People dont normally become euphorically high without there being a reason for it.
Please be careful.

x

Beckie, lovely, you have been doing so well! Do you think you could try and slow yourself down a bit, maybe try and think about things slowly? Is anyone there with you tonight? Have you got furniture and stuff sorted?

just happy!!!!!

happy happy happy!!!

i dont want an ostrich anymore

i want to get a job!!

[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9bZkp7q19f0"]PSY - GANGNAM STYLE (강남스타일) M/V - YouTube[/ame]

Attachment 20096

sounds legit!!

Attachment 20100

Lololololololol

i have no one to talk to!!!

and there is nothing good on tv!!!

grrrr!!

boop!!!

booorreded

waht the hell

Hope you managed to get some sleep, Lovely.

yesh!!

lil bit!!!

i had no one to talk to.

so i cleaned until about 5.
then slept
then got up

then had a fried egg sandwich
and tea
and dr pepper

Beckie you seem very manic at the moment. Please try to slow down a little because although you think you're just happy, professionals would probably see this as a dangerous mind-frame and you need to be proving that you can safely cope living on your own.. I'm glad that you're happy, but like Charlie said, people don't get THIS happy for NO reason. Love you x

Beckie, how are you feeling today?

but the professionals aren't here!! cpn is coming tomorrow, but she doesn't know me, my actual cpn is in Tunisia for the week so im seeing this one!

im happy about life!! life is like a drug. if youre alive then why be sad? be happy!!

im feeling great today!
except my insides feel like they are falling out!! lol! its actually freaky!
why cant my body go back to what it was before, except for the fat! dont miss the fat, just miss my body parts actually functioning!!


i did have a weird dream thing about my IP consultant prescribing me Olanzapine and Rispiridone for mania. which is ridiculous! they arent used for mania! ive had them as rapid sedation before. that was fun!!

im trying to e-mail steven hawking. i think im cleverer than him so we shall see|!!

You do sound manic. I hope you manage to come down a bit. x

Feeling happy about life is good, but you sound like you are not actually happy. Like it might be some way of hiding from everything else. I might be wrong. I don't mean to offend or anything.

Can you try to calm down a bit? Like is there anything that you have done in the past that has helped you to do so?

i like being happyyy!!!!

i know things when im happy :D

i like doing stuff! :)

i will never ever ever feel sad again!!! whats bad about that?

seeing cpn tomorrow, she'll be glad to see me happy! :)

I'm glad you're seeing the cpn tomorrow. Beckie, you're really quite manic the past few days. You feel like you have lots of energy and you can do everything, but that's disaster waiting to happen because you'll do something silly. So I'm glad that the cpn will get to see you like this, and maybe be able to see if anything can be done to help calm you down a little bit.

im really just happy!!

i love feeling like this!!! its AMAZING!!!

I know people are getting sick of me now!! but y'know, im HAPPYYY!!!!

its cos im sad most of the time that people think its too much when im happy. but im not gonna be sad again!!
isnt that good??!>!!

Just remember, we're all here if your mood changes babe.

it wont change!!

cpn said it wuold change!! but it wont, grr!

shes forbidden me from getting an ostrich though!!! she said Gill would freak out if she came back from holiday and ther was an ostrich in my bathroom (thats where it would live)
and i said that dr he man woudld say she was delusional if she rang up and said 'OH MY GOD THERES AN OSTRICH IN BECKIES BATHROOM!!'

she said she could go to gp with me to register, but its too boring for now!!

i am literally shaking so much its ridiculous!!

wtf is going on!!!!