~Hugs Everyone~

*Hugs Solo* How are you hun ?

From what I know of my maiden name and what I've traced back I'm decended from Irish royalty (<--what's known of where my maiden name came from; what I've traced back -->), Brittish politics, Canadian and Bohemian... On ancestry I've only paid for US records access for now (when I get more of my family traced back to other countries I'll expand it to global access) The Bohemian lineage is the hardest to trace thus far... If you don't have information on what village your family comes from its next to impossible to figure anything out... I can't even find a record for my great grandmother or her parents arriving in the US but thats mostly a spelling issue.

lol that was meant to be a short reply, sorry...
*hugs all*
*extra hugs and care pack for Kahlia*
be back soon... front desk duty :(

I'm feeling alright today. I hope it lasts.

Thats Cool Crimson :)

YEY Lindsay , I hope it lasts too :)

Oh, I'm just a huge pain in everyone else's keester!

your not a pain solo

Hugs everyone

I hope so too Lindsay!

You are not Solo!

It is fun when it's not frustrating, Mark :D

You're not a pain Solo :) *Squishes*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Crimson*

Thanks guys, but I am to everyone else!

why do you think you are solo

Have you ever done genealogy, Mark? Any great and/or famous relatives in your history? royalty?

*Hugs everyone* Hey all :)

Evening everyone how are you? what have you all been doing today?xx

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Sam*

I've not done Geneallogy Crimson no, But it would be interesting , I've watched a T.V. show called "Who do you think you are" which is about that kind of thing .

That show uses the website I use. :) I've not watched the show though.
*hugs Lia, Louise, Sam and Mark*

*Hugs Sam, Crimson and Mark*

How are you guys?

I'm alright, I'm still kinda in that post performance high.

*hugs* mark
*hugs*Crimson
*hugs*Lia

What performance was that Lia?

My drama performance. For my AS level coursework. It wasn't the exam, more a dress rehearsal with a large audience. I have the exam in two weeks.

Brilliant! I did drama for GCSE but ddnt carry it on any further. What is your performance about?

well now... that just kinda pisses me off... i was starting to have a good day (even with having gained rather than losing weight...) and then i hear the BS. *shakes head* maybe D will finally see what M's doing for what it really is and toss her out on her lazy mooching ass.

how's everyone else?

*Hugs Crimson* I know the feeling, but don't let them get to you and ruin your day.

It's not really relevent to what I want to do with my life, but I loved it too much to give up so here I am :) The piece is about the holocaust. It's Brecht and I'm a Jewish woman in Nazi Germany, I have to flee to England and leave my son behind who later kills himself and I'm taken away and gassed. It's cheerful.

I just had to vent a bit... I'm still kinda pissed but I told him (the nicer part of how I feel about it and he said in response he told her "you can find somewhere else to stay now." so we'll see...

The play sounds quite interesting...

Today was tthe first day in , I think , Months that I haven't either Drunk or Injured and I'm going to bed now , I don't know how to feel, It's...........odd

*Night Time Hugs My Wardies*

Glad it's at least kinda sorted Crimson. I'm still not exactly sure what's going on, but it sounds like you got what you were aiming for.

It is actually quite a good play. Theresa (the Jewish girl) was a real person and she's kinda growing on me. I don't want her to die. To anyone else that sounds nuts, but if you're into theatre you'll get what I mean :) You kinda feel a connection to your character. Like you start to actually feel what they do.

That's really great Mark :D I'm proud of you. Night night, sweet dreams. Oh, and one question. Did you ever read that book? Scarred- Sophie Andrews?

ah sorry.... forgot i didn't leave any explanation...

Still working on it but getting somewhere I think...

~all quotes partially edited to protect the involved individuals...~
~~i know to many people with M and C names so they're left partial to differentiate :)~~

*hugs Mark Good night!*
Great Job! Go you!

Wow, after that long post, I get the gist a bit more :) This person does sound annoying, she can't expect to live off other people all of her life. If there's no medical reason she cannot work, she should get a job like everyone else. I have someone like that down my road, but I won't go into it since I've given up bitching for lent.

I think the most frustrating part (to me) is that even on days I hardly make it through the day after dragging myself out of bed (sometimes almost literally) I still make everyone dinner (and b-fast and lunch for the kids), I still go get groceries when we need em, I still clean up some (even if it isn't much) and she said that about my at least half way clean home after a week or so of having decent days (despite the many issues that could weight me down) and me cleaning a lot of stuff up. Ya know?
Even the kids are pretty good about cleaning their room (they get a sticker every day it's clean and if they get 5 (or more) of 7 they get something special and if their room is cleaned up by dinner time on friday 'house fairy' comes and leaves them candies)... Positive reinforcement does wonders with small children lol

I do hope that goes well but I'm a PM away if you need to vent sometime :)

hey guys! *Huggles!!*
How is everyone today? :)

Still haven't been able to bring myself to eat anything since Sunday. I usually at least have a protein drink so I can take my vits which serve as my meds but I haven't even been able to make myself do that.

How're you Meganna?

you are fine the way you are! why aren't you eating?

I'm a little frazzled myself. I have a huge paper due in a week. (like 20 pages ) and my doc upped my meds and it is just sortof bumming me out. I don't like taking meds to begin with so upping them doesn't help.

*hugs all*

hello! I don't know if I have met you before?

Hi
nope don't think we have met. I'm Oliver. how are you?

a little frazzled I'm Magana How are you?

I'm not sure how I am tbh. I had a really random impulse to sleep in my sleeping bag instead of my bed so I am, its a bit random

I didn't OD tonight, I did tuesday though, I was so so close tonight but instead went to the gym.

No, I'm not Megana. I can understad. I hate meds too!

Hey Oliver! Haven't seen you for a while!

Good job Oliver for goin to the gym instead of oding!

hush! yes you are! we love you and want you to be healthy! at least eat some fruit or healthy food if thats what you are worried about :(.

Yay Oliver!! :)

Don't frown Megana.

then be happy :) I will always be here for you!! pm me if you ever EVER need anything :) I want you to feel good about yourself

You're so sweet! My bff even spent a good part of her day yesterday making me a bracelet to remind me n give me strength to take care of myself. Specifically to at least drink my protein n take my vits as, like I said, they are my meds. I wrapped around my fingers n held the heart shaped charm in my hand all day. I still couldn't do it!

why? you are a beautiful person who needs to be here so people can find out how awesome you are! at least try, so we can have many good times! and I am not just saying this. you were one of the first people to reach out to me on this site and you will always hold a special place in my heart because of that. you are too fantabulos not to nourish yourself. :) just hang in there and I know you will pull through! (hmm, I feel like I use too many !!!'s oh well!)

*hugs Solo and megana*

Thank you for saying such nice things! I'm tryin! I really am!

Use all the !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You want to! There's plenty!

*Huggles back* :)

~Hugs Oliver~

good! :) I'm just tellin' it like it is haha <3 love you sweety!