*gives oliver a colouring book and some cragons* can i do anything help

thanks Julie *takes colouring book and crayons and attempts to draw something*
*hugs Julie, Helen and Kahlia*

*sits and scratches*

anyone mind if owen comes out for a while he's restless



ooo never been here before -explores- -sits and sorts threw dvds-

Julie...if scratching is your method of self harm, you can't do it in here darling?

Hi Owen, are you ok?

hi Owen. what dvds you got?

I spy April and Crimson. *hugs you both*

*hugs Helen*

I'm stressing now, meeting with my teacher in the morning about recital, but also going to ask her to sign my deed poll and the copies, so that will be something good I guess.

*curls up on the window seat and falls asleep watching the garden*
I feel so unmotivated today.All in all I just started feeling like doing nothing. And I let myself. I don't know why I feel this way or why I let myself do nothing... Just... I dunno...

*hugs oliver back*
Scooby rocks, Owen :)

I've never seen scooby doo before.

I love making model aeroplanes, I used to make them loads when I was younger

*hugs Crimson* I'm sorry you don't feel unmotivated, please try to drink some water, even if nothing else.

Owen, scooby rocks!!! Do you want to put one on? :D

I spy April, Oliver & Crimson =P *squishes all of you*

Kahlia, love, you are NOT an "insignificant nobody" - and the reason that it probably feels that way is because we're in different hemispheres, so a lot of us aren't on at the same time you are and therefore can't type back and forth. But I understand where you're coming from; I would probably feel the same way if this were mainly a southern hemisphere site. Good luck with your GP appt... I hope that something good comes out of it. *cuddles gently* I'm sorry that you're still stuck in your depression... are you still taking the Champix or did you stop? is that the same thing as bupropion? (at least, I think that's an anti-smoking thing, not an anti-alcohol thing, can't remember, just remember learning about it in health psych, heh)

*cuddles Oliver* Glad that the rehearsal went okayish, keep us updated as far as the extensions go, okay? :) Hope you manage to get some good rest tonight... same goes for all of you in the same hemisphere as I am, and for those just waking up/coming on, hope your day goes well!! :D

*cuddles Hels* I'm sure that your appt will go okay, but I'd be nervous too. I always am with GP appts, never sure if she's gonna find summat wrong with me physically or not, heh, or say that I'm too fat and need to lose weight. Ugh. But anyway, I'm sure it will be fine. :) Try not to get too stressed about it, 'kay?

*cuddles Julie* How are you doing, sweetie?

*cuddles everyone else*

The picnic was a blast!! surprisingly, lol. It was my first and hopefully not last, although the ones to come I will be an alumnus... so yeah. But it was awesome. We had a game of volleyball and I smoked 'em with my serves... lol. But, sadly, I can't hit the ball once it's coming towards me... I kind of lunge and squnch my eyes shut... lol. And I didn't overeat or do anything stupid, and I knew half of the people there. Hehe.

Right now I'm sitting in front of a fan and just chilling... literally. I got warm with that game of volleyball, with jeans, sneakers, tshirt, and hoodie on. Heh. Perhaps not too smart, but oh well. It was the most fun I've had in a long time... a nice escape from reality... :(

I'm listening to different groups on YouTube now, thanks to Mark :D I really love Delain and I'm listening to Epica now and was listening to Kamelot. That style of music really appeals to me... especially when the lead singer is female, I dunno, I just have this thing for female-fronted bands like Paramore, Flyleaf, Fireflight, Superchick, Within Temptation, Nightwish, and now Delain. Hehe.

Anyway, I think it's about time for me to get ready for bed... maybe I'll get on WoW for a bit but I doubt it, am rapidly crashing from the endorphin high... :'( Gonna be feeling like **** in a little while. *sigh* And so it goes...

*hides*

My kids love to watch scooby doo... My fault *smiles*
I am trying on the water front... I've managed to drink half of a grape propel water... *shrugs* Just one of those days I guess.
Aside from stressing, how are you?

*gives April a big hug* Glad you enjoyed it sweet. Sleep might be a good idea :) I know how you feel about appointments, don't like them. Trying not to stress :)

my posting is so slow today... uggg....

