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*Hugs Kitty* I'm ok thanks, Bit triggerd, but finally got into the christmas spirit :) You?

*Snuggles Nicole* Glad you're okay :)

*huggles Kitty tightly* oh dear, that sounds sucky :( I hate feeling sick :( you going to be okay?

Thank you for the hugs Mark :) they are quite welcomed indeed. How's your night been thus far? A pleasant good evening to everyone :) Tea?

I'm sorry you are a bit triggered. I have gone numb.. :s

Hugs :) care for a mug of tea and a blanket dear? I am sorry you feel that way I ve been there many times.

:D I love work christmas parties...

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Aaw :( Sorry about that. Do you know whats making you feel numb?

-hugs back- thanks. I have unlimited pillows and fuzzy blankies and I'm not a fan of tea. thanks for the offer, though. -smiles-

What people don't realize is that when I go numb it's bad. It means I have completely given up and can't handle the emotions anymore. My past few suicide attempts have been while I was numb. If I still feel anything, whether it be anger or depression or panic, at least I am still feeling. But when I go numb... -sighs- it's hard to explain. Sorry.

Nicole: Everything has just bottled up so long that I can't handle it anymore. My brother's death this past month threw me in a whirlwind of hurt. It totally ****ed up my sleeping. Amara started getting stronger after his death. Then I found out that my sister is back to her drinking again. I have so many bad memories of her and drinking. I can't handle it anymore. She won't be around much longer, we all know that. The problem is, she's killing herself by drinking and she refuses to stop. I can't handle losing another loved one. I really can't. The only sibling I will have left is an asshole. My sister is hosting christmas this year which is even worse because she is going to ruin it by being drunk. She was even drunk for my wedding! I just can't handle it anymore. So I went numb. -shrugs-

*Hugs Kitty* Sorry, right now, I am useless.

*Hugs Nicole* Glad you found the Christmas spirit.

*Hugs Aoife* I'm Lia.

*Hugs Crimson*

Sorry I don't have many words. Everything just keeps crumbling. I find new strength then something knocks it down. Is there even a point?

*Hugs kitty* I'm so sorry hun...I dont know what to say. :/ But i am thinking of you.x
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*Hugs lia* Yes there is a point Hun. I dont know what it is yet, but there is one. Feel free to PM me if you wanna talk. That goes for all of you.

-hugs and snuggles and squishes lia- hi lia. I lubbles you. -squishes more- I knows how you feel. I sorry you feel this way. wouldn't wish the feeling on anyone, not even my worst enemy. -offers pillows and fuzzy blankies-

Edit: We posted at like the same time, sorry Nicole. -hugs back- thanks. -smile-

I gots to go for now. Trip to the laundromat, tons of fun. I'll be back later. -hugs ward- I lubs you all

*Hugs Kitty and curls under blankets*

Courage. Just need a little courage.

Bye for now Kitty. Lubs you too.

*peers at lia*
Do you want a hug?

Loving the decorations, could have sworn I decorated but perhaps not =P

*hugs ward*

May have Hels... I did skip some weekend pages Monday morning lol but with cheery decor more's the better :) *resumes hiding*

My Gallbladder is playing up, I'm trying so hard not to be sick or pass out from pain. It'll pass in 2-8h but if not I need to go hospital. This is all I need at Christmas :(

Yes please Nicole.

*Hugs all* Sorry.