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And after all of my alibis desert me
I just want to get by I don’t want nothing to hurt me I had no idea where my head was at But if my heart says I’m sorry can we leave it at that Because I just want for all of this to end And I so hate consequences And running from you is what my best defense is Consequences Oh God, don’t make me face up to this And I so hate consequences And running from you is what my best defense is Cause I know that I let you down And I don’t want to deal with that // Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it. See that line. Well I never should have crossed it. Stop right there. Well I never should have said That it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back. I'm sorry for the person I became. I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again 'cause who I am hates who I've been. Who I am hates who I've been. /emo. |
i know you might roll your eyes at this but...im so glad that you exist.
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And even though the moment passed me by I still can't turn away Cause all the dreams you never thought you'd lose Got tossed along the way And letters that you never meant to send Get lost or thrown away And now we're grown up orphans That never knew their names We don't belong to no one That's a shame But if you could hide beside me Maybe for a while And I won't tell no one your name Scars are souvenirs you never lose The past is never far Did you lose yourself somewhere out there Did you get to be a star And don't it make you sad to know that life Is more than who we are You grew up way too fast And now there's nothing to believe And reruns all become our history A tired song keeps playing on a tired radio And I won't tell no one your name And I won't tell em your name I think about you all the time But I don't need the same It's lonely where you are come back down And I won't tell em your name |
You're so cute when you're slurring your speech,
But they're closing the bar and they want us to leave. And you can't find nothing at all, If there was nothing there all along. No you can't find nothing at all, If there was nothing there all along. I'm a war, of head versus heart, And it's always this way. My head is weak, my heart always speaks, Before I know what it will say. |
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple ------------------------------------------------------------------------Sometimes goodbye's the only away Hope decays Generations disappear Washed away As a nation simply stares Don't want to reach for me do you I mean nothing to you The little things give you away ------------------------------------------------------------------------ I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you Can't you see that you're smothering me Holding too tightly afraid to lose control Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you |
When things go wrong I pretend the past isn’t real
Now I'm trapped in this memory. (Damn do I feel like a 12 year old me.) |
This is probably going to look awful but .....
All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head Running through my head (Running through my head) All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head (Running through my head) This is not enough I'm in serious ****, I feel totally lost If I'm asking for help it's only because Being with you has opened my eyes Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise? I keep asking myself, wondering how I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me Nobody else so we can be free Nobody else so we can be free All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head Running through my head (Running through my head) All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head All the things she said All the things she said (All the things she said) This is not enough This is not enough All the things she said All the things she said And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed They say it's my fault but I want her so much Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain Come in over my face, wash away all the shame When they stop and stare - don't worry me 'Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me I can try to pretend, I can try to forget But it's driving me mad, going out of my head All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head Running through my head All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head All the things she said All the things she said This is not enough This is not enough All the things she said All the things she said All the things she said All the things she said All the things she said All the things she said All the things she said All the things she said, she said All the things she said All the things she said Mother looking at me Tell me what do you see? Yes, I've lost my mind Daddy looking at me Will I ever be free? Have I crossed the line? All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head Running through my head All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head All the things she said All the things she said This is not enough This is not enough All the things she said All the things she said All the things she said All the things she said All the things she said All the things she said. ------------------------- We the people fight for our existence We don't claim to be perfect But we're free We dream our dreams alone With no resistance Fading like the stars we wish to be You know I didn't mean What I just said But my God woke up On the wrong side of his bed And it just don't matter now Cos little by little We gave you everything You ever dreamed of Little by little The wheels of your life Have slowly fallen off Little by little You have to give it all in all your life And all the time I just ask myself why You're really here True perfection has to be imperfect I know that that sounds foolish but it's true The day has come And now you'll have to accept The life inside your head we give to you You know I didn't mean What I just said But my God woke up On the wrong side of his bed And it just don't matter now Cos little by little We gave you everything You ever dreamed of Little by little The wheels of your life Have slowly fallen off Little by little You have to give it all in all your life And all the time I just ask myself why You're really here Hey Little by little We gave you everything You ever dreamed of Little by little The wheels of your life Have slowly fallen off Little by little You had to give it all in all your life And all the time I just ask myself why You're really here Why am I really here? Why am I really here? |
I just need something that will take me away
