*snuggles Susan*
it's ok... we are here for you

*cuddles susan lots* you don't want to do it.... it's not wotth it. sooooo not worth it. *hugs*

Oh yay... (not)
I think I just figured out that I have another (odd) form of SH
... joy joy friggin joy to the world....... I am so ****ed up!!! ><

*cudles* what is itmanda?

*tells to read my post just a habit... or SH?*

i do that. i tnmg ltos people do.

*goes to cupbaord, lcoks self inside,*

she wants to do it withotu chemicals? it's weka to rely on meds? fine. i'm going to stop tkeng mne. see ya.

who wants to do what without chemicals?
Jess please don't stop taking your meds hun

feidn who tierd to dwon herself last ngith. wont tek her meds. syds she nes to do it without chemicsla. bulshti. she sdi 'wdeak to rley on dms!' fkc. i cnt do this.

*hugs Jess oh so tight*

Thanks you two.

Nice to know some still care.

Have the worst stomach pains and worried that Mand is coming to get me on Sunday cus I cancelled seeing her today at last minute. :crying:

lsot peopel cre!~ ur woried she wnt come get u/ she wil. be fine!


I can't... cryin work. ****. told 'fren' cant se her tl she sorts self out.c nt lose nther eposn. cnt.

*hugs Jess lots*

I'm really stressing about my uni finance application. I'm actually crying. They've sent the evidence back but nothing from them yet. HURRY UP!!! Plus my local something haven't sent my disability student allowance application either.

I'm realllllllllly worried. I'm obviously not gonna get it in time? I really need my loans & dsa more than anything by the time I start or I am going be VERY screwed!!!!

This is all my fault, I should have applied in april but I had no net or anything. *cries* Maybe I should sign onto the website and check to see if the status has changed.

OMG someone who understands me....calm me down?

I need to sleep and my stomach is hurting me soooooooo bad. Plus possible jet lag?

*snuggles Hells and plays with her hair until she falls asleep*

rng them and ask? i dun.o. sory *hugs*

Awwww thanks Amanda sweetie.

Maybe I will. Gonna check the website later, that would be best I think :

God, is it too much to ask to just lay down and die?

dunt go aly. please. :'(

y doe veyone want tog o? why? *cires*

i have no idea what's going on but *huggles everyone and hands Jess tissues*

*cuddles Jess and smooths back her hair*
Oh sweetie, I'm not going anywhere... I just feel so awful :-(

*hugs you*

*snuggles up to aly and soph8 u gys are frwet.

i kwno u fel bad ally. jsut... dunt go. please.

thnk u for reaching out past ur own pain to tyr and help. i have to go now. having an emergency catch yp session with somene. thnk u.

Am realising all of the things I should be and am not.

take care Jess *cuddles* i'm thinking of you xx

would anyone else like some hugs? i dont know if i'd be able to give the best advice but i will try and i'm more than willing to listen and give a whole lot of hugs

*sits and rocks*

*huggles Manda* i'm here if you want to talk hun *cuddles*

just feelin kinda... don't know... dissociated maybe? or numb? or... oh hell i don't know what i feel...

well i'm here if you need me *cuddles more and bear hugs*

*folds up blankets and puts them and pillows in a tidy stack*
*sits against the wall in her usual place and prays and listens and waits*

would you like a hug susan?

*cuddles up close to Sophie*

*pulls Manda close and cuddles lots*

thanks soph... cuddles make me feel safe :-)

Oh, rocking sounds like an excelent idea...
*joins Amanda in rocking back and forth ever so slightly*

*cuddles Manda more*
if there is one thingi can always give, its hugs and cuddles :)

Yes please, I would very much like a hug.

I'm off to my meeting. I'll check back around 10pm my time zone, i'm 8 hours behind uk time.

*nuzzles* and they are so... cuddly!!! :)

*huggles and cuddles susan lots* i dont know if i'm still goign to be around then. if i'm not i'll pm you a whole lot of hugs :)

*snuggles Manda* virtual hugs and cuddles always are hun, i dont know if my realy hugs are though...

I miss my RYL mama!!! :-(

aww *cuddles Manda*

anybody know where she's been? Is she ok? I'm worried about her... her profile says she ain't been on RYL since like June 12 or something...

sorry hun, i dont know her. could y ou email her or something?

Oh sorry I thought you knew Katch

honestly i still dont know a lot of the people on vets..

it's all good... I just posted an "has anyone heard from..." post

i saw. i hope someone has heard from her for your sake *cuddles*

That's amazing... you seem like such an "old soul" round these parts... if ya know what I mean... you just fit here and stuff... ;-)

"old" :P rofl
ha! i'm only just 18! i've only started posting in here for about 6 months and was lurking for about a year before that.
i probably fit in because i've always been more comfortable around people who are older than me and even though i havent been through as much as a lot of people in vets i'm good at putting myself in their shoes :)