*squishes zeddy*

*shakes* girls hurt me a lot

Never knew this thread existed. I was sexually abused by a woman for a few months when i was really young. I find it weird because, had it been a man instead i imagine it would have been more horrific at the time. (The abuse itself was never traumatic, im embarressed that i used to actually look forward to it). It did and has completely ****ed my mind up though in ways i don't think i would be able to describe.
However, as a man myself it is very frustarting having the urge to inflict a severe amount of physical pain on someone but not being able to do so for the simple fact men shouldn't hit women.
I suppose i'm lucky in a way though as had it have been a man, i have no doubt i would have taken matters into my own hands by now and as a result my life would be in a worse place than it already is.
Don't know what i'm trying to achieve by this comment. I hope anyone reading this is ok x

Can still hear them laughing at me *hides* :(

Thanku, hope you okay

Not a lot been in house scared to go out

I have been emotionally abused by my mother for years. It started with her telling me I was a dissapointment and an embarassment, but I never fought back and so it began to escalate. within a month it got to the point where i would come home each day to hear her yelling at me, she would saythings suchas I am unattractive, talentless, stupid, useless in every way and would never have a future. she would tell me that i was dilusional if I thought i would ever amount to anything. I cant remember a time she has ever told me she was proud of me. Looking back now I realize that she had alot to do with me begining to sh... The hardest part was knowing that even the person who is supposed to love you unconditionally couldn't love me.

Wow, that must be hard to listen to every day. Is there any way that you can talk to your mom about how you feel? Sometimes my mom says that I do things that are disappointing but I know that she is proud of me and believes in me. I used to feel like you do to but once I talked to her we worked things out and I fell better. Sometimes it helps to talk about, but I'm sorry that she yells everyday and says those things about you. I am working through my issues and know that what I do to myself is about me and am am learning to take responsibility for myself, sometimes its easier to blame others rather than work on ourself, I am learning this slowly and how to care for me. I hope you can talk to your mom and work things out, I am sure she loves you unconditionally.

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