better than last night but needin a bath, which is triggering me.

Do you have a shower instead Solo ? *Squishes*

Yeah, I may do that, but I really want a bath!