*Hugs Crimson* I checked the people who have visited RYL in the last 24 hours a couple of days ago and she hasen't been about .Nor has Julie and I can't recall if she is a New Zealander or and Aussie :S
How are yiu Crimson hun?

hugs crimson and mark, how are you crimson?

Listening to music to see if that will relax me a bit,

*comes in and sits for awhile* just hiding from real life. I know I'm not here anymore really, so sorry that I just keep popping up randomly. It's not that I don't to post anymore, I just mainly don't have any time.

*Hugs Laura* Whats up hun?

*Night Time Hugs all my Wardies*

Ahoy! *waves queerly*
I have to do a presentation today on deviation, crime and control in western society for my sociology class...and well, it's all done BUT I have to revise it and give it a little make-up so it looks presentable, except I'm totally lazy now and can't bring myself to do it. Ugh, I need a cigarette...and some coffee.
Oh, and I haven't slept since yesterday...

'sup?

*Hugs Ileana* Best of luck With your presentation !

Thanx! *hugs back*

Good luck Ileana.

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you today?

*hugs mark* sorry i had no time to get back on yesterday. Nothing is up really.. i just am too busy and exhausted and a little burnt out with my current schedule.. i dunno.. i'm off to class now... probably won't be back on again until late

*hugs everyone else* thinking of all of you

*Hugs Laura* Take care hun :)

I'm ok. I know i'm going to overdose soon so i'm looking forward to a bit of relief. How is everyone else?

Please PLEASE be careful Lindsay hun :S

(Night time Hugs my wardies)

Morning, how is everyone today?

Hi Lindsey *hugs* how are you?

I'm alright Oliver, thanks for asking. How are you?

I'm pretty anxious, I'm flying tomorrow to Frankfurt and I hate any form of travelling, as I get travel sickness and there is no escape from al the people, can't get out if I panic

*hugs*

*hugs back* That sounds scary. Can you take something to try to distract yourself, like a book or some music?

can't read cos it makes the sickness worse, I'm going to take my ipod if I remember.

Thanx :) it went quite well actually, I still haven't slept though...I be high on coffee :p

*Hugs Lindsay* I just can't get up on time , stupid depression :S How are you?

*Hugs Oliver* How are you doing?

*Hugs Ileana*ooohhh Coffee Just now am I caffeinating :P

I ended up overdosing at 2.30 this morning. I have just been dischared even though I still feel really unwell. I can hardly see and I keep staggering and falling. I think that the staff are annoyed with me because I am in hospital so often so they don't give me the best care.

I don't know what to do about my overdosing. I can't find another way to stop the pain of life.

I'm sorry you overdosed Lindsay Hun :S . Please try and take good care of yourself :)

Sorry But I just needed to post this is more than one place:S

Oh god and now my Mum is trying to emotionally blackmail me in to going to my parents for "A couple of Days" After her op , I just want to be in my space , It was so good to meet up with Hannah L today , but I already can't cope with the injury and me Dad just barging in and sitting there and "He likes to visit" Mum says , FFS I'm really frustrated ,angry,triggered , I hate this I ****ing Hate It , I'm an adult ! God I could ****ing do somthing so stupid . I'm going to have to drink or cut and well I simply can't face that .


There I am done...........Ack!!

*Creeps in*
Can I come back please?
I realise I have been a complete bitch (to some more than others)
I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to be, I just panicked.

*Squishe Charlie* Hey hun welcome back :)

*Huggles Mark* Thankyou. :)

Can someone tell me if I have "idiot" tattooed across my forehead, please? The repair guy (after I told him I know an anti-tip plate costs $4 at the DIY store) gave me an estimate charging me $25 to install one?! I must look like a total moron, there is simply no other explanation!
~sorry guys, I just had to get that out somewhere.

*hugs Charlie*Yes you can.
Some of this is gonna be a bit of an old comment back but I just haven't felt up for participating lately...
*hugs Mark*I'm pretty sure JK is in NZ not Aussie, tis why I worry after her so much lately...
Have you tried explaining to your parents how it affects you when they do things like that?
*hugs Kahlia* Go You!(on the milestone) I hope being in hospital outside of your local one helps you. *extra tight cuddles*
*hugs Lindsay* Please take care, hun. If need be sit in the waiting room of A&E. They may have discharged you but if you feel you may need more care they really can't say you can't sit in the waiting area just in case to be safe.
*hugs Oliver and gently reminds to take ipod* Frankfurt is nice but I liked visiting Koln more.
*hugs Laura and everyone I missed*

*Hugs Crimson* I would explain but how to do so without hurting my Dad It's not like I can say don't visit me every other day , sometime he helps, but showing up at gone 5pm isn't making me feel like they trust me.........

*Cuddles Mark and Crimson*
Thankyou guys

*hugs everyone*

*Hugs all my wardies *

Hi all.

*hugs ward*
Charlie, of course you can come back. *cuddles*
I would do more individuals, but I am exhausted, and am practically falling asleep at my computer haha.

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Felicia*

*waves to everyone*

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you feeling today hun?

hugs everyone

*Hugs Louise*

The ward's quiet today.

*Hugs Lia*

For everyone's information . Hayley Texted me , She said she is pooped but could just about manage a text Hug . so she is still about and okay :)

*quietly checks in, grabs several duvets to nest in, and curls up* Thought it might help me since I'm maintaining life as a real life outpatient by the skin of my teeth.

cries sorry for being so selfish

*offers lindsay tissues and cuddles* I'm sure you're not.

*Hugs Lucy*

*Hugs Louise*

*hugs mark* how are you?

so so