*Hugs Mark*
I wish I had the words to make it all better. I'm here if you need me.

*hugs Mark* I'm also here for you, any time.

*Hugs Lindsay* I think it's the sodding depression today *Sigh* and lonelyness too ........ How are you today?

I now how that feels Mark, it's horrible. Keep talking to us though. I hope the feeling eases soon.

I'm ok. Feeling a bit physically unwell because of the overdose yesterday but i'll be fine.

I'm sorry you OD'd Lindsay :S *Hugs* Did you have to go to hospial?
Personally I'm glad I have appointments this afternoon but am dreading this evening if this depression sticks to me and feeling so alone just isn't fun at all . I have to leave my flat in 28 minutes . won't be back till gone 4 pm so at least I'll be kept busy during that time and I may get to talk it out with my new keyworker ? perhaps.

*Hugs everyone*
Sorry everyone seems to be having such a hard time at the moment :(
Gah, I have only just woken up after not getting to sleep until 7am. I was starting to forget what sleep was!

You struggled sleeping Nicole? *Hugs*

*Hugs mark* mhmm, I was sat in bed listening to the radio and doing word searches until 7am :(
Are you ok?

Mark, I didn't go to hospital because I didn't take a major overdose, just a moderate one. I know I should have gone to hospital but they would have just observed me for a few hours and sent me home.

I hope you sleep better tonight, Nicole.

*Hugs Lindsay* Are you ok? Please look after yourself hun.
And so do I, it's not fun being up all night lol, I go back to college thursday, gotta learn to sleep :/

How long have you been having trouble sleeping, Nicole?

I'm ok. Just feel a bit dizzy sometimes and I lose control of my body.

:( Do you think it might be a good idea to go to A&E anyway?
And i've always had trouble sleeping, but last night was one of the worst nights in a long time
*Hugs Oliver* 'cause I spys him

If I get a losing control of my body spell again i'll phone NHS 24 and see what they suggest. I don't want to go directly to A&E because they already think that I waste their time.

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Lindsay*

I just got back from My first Session with my New keyworker Kat and was able to talk with her about S.I. and drink (their primary purpose) and Feeling really low today . It's good that I felt I could open up to her She has done accupuncture on me for a yearish and has been my group 1 on 1 worker for the last 3 months so I know her a bit . Then we Did my first accupuncture in about a month and it help me no-one else showed up so it was just the two of us and we did relaxation :) Than I had my meeting with Anne at the volunteer buero who is cool and she was able to shed some light on why the cyber cafe has been shut , it's because it's shut and there have been sackings :S but it may open at the end of this month so... maybe I'll drop a note through their door with my e-mail address on so they can contact me when they need me . Maybe thats a good idea?

hugs everbody. feel like crap again, way to much crap going on right now cant handle it. curls up and hides.

*Squishes Jill* Want to talk hun?

*Spot Solo and Hugs*

*Squashes Jill* Due to an unfortunate typo just then, I was squishing kill. I don't know what to say other than we are all here to listen to and help you. What were you getting up to all the time you were absent from the ward? Was it because you were doing better, or because you couldn't face it? I hope for the former.

*Hugs Nicole* As I've said, you'll be alright in college, it's just getting there that's the issue. I'm always fine as soon as I'm back in school it's just the prospect that worries me.

*Hugs Mark* I'm sorry you're feeling so low today, but I'm glad you were able to talk to someone and I hope you can feel a litte better soon. You're not worthless, you're always there to support us all, even if you're feeling **** yourself. You're a huge part of the ward and this place would be dead weird (and not in a good way) without you.

*Hugs Lindsey* I'm sorry you did that :( I'm glad you're going to get help if you don't feel better soon. I'd hate for anything to happen to you that can't be taken back. I'm sure they don't think you're a waste of space, we certainly don't :)

Hey guys. Went docs today and had my contraceptive coil removed. Hurts :(

Feeling really low and meh today. And sleepy. Very, very sleepy. And at the doctors at 9 tomorrow to change my meds dose again... Ugh.

*Hugs Sarah* Did they not give you any painkillers? I'm sorry you're low :(. I'm sleepy too, got less than 3 hours sleep last night. Still, never mind. Had to jolly on since school doesn't wait until you've slept enough to face it. Chin up :)

Thanks Mark! I can always count on you! I'm so sorry you're havin a rough day! I'll say a prayer for ya.