I'd throw my heart into your fire, when i was blind And you knew that I'd come crawling back, and you knew you'd always find me there But this time some things are gonna change, I'm breaking out And I know someday I'll be ok, and I know someday I'll stand again But this won't be the end of me Cuz I'm breaking away I just need something that will take me away To help me disconnect to get you off my mind I just need something that will give me the strength to get away from you To escape from here And as I'm sifting through the ash, I find myself And you knew that I'd come crawling back, and you knew you'd always find me there But I'm sure you're never gonna change, cuz you've learned this all before And I know that you'll come crawling back, but I swear you'll never find me there I just need something that will take me away To help me disconnect to get you off my mind I just need something that will give me the strength to get away from you To escape from here What was I waiting for, The years went flying by me And I can't ever get them back What was I afraid of, I just want to live my life while I'm still alive Cuz I'm still alive I just need something that will make me numb To help me disappear, to anywhere but here You'll break away I just need something that will take me away To help me disconnect to get you off my mind I just need something that will give me the strength to get away from you To escape from here For now I'm fine, for now I just want to live my life while I'm alive For now I'm fine, for now I just want to live my life while I'm alive |
She feels lost in her own life
Treading water just to keep from slipping under And she wonders if she's where she's supposed to be Tired of trying to do it right Her dreams are just to far away to see how steps she's making Might be taking her to who she'll be Chorus: And suddenly it isn't what it used to be And after all this time it worked out just fine And suddenly I am where I'm supposed to be And after all the tears I was supposed to be here She feels locked in her own life Scared of what she might lose if she moves away from who she was And she's afraid of being free There's a way she knows is right She can't feel the things she knows And so each step she's taking is a step of faith toward who she'll be Chorus And here where the night is darkest black She feels the fear and the light is farthest back And through her tears she can't see the dawn is coming Skies will clear and the light will find her where she's always been. Chorus |
Today is gonna be the day That they're gonna throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you gotta do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do about you now Backbeat the word was on the street That the fire in your heart is out I'm sure you've heard it all before But you never really had a doubt I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now And all the roads we have to walk along are winding And all the lights that lead us there are blinding There are many things that I would Like to say to you I don't know how Because maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me ? |
Ooh la.
The world just chewed her up and spat her out. --------- Out here on the ledge I'm not far away from stepping off I've finally picked out my cloud It's the one over there Surrounded by all that air You reached out your hand And said I understand So why not come down Well except for a few small bruises, cuts,and scars well i'm fine Except for a few small bruises,cuts,and scars well i'm fine Thank you for asking I'm so glad we had this moment here I know they think i'm crazy But everything I am is everything I was taught to be Well except for a few small bruises,cuts,and scars well i'm fine Except for a few small bruises,cuts,and scars well i'm fine ------------------ It's hard to see the pain behind the mask; Bearing the burdon of a secret storm, Sometimes she wishes she was never born; Through the wind and the rain, She stands hard as a stone in a world that she can't rise above; But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved. Concrete Angel ---------------------------- Sometimes it seems that I have no place. And I don't know what to do, with myself. Night after another, I can taste the filth inside. And I need to reclense my soul. Nobody knows, nobody cares that I die, on the inside. Nobody sees the light that is me, as I smile on the outside. Nobody knows, nobody cares that I walk, on the wrong side. Tell me who..nobody. Tell me who..nobody. Tell me who..nobody. All the friends that I've had, where are they now? Guess I'm far too intense to be loved. All the things that I hate, I hate about myself. And I need to reclense my soul. Nobody knows, nobody cares that I die, on the inside. Nobody sees the light that is me, as I smile on the outside. Nobody knows, nobody cares that I walk, on the wrong side. Tell me who..nobody. Tell me who..nobody. Tell me who..nobody. |
I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside; all I do is hide I wish that it would just go away What would you do, you do, if you knew What would you do [Chorus:] All the pain I thought I knew All the thoughts lead back to you Back to what was never said Back and forth inside my head I can't handle this confusion I'm unable; come and take me away I feel like I am all alone All by myself I need to get around this My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you If I show you, I don't think you'd understand Cause no one understands [Chorus] I'm going nowhere (on and on and) I'm getting nowhere (on and on and on) Take me away I'm going nowhere (on and off and off and on) (and off and on) [Chorus] Take me away Break me away Take me away |
I know you didn't bring me out here to drown
So why am I ten feet under and upside down Barely surviving has become my purpose Because I'm so used to living underneath the surface If I could just see you Everything would be all right If i'd see you This darkness would turn to light And I will walk on water And you will catch me if I fall And I know everything will be alright I know everything will be alright |
these are nearly exactly how im feeling right now: [arch enemy - silent war] This is killing us Fighting the truth a losing battle We believe in nothing Just hatred for each other Tragic sinister serenade Twisted melody shatters reality Dying hopes for a better day Fragile dreams that break away No more, no more This pain must end We have chosen to suffer Believe in nothing but... Hatred is a vicious circle Betrayal is at hand Paralysed souls bleeding Begging for salvation Deeper and deeper the wounds we cut The truth burning our flesh Silent war to set us free Stigmata of a tragedy No more, no more This pain must end We have chosen to suffer Feeling nothing but hate It's eating us up from the inside Taking our feelings away ------------------------------------------------------ [mcr -headfirst for halos] Well let's go back to the middle of the day that starts it all I can't begin to let you know just what I'm feeling And now the red ones make me fly And the blue ones help me fall And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling And as the fragments of my skull begin to fall Fall on your tongue like pixie dust just think happy thoughts And we'll fly home We'll fly home You and I We'll fly home Come on! Well now I'm back in the middle of the day that starts it all. I can't begin to let you know just what I'm feeling. And now these red ones make me fly, And the blue ones help me fall. And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling. And we'll fly home, You and I, We'll fly home. Think happy thoughts |
mines a lickle bit of a trigger so i dont think i'll put it. -- that was pretty pointless but yeah.
