She certainly sounds very abusive honey. Physically, psychologically and sexually. *hugs*

Im A Survivor
 

I guess you could call me a survivor of several bullies in my lifetime. The first ever official bully was my own mother. She was emotionally and physically abusive. As a result of her abuse, I was a very timid child and grew into a somewhat timid, isolated teenager and adult. I lacked self confidence in myself...which led to bullyinf in school. Often times, I still try to recover when I think of the past bullying episodes. It has definitely impacted my adult life.

I think I'm more affected by the fact i've stayed friends with her, than the fact she's female.
It's not normal.

i was abused by both of my grandparents. my grandmother emotionally abused me..she used to tell people she hated me in front of me, and used to tell my i was ugly, a disappointment.. and she let my grandfather abuse me to.. even though im almost one hundred percent certain she knew what was happening the whole time, she never did anything

Thanks for sharing Munchkin and Lauren. *Hugs* Sorry you went through that hurt.

I've always been bullied by females and sexually abused by one that has led to an intense distrust of them.

Do you want to tell us anymore about it Dark?

I can't too much disgust =(

You're not disgusting. We won't think you're disgusting at all honey. *hugs gently* But you don't have to tell us if you don't want to.

i cant get them or the things that they both did to stop going around in my head

i feel so dirty and horrible

You're not dirty or horrible at all Kelsey. Do you want to talk about them at all?

hmm dont feel like i should be allowed to post here but i had an abusive girlfriend for about 2 years in total and even though i got out a couple of months ago im struggling with it now :/

Why shouldn't you be allowed to post? You said you had an abusive gf and you're struggling with it. You're very welcome here and can talk about it if you want.

i dont know right now i just want it to stop i feel bad

It's understandable that you feel bad, I think talking on here would help you to feel less bad rather than harbouring all those negative feelings. I did it for years and it never does you any good

*offers safe hugs*

i feel like i need to tell something but im not sure how to put what i want to tell into words right now, this memory keeps going around in my head and i just wish i could make it stop, i really dont feel so good at all, just feel so very bad

Try to get the words out honey, we're listening.

i did try but i could not do it, im sorry

we are at the top of the stairs and then something happens

Did you fall or get pushed?