*hugs everyone and then joins bound in the corner* i hate them all just hate them

hey guys, sorry i havent been in here for a while.
How are you all doing?
*leaves hugs and nice stuff*

Hey all. Sorry I haven't been around. I'd really like the safety and security of a psych ward right now ... preferably without the incompetent doctors and psych nurses that we have in this city. I want out. There's no particular reason, I'm just on the down side of my cycle. The highs really aren't worth the dips into depression. Can someone stop the world please ..... I really want to get off.

*hugs everyone then goes and hides under the bed where it's safe to cry*

I hate wondering if uni is the right thing. If I'm on the right course. I hate being suidcial. I hate getting triggered in lectures. I know it'll improve...

I could cry. I want to die. Man this sucks.

*hugs Alexx, Kahlia, and Helen*
*runs to corner and sobs uncontrollably* :crying: :crying: :crying: :crying:

*Feels like she did when she was sectioned*

*Curls up on bed and shakes*
I hate that uni has returned me to this but just cause I know the support workers means I can hide it and they all think its just me wanting to be missrable...but no. Yes I don't feel up to stopping self harming, but uni is making me worse and I can see and feel that clearly! Guess they can't!

*crawls in, hides and sobs*

*jumps and cuddles helen*!!!

*grabs a blanket and curls up in the corner and cries*

I don't know anymore of anything.

*peeks out from under the bed, quickly jumps up and hugs everyone and then disappears back under the bed again*

I'm scared to leave my house. What have I done wrong ??

*starts crying*

*snuggles Helen and Kahlia* ^ you haven't done anything wrong honey its just a bad patch *hugs all that need it*

*cuddles everyone then runs and hides*

On leave from the hospital. How's everyone doing? x

Zowie!!!!
*tackles and hugs*

I am... here... lot going on as of lately...
I have a rant post in Vets Support.

*hugs everybody*

**** sake man. I went to Liverpool to see a friend to cheer up and mum started saying stuff I dont wanna hear about it. Like to turn around and say no it wasn't a waste of £40 because it's kept me alive today.

****ing hell man >.<

Looking forward to tonight though :)

This is not fair not ****ing fair why now? i just spent about 15 hours happy why has it stopped its dumb and not fair i should be happy still i am just a ****ed up freak

my mum made flapjacks and scones :]
would anyone like some?
*leaves a big plate and some warm ribena*

Ah flapjacks are a weakness of mine....

*grabs warm ribena* mmmm

I rhink I'm drunk.

Still want to die. Let me go.