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Stranger than your sympathy And this is my apology I killed myself from the inside out And all my fears have pushed you out And I wished for things that I don’t need (all I wanted) And what I chased won’t set me free (all I wanted) And I get scared but I’m not crawlin’ on my knees Oh, yeah Everything’s all wrong, yeah Everything’s all wrong, yeah Where the hell did I think I was? And stranger than your sympathy Take these things, so I don’t feel I’m killing myself from the inside out And now my head’s been filled with doubt We’re taught to lead the life you choose (all I wanted) You know your love’s run out on you (all I wanted) And you can’t see when all your dreams aren’t coming true Oh, yeah It’s easy to forget, yeah When you choke on the regrets, yeah Who the hell did I think I was? And stranger than your sympathy And all these thoughts you stole from me And I’m not sure where I belong And no where’s home and no more wrong And I was in love with things I tried to make you believe I was And I wouldn’t be the one to kneel before the dreams I wanted And all the dark and all the lies were all the empty things disguised as me |
[Fallen - Sarah Mclachlan]
And lead me through the fire Be the long awaited answer To a long and painful fight Truth be told I've tried my best But somewhere along the way I got caught up in all there was to offer And the cost was so much more than I could bear Though I've tried, I've fallen... I have sunk so low I have messed up Better I should know So don't come round here |
'But I can change, my cocoon shedding
I want to walk in the snow And not leave a footprint I want to walk in the snow And not soil its purity' 4st 7lb-Manic Street Preachers |
"You hold the answers deep within your own mind.
Consciously, you've forgotten it. That's the way the human mind works. Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us to entertain, we reject it. We erase it from our memories. But the imprint is always there." (Can't wash it all away) (Can't Wish it all away) (Can't hope it all away) (Can't cry it all away) The pain that grips you The fear that binds you Releases life in me In our mutual Shame we hide our eyes To blind them from the truth That finds a way from who we are Please don't be afraid When the darkness fades away The dawn will break the silence Screaming in our hearts My love for you still grows This I do for you Before I try to fight the truth my final time "We're supposed to try and be real. And I feel alone, and we're not together. And that is real." Can't wash it all away Can't wish it all away Can't cry it all away Can't scratch it all away Lying beside you Listening to you breathe The life that flows inside of you Burns inside of me Hold and speak to me Of love without a sound Tell me you will live through this And I will die for you Cast me not away Say you'll be with me For I know I cannot Bear it all alone "You're not alone, honey." "Never... Never." Can't fight it all away Can't hope it all away Can't scream it all away It just won't fade away, No Can't wash it all away Can't wish it all away Can't cry it all away Can't scratch it all away (Can't fight it all away) (Can't hope it all away) Can't scream it all away Ooh, it all away Ooh, it all away "But the imprint is always there. Nothing is ever really forgotten." "God, please don't hate me" "Because I'll die if you do." "Because I'll die if you do." "Because I'll die if you do." "Because I'll die if you do." |
I'll leave the lights down low
so she knows I mean business And maybe we could talk this over Cause I could be your best bet Let alone your worst ex And let alone your worst... I wanna hate you so bad But I can't (but I can't) stop this anymore than you can So honestly, how could you say those things when you know they don't mean anything And you know very well that I can't keep my hands to myself, hands to myself I wanna hate you so bad But I can't (but I can't) stop this anymore than you can This is all wrong and it shows There's certain things I promised not to let you know, (You've got a silly way of keeping me up on the edge of my seat, You've got a silly way of keeping me up on the...) not to let you know I never, never... You've got this silly way of keeping me on the edge of my seat But you're only counting the clock against the train And I'm miserable, oh (You've got a silly way of keeping me up on the edge of my seat, You've got a silly way of keeping me up on the...) And you're just getting started I'm miserable, oh You've got me right where you want me (let's never talk) Let's never talk, let's never, let's never talk about this again because... I didn't want it to mean that much to me I didn't want it to mean that much to me I didn't want it to mean that much to me I didn't want it to mean that much to me // I stay wrecked and jealous for this ////// really, jus TBS today. |
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