*Hugs Charlie*

*Hugs Felicia* Charlie has some good suggestion , bubble bath could help?

*Hugs Mark* How are you?
Wards very quiet today....

*Hugs Charlie* Got myself all anxious so I'm drinking but nothing very strong , No Spirits or Wine or anything just some beers , I know it's not ideal but it will probably keep me from injuring so.............. yeah.
How are you hun?

*Hugs Mark* Please be careful with the drink hun?
I'm alright I suppose, Just feeling a bit numb/empty

*Hugs Charlie* I will keep it in check , Or I will TRY to , I'm sorry you feel Numb/empty , strangly enough I'm trying to numb my emotions with alcohol although I hate it when I'm naturally Numb . What the hell?!

*Hugs Mark* I Know the feeling. You hate feeling numb, but sometimes the emotions are worse than the numbness *snuggles*

*Snuggles Charlie* Could you do something to help with the numbness?

I don't know, I'm just trying to stay distracted so I don't end up injuring..

*hugs everyone*

cuddles all.

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Jill*

How are you gals ?

*hugs mark, charlie, jill, crimson, felicia*

*Hugs Oliver* how are you?

i'm ok, cold, but ok. currently doing a cross stitch of Martina Navratilova, its quite good for distraction, especially now I can thread the needle.
How are you doing mark? *hugs*

*hugs everyone* just popping in to say hi and that i miss talking to everyone here.

*Hugs Oliver* I've done cross stich before but not for years

*Hugs Laura* I miss you too hun :s

I'm ok thanks Solo :)

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Charlie*

*Hugs Shadow*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Oliver*

hug all. im hmm dont know

I'm exhausted but ok, Mark.
Please to keep it in check with your drinking.
*hugs you*

*hugs everyone again and hides in a corner*

*curls up* everything is so frustrating right now :(

I'm keeping it in check Crimson hun :*hugs*

*Hugs Sarah*

hugs all, curls up.

Night Night Wardies :)
*Night time Hugs*

<3 <3.

i am kinda. hi =]

*Hugs Heather*
*Hugs Gill*
*Hugs Crimson*

I really stuggled to get out of bed today , more than usual *Sigh* But I'm up now , How is everyone?

*Hugs everyone*
Wards been very quiet latley...

*Hugs Charlie* How are you hun?

*Hugs Mark* I'm ok, just a bit annoyed because you have to be over 18 to do everything these days unless you have parents permission -.-

What do you want to do Charlie ?

Well I've been looking at binders and stuff, but they're SO expensive. And theres this website where you can get second hand ones for free. But you need parents permission if you are under 18. And I haven't told my mum yet -.-

:S How do you think your Mum would react?

I'm really not sure. I think she already knows actually, well, she knows I hate my breasts. She sat down next to me the other night and actually said 'do you want a willy?' <<those were here exact words. :/
But I just kinda ignored it....

hugs everyone, how are you today mark?

*Hugs Jill* How are you?

*Hugs Jill* Hows things?

*Hugs Charlie*

I , I have been better , injured but not to badly . Feel a little low , just fed up really

*hugs Mark* I'm sorry you're not feeling too great.

*Hugs Mark and Lindsay*

~Hugs Everyone~

*Hugs Solo* How are you?

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you?

*Hugs Solo* Hows thing with you?

~Hugs Charlie~ not one of my better days hun. You hangin in?

~Hugs Mark~

I'm not good. I spend yesterday and the day before in hospital because I overdosed. I'd kill myelf properly now if I could but I am just too exhausted. I hate all of this.

*Massive squishes Lindsay*

hugs mark and charlie

*Hugs Jill* Be careful hun :S

hugs mark back, im trying to be, dont really want to tho meh. just want to curl up and dissapear. sorry, hows you tonight