-waves to amy- How you be?

Can you use a fingernail clipper and/or a filer? It's better for your nails. I don't want to burden you with talk about me. -offers fingernail clipper and filer-

It's ok, Owen. You doing okies?

-spots and waves to laura- hows you?

*Hugs Helen*
*Hugs Sarah*
*Hugs Lia*
*Hugs Kitty*
*Hugs Solo*
*Hugs Ileana*
*Hugs Ian*
*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Amy*
*Waves to Owen*

I'm sorry you are all struggling so much :(

*Spots and Hugs Kahlia* How are you hun?

*huggles all*

*hugs Mark* - a bit tired and very sore. how are you?

*Hugs Kahlia* I'm sorry you're Tired and Sore :( I'm feeling okay , determined today .

Hello everyone.

Hey Lindsay :) How are you feeling today hun?

Like I want to kill myself. I wish I had the freedom to go ahead with it.

How are you, Mark?

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm sorry you feel like crap , is there anything you can do to take your mind off it? Listen to some Linkin Park? I would miss you if you went ahead with it :(

I'm watching the clock , Waiting for it to be 1pm so I can go to meet my befriender Becky.

Nothing seems to take my mind off things any more. Hope you enjoy your meeting with your befriender.

*Super Huge Hugs Lindsay*

My anxiety level is through the roof. I have tachycardia and I'm shaking...and I feel like running into a wall (only FEEL like it). I'm wigging out. Meh. I don't even know why I posted it here. Sorry.

I'm sorry you are so Anxious Ileana :( *Hugs* Do you have any Camomille Tea or Lavender oil to put on a hanky? these are meant to be calming :)

Thank you. I wish I did but I don't. I'm doing some things here to calm myself down. I'm writing, it helps.

Hey guys, im back again. Just feeling low cause my girl broke up with me =/
Just lonely i guess.

**** today!

Couldn't sleep last night, had only 4h sleep.
Woke up in a bad mood because of low sleep.
Couldn't afford food whilst at uni, had a bag of hula hoops to tide me over though.
Uni, my first lecture was just a joke. Did the stuff 3 years ago. ¬_¬
Second lecture, assignment is group work, and its on something I can't do. Anyone found not doing equal share of the work will be given a 0. I can't do said work, I'll need time off for medical stuff, I'm not mentally capable of doing the work. Ugh.
Then got the bus home, full of screaming children. My fiance had to go to a garage, so he couldn't pick me up from uni like he said, no big deal, just got the bus and arranged to meet 2 friends.
Both friends "forgot" about plans I made 20 minutes previously. At dinner today, noone was interested in talking to me, my friend got an iphone, so that was more interesting than talking to me.
Voice has been bad today. Feel really paranoid I was almost sick with it. Cried all the way home. :/
Now my fiance is telling me to stop being silly about everything. AGH!

*Hugs Sarah* I'm sorry today has been so crappy. I love you. <3

*Hugs Matt?* I'm sorry you broke up man :(

*Hugs Sarah* Wow , it sounds like you have had a crap day, I'm sorry about that hun :(

*cuddles everyone* I love you guys. Just want to curl up and hide in a little hole now.

*Cuddles Sarah*

-hugs everyone- Sorry you are all feeling so crappy today. Sorry bout last night.

I'm just glad you're still with us Kitty!

Don't know how I survived the night, but thanks solo. -hugs- Are you feeling better today?

~hugs~ I still don't feel great but I'm getting ready to go attempt to donate at my kid's school blood drive.

Hmm...doing things to lose weight can be dangerous, Solo. Hell, exercise can even be dangerous if a person did too much of it. I don't know what exactly you are doing, but I'm worried it could be doing damage to you. Could you possibly go see a doctor to make sure you're ok?..

*Hugs Solo*

Thanks Mark ~hugs back~

I tend to avoid drs whenever possible Kitty.

Oh..sorry my ideas are crap..

No they aren't Kitty! I just avoid them cause I know they're gonna tell me things I won't like n cost me money I don't have. It would be the right thing to do.

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Kitty* I'm so glad you stayed safe last night :)

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Sarah* I'm sorry you had a **** day. I don't think you're being stupid.

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Ileana*

Sorry for lack of replies. Thinking's not up there atm.

~hugs Lia~

*Hugs Lia* How are you? ,thinking aside

Hey guys :)

Tired, stressed, at my wit's end, dangling...

How's everyone else?

names Josh. i know its hard to remember cause im not here much. lol

Wow, that's exactly how I feel Lia!

*Hugs Lia* Why are you at your wits end Hun?

*Hugs Josh* Sorry , I just saw your signature of Matt Tuck and thought "Matt" :P

Hey Josh, how ya doin?

yeah its alright =]

And honestly, im not doing too great. but im holding up. Im just feeling rather lonely.

Sorry Josh, I called you Matt because Mark did. Blame him :P I'm Lia. Hey :) Glad you're holding up, you can hang here if you're feeling lonely :)

Lots of things...I'm worried about my friends. One of them is always...well, not good. She keeps texting me, all of the time and I don't feel she actually wants my friendship, more of me as a counsellor and I can't just ditch her, but she's dragging me down, I spend most nights talking her out of things and I'm just so tired. And my other friend's really ill...it might be serious and she's just split up with her fiance and she's really on edge too... I just don't know what to do. My 'auntie' who I have known for my whole life has breat cancer...she's got kids and they have no one else. I'm in the middle of my drama practical exam, but I can't do it, I can't act, I don't know what's wrong with me because I've done this before, I just can't get into it and I'm so worried that everyone is going to fail because of me as the whole group's marks are effected by each person. I can't even explain myself right. Being so busy stressing about everything else isn't helping me to pass these darn exams...

My rock's leaving me and I have no one else to turn to. My family just get at me, my friends get pissed when I'm snappy...no one gets it.

*Hugs Lia* I'm sorry hun , you sound like you have much on your plate . I have the same deal where I feel someone is using me more for counselling/someone to bitch at and I don't want to say , "Hey , TRY and help YOURSELF" because I don't want to push them over the edge and I don't want to come over as a horrible person.

Oh Liaa *Hugs* My PM box is open for you hun, You want to become Facbook buddies? That way I may be able to help . I am having an early night tonight though :S

Sure :) Is my fb on my profile? I think it is. I know how it feels, I can't tell her where to go in case it makes her do something stupid.

*Night time hugs my Wardies*
Catch up with you tomorrow :)

Lia hun, don't be hard on yourself. You're just spreadin yourself too thin. You need a break to catch your breath. You have to take care of yourself first. Even then, you can't be everything to everyone.