April~ Awesome that you had a good time :)

*hugs April* I'm really glad the picnic went well, they are pretty cool, can't believe you've never had one before, I've had loads but I suppose they are wuite en English thing, hope you enjoy your next one, whenever it may be.
Sorry your crashing after such a good time, I always hate that, wish I knew a way to keep the good mood going, maybe WoW will help.
yeah I shall keep you updated on things extensions wise.

*Squishes Helen back*

think I may watch Mamma Mia, I ended up sleeping earlier for a few hours, waking up in agony with cramp and now I'm not sleepy, so may watch something to try and keep me distracted, already harmed once today don't want to again.

Crimson, it's not honey, the ward's just moving really fast with posts at the moment. Partially because we're all posting at the exact same time && then missing posts LOL =P

WOW I see 5 of us in here :P

Oliver, Mamma Mia rocks!!! My favourite film && musical :D (Partially why I have it as my user name) Hope you enjoy it & that the pain goes :(

Crimson, other than stressing I'm not good, really depressed and feeling very negative and just generally crap. I have never heard of a grape propel before what is it??

I suppose that's true Helen... I didn't check the times lol

I've never seen Mamma Mia... what's it about??

I've had a picnic before, just not gone to the psych dept. one. :)

Okay. Crash setting in. DAMNIT. Bath sounds good, then bed.

:'(

Grape Propel is kind of like Gatorade only no calories and it's, well, a little sweeter and not quite as salty. :) It's tasty...

Who are we talking to right now, xxjuliexx? - don't want to call you Julie in case that offends. :)

erm propel is a fitness water made by gatorade... kinda like vitamin water... mine today is grape flavor. low cal, low sugar, added vitamins and flavored :) unless plain water is part ice i find that i can't drink much of it so propel is a good option for me.

April, it's a musical :D It was orginally a theatre musical in several countries which has had (and still does) a lot of success but was turned into a film in 2008, you MUST have heard about it. Was extremely popular!!!

It's about a mother letting going of her daughter, who's getting married. But her daughter wants to find her dad, only to find there's 3 possibilities. That's the best way I can think of explaining. You should watch it on DVD sometime :D

Bath && bed sound good :D

It's Owen right now , April

ahh ok April, sorry my mistake.
mamma mia is a musical using Abba songs, its about a girl who lives on a Greek island with her mum and is getting married and wants to invite her father to the wedding, but from reading her mum's diary she finds out there could be 3 possible fathers, so she invites them all and then trys to find out which it is, its very funny, a good film when your feeling crap, plus I like Colin Firth!! hehe lol, think thats my mums fault!

You can, we have a DVD player over there *points*

(Obviously you can't get a youtube link & post that, as it'd be illegal)

Your explanation is WAY better thank mine, thank you :-p

K, thanks Crimson. :)

Figured it was a musical. :) Thanks Hels, for giving me some info. I'm not really into musicals nor the whole theatre world (be it films or plays), so I really haven't heard of it. Lol. Or else I've forgotten, since I've had ECT since it came out in 2008... :P (to be serious though, I have forgotten a lot of things because of the ECT)

The posts are moving so quick that my head is beginning to spin lol :)

Glad we're busy, it feels good to have company, nobody's talking to me on msn...

It may be illegal but it would be totally awesome to have a ward movie day/night where we could all really just sit and watch something together.

Oh okay, fair enough, maybe give it a try? :-P *squishes* Sorry it's made you forget stuff though :( I remember studying in Psychology, sounded horrible. Well if we're talking about the same thing of course..

Awesome Owen :D

Time for me to head home (and none too soon I think). Might jump on after I make dinner. Or maybe while I make dinner... depends how I'm feeling I guess.

ahhh everything os going so fast, its cool the ward is buzzing, but I can't keep up, after about 2 mns there see to be about 8 posts

April-even if your not a musical person you should try mamma mia, its just awesome.

Owen its ok if you want to stay in here.

Crimson- that would be pretty cool if we did that

Hope you enjoy your dinner :)

You're not annoying, you're sweet :) Hope Julie's okay too?

I agree with your post 100% Oliver :laugh:

That's good Owen :)


Is it bad I'm watching the last prime ministerial debate online right now? (It finished nearly 4 hours ago) I can't wait to vote next Thurs :D

no its not bad Helen, I was watching it a bit earlier, but already know who I'm voting for, I just wanted to see what they were like and had to say.

I can't wait to vote either.